[F]an-[F]ucking-[T]astic

Hi my name is Denise and i live in California, i'm single with no kids, i'm a funny person and cool to hang out with and I'm a really repectful person, i dont judge people just be yourself . I see myself as a simple person, just repect me and i'll repect you. i like to meet new people and see what their all about. Almost every one who knows me they also know what i love: I love to smile, I love to dance, I love when people tell me jokes, I love my mom, I love my dad, I love my brother even when they pick on me, I love the color well its more like color's black, red, gray, pink, I love to look that the moon, I love the rain, I love to run, i love my glasses,I love my dog (his name is peulche lopez)I love to eat but not seafood GROOOSSS, I love to listen to music ( all type of music), I love to help people,I love all my friends( i love them more when their mad at me cuz i could always make them happy), I love to go shopping,I love to watch T.V., I love to go to the movies, BUT WHAT I LOVE THE MOST IN THE WHOLE WORLD IS LIFE i'm greatful to live life each and every day. I just notice that all these thing and people the love i have for them is unconditional but i never really been "IN LOVE" with someone. People tell me all types of meaning on "LOVE" but i guess theres no correct or uncorrect answers for it. WELL I'LL LET YOU GUYS THINK ABOUT THAT TTYL *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~Januar y, 3, 2007I started my day today just like every other one; alarm goes off,I go .. and check out some stuff, go throw my cloth in the dryer because I'm too lazy to iron it, brush my teeth and get ready for work.... then go. It's like a 15 minute process. I go to work is about 20 minutes so it's a good time for me to reflect on things that I'm going through while listening to my favorite CD at that moment. Lately I've been letting certain issues of mine get in the way of my enjoyment of life. Im trying toget over some issues with ppl from the pass my family was going throw a hard time and my life rite now is not going to well , and so on and so forth. Anyway, I get to work today (another slow day... less bucks) and read an article from the newspaper that was posted on the office door. The title read 'Head-on crash kills Vancouver man' with a detailed picture beneath. As I read further on I realized that the man that was killed was my co-worker's husband. Now she's been on maturnity leave for a few months so I haven't seen her recently, but i know she had her baby on December 1st. I can't imagine the pain, confusion and grief she's going through right now. I mean she JUST had a baby and loses her husband a month later so unexpectedly. It's reality in its purest form; we're only guaranteed two things, life and death. We come in bringing our first breath and leave taking our last. I feel like I just really opened my eyes for the first time. My problems are so miniscule compared to how big and great life actually is. So while you're here enjoy it. Let the valleys show you the peaks and appreciate the peaks when you get there, smile and rejoyce during the hardest moments because those are the ones that matter the most, take a walk in the rain and feel the cool drops fall on your face, compliment someone despite how rude they may be to you... they need it, appreciate the warmth of the sun, let the wind blow through your finger tips and your worries away, then take in a deep breath of life to taste how lucky you are to get to still experience it. So when you do pack up that last breath you'll know not one was wasted and your heart will smile knowing you've just experienced this crazy thing called life.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ February 27 2007Today I feel like sharing ......Since my 20 years of living and breathing i have experience so much with family, friends and even with people who tell me that their never going to hurt me.....but do other wise. It took me 19 year to figure out that all the thing that i was told to believe in was a LIE. When growing up I was told to listen to a man with religious belief because he knows the way to "HAPPENSS" and "SALVATION" that he could lead you to the right direction in life.....But I realize that it was all a lie I realize i dont need some one to tell me LIES, I realize that I could be "HAPPY" and live life the way i want to with out feeling like every thing I do and say is wrong. I am now HAPPY that I know that its okay to be unperfect ,its okay to get hurt cuz it only makes you stronger and a better person theres times in life were you have to let yourself go!!! and feel how beautiful life is let the cold air past you by and feel how wonderfull life is without having people lie to you.
Layout Provided By FreeCodeSource.com - Myspace Layouts