Candz

Child of the Dark

the sun has set but i am just beginning.like a vampire famished.....craving for blood.i feed myself to the 'wolves' once again.strange faces. strange voices.deafening sound.unbearable madness.still i ...
Posted by Candz on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 08:39:00 PST

Flashbacks

i still can't stand house music.as soon as i enter a store playing club music....i walk out, finding it hard to breathe all of a sudden.there is something about this music that brings me back to you. ...
Posted by Candz on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 08:36:00 PST

Endless Possibilities...

From the cute guy wearing a dark gray bonnet who shared his umbrella with me one stormy day and walked me all the way to the office..... to the equally hot guy who cornered me in the pantry and coerce...
Posted by Candz on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 07:51:00 PST

when lightning strikes...

it is like a bolt of lightning.jolting every nerve in my body....leaving me reeling in disbelief.it's over.you're gone.here i am trying to break old habits tinged with memories of you and discovering ...
Posted by Candz on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 03:21:00 PST

The Art of Letting Go

Put away the pictures. Put away the memories. I put over and over Through my tears I've held them till I'm blind They kept my hope alive As if somehow that I'd keep you here Once you...
Posted by Candz on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 08:18:00 PST

I am Superman

for the first time in three weeks, i got out of bed without asking God why i still woke up today.that's a good thing, right?twenty-two days of wanting to die in my sleep...twenty-two days of embracing...
Posted by Candz on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 09:52:00 PST

it only hurts when i breathe

rock bottom is inevitable.for i can feel myself sinking into oblivion each passing night.finding no solace.no solace even in my dreams.should i fight to keep myself afloat or should i just let myself ...
Posted by Candz on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 08:42:00 PST

the last time

you think there will always be tomorrow.. or the day after that..you think there will always be a next time.if only you knew it was your last kiss.if only you knew it was the last time you would touch...
Posted by Candz on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 08:53:00 PST

getting by...

i'm just going through the motions.trying to push past the pain one day at a time.each night i close my eyes to sleep as soon as tears stop flowing.each day i open my eyes to wonder again why i wake u...
Posted by Candz on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 08:41:00 PST

Day 10

for two years, i woke up knowing you were there... knowing you loved me.. knowing we had all the time in the world to be together.today, i woke up to, yet, another day without you. another day trying ...
Posted by Candz on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 08:14:00 PST