self-destruction....? |
Is it....I'm not sure...maybe I'm just researching for my whole soul...maybe Im not happy with the thoughts the twisted world has sqeezed out of me....perhaps I'm looking for new ones...and whose to s...
Posted by XOI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
believe in the land of make believe. |
The irritating hailstorm of false prophetic fecal matter comming from the evil box accross the room used to be a delusional sense of distraction. Now it does nothing but enrage my very soul. I feel...
Posted by XOI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
lost n found |
The sick creature within seeks distraction...any and all...the matter unimportant at this stage. The cool sensation of the sweet numbing bliss. THe white blanket offers no comfort...no soft retreat ...
Posted by XOI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Do you think people THINK |
---Do you think people realize that when they torture and abuse their children in front of other people who've been abused that they're causing issues in more than just their own children-? ----It rea...
Posted by XOI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
my facination with pain..... |
....for as long as i can remember now, i've been completely facinated with my pain threshold...i also admit to my sick weakness for inflicing pain upon myself...whether through body modification or pl...
Posted by XOI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
........sick...? |
...The outer shell seems to be all in check...everything in order...all is clam and collected. The inside screams from the torment of the dissagreeable emotions that constantly run rampid in some inne...
Posted by XOI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
who r you.. |
...really, you call to tell me you need more painkillers like im your fukkin doctor...then you complain to me about your long lost love...then your financial ruin....as if im your shrink or accountant...
Posted by XOI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
relationships.....me+myself=I |
the more time goes by, the more i'm convinced every song, every poem, every story every writen about a lost love, or a quarrel/dissagreement/betrayal between lovers is a direct mirror-effect of my own...
Posted by XOI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
underestimated emotions |
dont fuck around with the invisible demons of lust...when you least expect it they sucker punch you in the soul and fuck your brain for a short while...don't be a fool though...this too shall pass. it...
Posted by XOI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
...never enough night... |
too many reasons
too many times
too many stories
too many lies
too much glory
too much pride
too much warning
too much wine
too many reasons
too much though
too many freedoms
too much caugh...
Posted by XOI on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
