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Lily

i'm gonna end up on forensic files. i just know it.

About Me

i like to name everything.
i have the best ideas ever.
jared leto is ruining my life.
i like to get obsessed over things.
i have an insane amount of irrational fears.
i quote movies and dane cook on a daily basis.
i want to film things. project them on a screen. and for it to mean something.
i've been tricked by books and movies. they made me believe that with the right lighting, anything is possible.

My Interests

david lynch, film, 2:22, sailors, truckers, iced tea, mix tapes/cds, writing letters, irrational fears, halloween, weezer, pj harvey, vincent gallo, john mayer, listening to all of my alkaline trio cds back to back. oh and your face

I'd like to meet:


maude.
i hear she's into stealing police cars, cemetery picnics and attending funerals.

Music:

alkaline trio, pj harvey, fiona apple, weezer, tori amos, john mayer, ryan adams, brand new, manchester orchestra, the murder city devils, taking back sunday, against me!, jawbreaker, radiohead, vincent gallo, maxwell, 30 seconds to mars, neutral milk hotel, dashboard confessional, kanye west, and everything here: my last.fm page

Movies:

swingers., blue velvet, harold and maude, stranger than paradise, buffalo 66, reality bites, mulholland drive, 25th hour, 8.1/2, la jetee, nowhere, elvira: mistress of the dark, national treasure, harry potter 1-5, all over me, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, me and you and everyone we know, the science of sleep

Television:


buffy the vampire slayer, gilmore girls, twin peaks, x-files, arrested development, the office (us), flight of the conchords, real time with bill maher, rob & big

Books:

lynch on lynch.
catching the big fish by david lynch.
franny and zooey by j.d. salinger.
abortion: a historical romance by richard brautigan.
a brief history of time by stephen hawking.
dangerous angels by francesca lia block.
notes from the underground by fyodor dostoevsky.
the metamorphosis by kafka.
love is a mixtape by rob sheffield.
the path of minor planets by andrew sean greer.

Heroes:


david lynch saved my life when i was 9. i owe him one. or a thousand.

this lady helps me breathe on occasion.
jon favreau, jim jarmusch, kevin smith, vincent gallo, federico fellini, fassbinder, gregg araki, tim burton, bergman, godard, and basically anyone who ever made me want to pick up a camera.

My Blog

i didn't know that people faded out so fast.

i didn't know that people faded out when there was love enough left to fix iti've realized there are times in your life when you are really justified. you're justified in your anger, resentment, depre...
Posted by Lily on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 11:05:00 PST

no one belongs here more than you.

someone be the reason i get my act together.tell me the fucking days are worth it. worth going through this. because now is the time i should be fighting. i always say if i could mind over matter sick...
Posted by Lily on Wed, 23 May 2007 10:37:00 PST

of pressure.

sometimes the universe is too much for me.its like i can feel the pressure of gravity. it presses down on me and i cant breathe.its like i'll never read every book i want to. hear every song that will...
Posted by Lily on Fri, 18 May 2007 01:05:00 PST

exhale. another wasted breath.

wtf. i give up.i agree that nothing comes without great suffering. without hard work. but i think i've suffered a lot. worked really hard. given a lot.i'm tired of not getting back. i'm tired of being...
Posted by Lily on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 11:22:00 PST

i just dont have it in me.

the other night me and aminta went down to the sold out gym class heroes show to see if we could get in. at one point it was looking like it would never happen. then i got a ticket for face value and ...
Posted by Lily on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 09:25:00 PST

a sun in somebody else's sky.

on the 11th of every month my friend elizabeth would say, "well we made it through another month. so do we get her back now?" we always giggled, but we really did expect to get her back. its not human...
Posted by Lily on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 12:12:00 PST

christmas in flames.

i remember this story my mom used to tell me about how she almost died on christmas.how they were staying in some nice hotel celebrating christmas. and he uncle wakes her up and grabs her and she can ...
Posted by Lily on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 08:42:00 PST

consumption.

i feel pain, and i want to consume.i dont know what it is. the feeling of my fingers over shiny plastic. and i instantly feel better. the taste of things. i'm ok. i'm ok. i'm so full, so far from empt...
Posted by Lily on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 12:24:00 PST

honestly ok.

i'm so lonely i don't even want to be with myself anymore.
Posted by Lily on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 01:36:00 PST

in repair.

i try to mind over matter things.like if you think real hard you can make anything go away even sickness.i did it with my gallbladder. i was laying in my bed from 4:30am until 2pm trying to pretend i ...
Posted by Lily on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 06:21:00 PST