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Bittersweet St. Valentine

your own private visual lolita.....

About Me


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Buried at PhotoCasket.comAt the moment I am a student in the UK,studying my 7th language now,Japanese and I still want more...like Arabic,Finnish,Italian... Currently I'm a Floor13girl and starting some serious Alternative Modelling ^^ check my pictures to see the latest set. I am a very self-confident person,hardcore and crazy til the end!You have to be like that in order to not be harmed or influenced too much by the cruelty in this world,seriously.I like running away into my dreams which give me some inspiration for random quality poems or short stories. I DON'T LIVE IN YOUR WORLD,I CREATE MY OWN! I am a passionate black and white photographer as I consider those two colours to be enough to give a realistic reflexion of the world.I like to motivate others to accept themselves the way they are as many people hate themselves due to the beauty idols which our society imposes on us...I could keep on bitching about society all day... What else? Guess you gotta find out yourself ;) I am very passionate once I'm into something/someone,I love to organize concerts or festivals,or just to help a band out. I don't take shit from anyone!I am a love at first sight person,you don't believe in it? Well it happened to me about 4 times in a row...I like guys that know what they want and see what you're worth.You didn't realize it in the first place?Your problem cause there are most of the time no second chances!You can't dominate me but we may come to an agreement ;) I'm sensual and hopelessly romantic so never forget the black rose! For anything else,message me!!!
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Buried at PhotoCasket.comWHAT I LIKE:raw meat (not kidding,really delicious),people who say what they think,darkness,rain,cold,Finland,Tokyo,corsets,can't have enough!!!purple,coloured lenses (blue,purple,white!!!),to dance,windsurfing,diving,photography,especially black and white,gothic lolita,long hair,being loud,self confidence,autumn,to dress up,vampires,Blood,biting,scratching,R'NB,yes I do like to dance to it.I am brazilian so I need to move my body sometimes in the right way if you know what I mean! ...WHAT I DON'T LIKE:Men that don't know what they want or what one's worth,People behaving immature,Gigolos,bimbos,fubus (you might call them chav's),Bush,people trying to put me into one category...
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Death This is the frequently forgotten "element". It's dark, feared, and mysterious. We all know how we die; the mystery lies in the simple question of "what next?" death is not a bad element to be: it means you are mysterious and keep to yourself. you are secretive perhaps, and maybe a big .. satanic/malicious at times. death is a beautiful thing. just as beautiful as it's opposite: life.
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My Interests

writing,organising and managing,photography,modelling,music in general,dancing,watersports and much more... I LOVE THE ART OF VICTORIA FRANCES AND LUIS ROYO
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I'd like to meet:

As many people as possible especially musicians of all kinds... Mr. Valo might be interesting but I could be wrong...

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Music:

Kagerou ,DespairsRay ,Moi dix Mois, Ayabie ,HIM ,Cradle of Filth ,Dope Stars Inc. ,Angelspit ,Reflexion ,Negative ,69Eyes Miyavi Megadeth Warrant Apoptygma Berzerk,I came to love this band only during the last months and so happy I will see them on the amphi festival ^^

Movies:

TheCrow1+2,Underworld1+2 ,Battle Royal 1+2 ,Queen of the Damned ,Interview with a vampire Are you cut out to be a vampire? You're made for the vampire life--you were born for this. You love watching your victims slowly die, love being lusty, seductive, and mysterious...fine qualities of a vampire. And best of all, you get to live forever. Yay for you.
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Television:

LEXX,TheCrow Series,The L Word,Queer as Folk,Anime...

Books:

All books about Avalon by Marion Z. Bradley,Vampire Chronicles by Ann Rice,Old Man and the Sea,and lots of Mangas as I am a total freak about everything that'S Japanese!!!

Heroes:

Marion Z. Bradley,Ann Rice,Ernest Hemingway,Poe...
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My Blog

Sydney

So hey folks,greetings from the south side of the globe so far I've spent one week in my frineds place in Sydney and probably already walked like 30 kms through the city as I refuse taking the buses ...
Posted by Beautiful Disgrace on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 07:45:00 PST

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Meine Seele schrie solange nach dir,ewig wartend,wenn auch nur für eine kleine Geste...Ist dies allles zuviel?Ist Zuneigungzu einem-selbstverständlichen Gut verkommen,das keiner Aufmerksamkeit mehr be...
Posted by Beautiful Disgrace on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 08:35:00 PST

BNJ

ok before you read it,it didn't happen to me,but guess it's only a matter of time as I don't know many people which haven't made that awful experience...I have written it for 3 friends -> B-N-JI am tr...
Posted by Beautiful Disgrace on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 02:53:00 PST

Pain is beautiful

Pain is beautiful   Raindrops running down the window; what a nice weather! I take my coat and go outside. It is half raining, half snowing. I adore this season with its cold temperatures. The ...
Posted by Beautiful Disgrace on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 06:28:00 PST

Dark Romance (A story written for Creative Writing seminar,enjoy it or hate it!)

Nobody considers loneliness to be a threat,until it comes for you-and then you will be afraid, afraid of being left alone,being abandoned,senseless..Did you ever feel lost in the streets and didn..t e...
Posted by Beautiful Disgrace on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 06:01:00 PST

An Angel (still not finished...I hate rhyme shemes)

I had so many dreams about you,waking in despair,realizing it wasn't true.Every part of me was and always is-longing for you and only feeling this.How dare I try to catch the frail angel that reflects...
Posted by Beautiful Disgrace on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 02:20:00 PST

an older poem I've written

Mein Licht erloschen für alle Zeit,meine Seele nicht mehr unter euch weilt.Ich sehe Gesichter erfüllt von Trauer,und sitze weit oben auf einer Mauer.Ich blicke herab und sehe euch stehn-vor meinem Gra...
Posted by Beautiful Disgrace on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 02:11:00 PST

renascence

Numbness is aurrounding me in this very moment.The act of living doesn't seem worth anymore of a single thought.Everything has reached its limit and lost its former sense.What for shall I keep going o...
Posted by Beautiful Disgrace on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 04:37:00 PST

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Smile if you are crying-cause there will always be a reason for both in life.Don't get lost in the mists of your soul,your saviour may not be always by your side.It won'T be her or his fault,you have ...
Posted by Beautiful Disgrace on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 06:22:00 PST

poem-go on

how far to we still have to walk,until we finally reach eternity,the "promised" land,the place called "heaven"?What is it that we are looking for,there is no perception of it,neither an emotion.And st...
Posted by Beautiful Disgrace on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 02:10:00 PST