~Lonely Hearts Club~

I am strong...I am fragile. I am an idealist. I believe that love can conquer all. I honor my femininity and embrace my sexuality. I do not fear being a woman, I do not find it less equal of a sex, but an equal to be challenged. I believe in God. I am living evidence of his love, of his grace, of his hope in me. I am a survivor because I choose not to be a victim. I value the opinion of others. We are free to believe, to choose, to live how we want and we deserve to have our beliefs heard, known and valued. I love with my whole heart. I run the risk of it being broken, it is worth it even so. I would not change that about me. I would rather love and experience heart ache, then to live a life in the merky existence of not knowing. I laugh, often at myself...enjoy it when others make me laugh. I live with wisdom that has been bestowed upon me by a life full of experiences. Some good, some bad...you must have one to know the other. . I don't want to settle for anything less then everything I can achieve. No regrets, only lessons. I would hope that I am a compassionate person, benevolent in nature. One day, I hope to live each day for God's work. My dream is to serve him in being a voice for peace, his peace. I am unique, of course I am...there is only one me after all...and only one you! We are all unique. That's what makes this world... so absolutley beautiful, our differences. I love to be kissed in the rain, dance in the rain. Music is in my soul, I don't play an instrument, but I sing and can feel emotion through music. It is something I never want to be without in my life. I believe I am a blessed person. God entrusted me with six beautiful children. They have raised me to be a good mom and I am forever grateful to them for their examples and unconditional love for me. There is no greater joy in my life, then my accomplishment as a mother to them. I will soon have my first grandchild next march. I am ready. Things have been a bit rocky lately...I stumbled a bit into darkness, but with God's mercy I am holding on. I have learned some very valuable lessons about myself. I have learned that fear is a great motivator of anger. I learned that letting go can be harder than holding on and that holding on can be harder than letting go. When you are faced with a decision to hold on or to let go, God will be there when you fall or when you climb your way to the top. Love is fragile but it is also endless in it's ability to heal. If faith is the substance of things hoped for...I hope that love can heal all of us! Myspace Extended Network BannersMyspace For Girls Only - MyGirlySpace.com(I see you)