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Cougar!

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About Me

Close your eyes and listen carefully. Hold tight to every word I speak. This is whats become of me. I see you underneath. i mean whats hidden. The secrets you try to keep. Now sit back and listen. The words you speak are truthful maybe. Or maybe unkept words of meant to be. Do you deceive me intensionally. I speak to your deceiving mind. I see your evil veil with naked eyes. I keep you close because of what mean to me. You are useful yet still my enemy. You say now i speak generally. But i speak not to the reader. But to myself mentally. The mind is our greatest achiever. Yet still our greatest defeater!.A lil about me: Yes I say soda and not pop. Its just the way I talk. Its not abnormal for me to do shit by myself...like go out to dinner. I enjoy going on dates with myself. No one knows how to make me happy as well as I do! :) My family is the most important thing in the world to me. Without them I would be nothing right now. I'm just a laid back chick that likes the simple things in life.Right now my main focus is on going back to school. I'm hard headed and dont like to be told I cant do something. I love everyone even if i dislike them. I thank God for every morning I wake up, every breath I take, and every moment I'm alive. Chivalry is dead, real men dont exist, men cant be independent for some reason. Chocolate chip cookies are the best. I hate working, love money, work my ass off, and never have it. I hate cigarettes. I quit a year ago. GO ME! I am very sweet and loving. I strongly believe in doing unto others as you would have them do unto you, even if i know they wouldn't. I have a strong conscience and feel bad when I hurt people. I love volunteering whenever I can, usually with children. I am a Big Brother Big Sister Volunteer and before that I helped with an after school program for battle creek schools. I believe we do not have a right to sit and bitch about the way things are if we are not trying to make a difference. I would love to start my own charity foundation someday. I believe in God and feel blessed to have been touched by him and been blessed in so many ways. On a less serious note: I am very girlie. Love playing dress up lol. I often think that is the only reason I go out so i can play barbie with myself. I love clothes, heels, make-up, purses, heels, pink, and heels lol I like to present myself in a classy way though. I also have a severe addiction to PartyLite Candles!!!
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My Interests

Poetry, music, video games, playin cards, music, movies, reading, night at the roxbury, set it off, don't be a menace, mo money, Adult Swim, Purses, Shoes, road trips, choc chip cookies, randomness, family, daydreaming, ethics, sociology, history channel, animals, roller skating

I'd like to meet:

Just nice ppl. I'm willing to talk to any good honest ppl.On the dating tip: A hard working, goal and family oriented man. Good looking, spontaneous, independent, hard but doesnt live the street life. By hard I mean I will be safe with him in any situation or location. Someone who believes in God.

Heroes:

i look up to my mom for her ability to love (RIP) and dad for his strength, and to my big bro for his persistence

My Blog

I miss the 90’s

I miss:Shai, Jodeci, Tony Toni Tone, snoop, outkastSlap braclettsscrunchiesBig bangsTalking on the telephone vs onlinemy first :)kaboodlesoveralls (with one strap hanging down)high top fadskid and pla...
Posted by Cougar! on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 01:52:00 PST

What cougar likes and wants

In a man......Smooth swagger, sexy, sweet, intelligent, respectful, goal oriented, spontaneous, young (23 - 30) Wears bright colors, unique style, well put together, big belt buckles lol, sweet jeans,...
Posted by Cougar! on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 03:10:00 PST

How I want a man to feel about me

Video premiere :Chris Brown - With You .....
Posted by Cougar! on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 09:57:00 PST

Why I left him

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Posted by Cougar! on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 09:53:00 PST

Why some girls dont get along with other girls

They have a personality flaw or some kind of insecurity.  If they cannot get along with other women maybe they should step back and take a look at themselves.  I am a female and I do not kno...
Posted by Cougar! on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 02:39:00 PST

I need my own lunar eclipse!!!

The moon looked so different after the eclipse was all over. It was so bright and so clear. When I looked at it I thought "thats what i need, something to wipe me clean"  It was like the shadow m...
Posted by Cougar! on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 12:59:00 PST

Never has a horoscope been more correct :(

Tuesday, February 19, 2008 Capricorn (Dec 22- Jan 19) Confusing times may be upon you as logic fails to explain your current feelings. Even if you have spent extra time making su...
Posted by Cougar! on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 11:04:00 PST

I wish everyone could have loved and lost my mom......

I would never wish on anyone the pain I experience"d" from the death of my mother.  I do wish everyone could have the knowledge I gained from not only knowing her but also her death.  My mot...
Posted by Cougar! on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 01:33:00 PST

my take on dealing death

I've come to associate it with my hurt foot.  Does this sound crazy to you? Ok let me explain.  I miss my mama terribly everyday.  Does it hurt? Yes. Do I continue to function in societ...
Posted by Cougar! on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 10:13:00 PST

Reasons 2nd shift blows

1) I'm at work while 1st and third ppl are chillin2) Have to drive home at 3am3) Dont get to see family and friends all week.4) It's lonely5) Classes are harder during the day then night classes, and ...
Posted by Cougar! on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 12:28:00 PST