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A little closer, said the Spider to the Fly.

About Me

Life Lessons I've Learned:
You don't really have any outstanding qualities. It's safe to say you're pretty much just like everybody else. The only reason your pet likes you is because you feed it. As you get older, you are going to have less and less control over your bladder. If you take a big risk and follow your dream, chances are you're going to fall flat on your face.
Some things in life should go without saying, but it seems there's always somebody who needs to be told not to eat a mattress.
I am terrified of bridges that run over bodies of water, metal grates in sidewalks (might fall through into the sewer), babies (actually, most children scare me), raw meat, bees (fuck bees) and hypodermic needles (even more so USED ones).
I like being drunk. ALOT. I don't like hippies and bugs.
I have a strange obsession with zombies, pandas and Jack Daniels.
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" A pretty man came to me. Never seen eyes so blue. You know I could not run away. It seemed we'd seen each other in a dream. Seemed like he knew me. He looked right through me."
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My Interests



Music (mainly Industrial, Power Noise, Terror EBM, IDM, Electronica and DNB, as well as some Hard Rock and Metal), gothic and military fashions, zombies, robots, sex, dancing, singing, looking out across the river, pandas, jack daniels, ties, cartoons, groovy boots, tacos, sporks, laughing at ugly people, making fun of your mom, city living, shopping, marlboros, neon green stuff, bondage, dragons, h.r.giger, modeling for photoshoots, video games, cheese....i like cheeeezzzz

I'd like to meet:

Most of the people I'd like to meet, I've already met.
Get ahead. Get a life. Get a face. Get anything. Just stay the fuck away from me.

Music:


16 Volt, AK1200, Annodalleb, A Perfect Circle, Architect, Asche, Atari Teenage Riot, Autechre, Autoclav1.1, Battery Cage, Beefcake, Bile, Bitcrush, Bjork, Boards of Canada, C/A/T, C-Tec, Cdatakill, The Chemical Brothers, Chemlab, Cleaner, Config. Sys, Converter, Covenant, Cubanate, Decoder, Decree, Deftones, Destroid, Dieselboy, Dismantled, DJ Acucrack?, DJ Hardware, Download, Dryft, Dubok, Endif, Fear Factory, Filter, Flogging Molly, Front 242, Front Line Assembly, Garbage, Gary Numan, God Lives Underwater, Grendel, Gys, Gridlock, Haujobb, Headscan, Hocico, Icon of Coil, Iszoloscope, JVOX, KMFDM, Leaether Strip, Lords of Acid, Manufactura, Marilyn Manson, Massive Attack, MDFMK, Ministry, MSI, Miss Kitten & The Hacker, Needle Sharing, Newt, Nine Inch Nails, NKVD, Noisex, Noise Unit, OhGr, Out Out, Paul Van Dyk, Pitchshifter, Praga Khan, Prodigy, Pzychobitch, Proem, Radiohead, Seabound, S'Apex, S:Cage, Severe Illusion, Sheep On Drugs, Smashing Pumpkins, Snog, Starkillers, Suicide Commando, Squarepusher, System of a Down, System Syn, Terminal Sect, Terrorfakt, Timo Maas, Tool, The Retrosic, Tweaker, Velvet Acid Christ, Wumpscut, Xotox, Xorcist

Currently on rotation:

VAC-Twisted Thought Generator
Autoclav1.1-Visitor Attractions
Proem-Negativ
She Wants Revenge powered by frazy.com

Movies:

Run Lola Run, Tron, Land of the Dead, Evil Dead: Dead By Dawn, The Fifth Element, Fight Club, Snatch, Saw, Shaun of the Dead, Monty Python and the Quest for the Holy Grail, The Grudge, Anchorman, Jan Svankmeyer's Alice, Clue, Pirates of the Caribbean, Alice In Wonderland, Go, The Crow, Underworld, Zoolander, Kung Pow: Enter the Fist, Robin Hood: Men In Tights, i Robot, Equilibrium, Silent Hill, Sleepy Hollow, the Reno 911 movie.

Television:

Supernatural, House, 24, Stargate Atlantis, Cheaters, South Park, Jerry Springer, Mythbusters, Ghost Hunters, Monty Python's Flying Circus, Antiques Roadshow- (I watch a lot of PBS.), Billy and Mandy, Reno 911, Zim, Mystery Science Theatre 3K, Da Ali G Show, ATHF, The Brak Show, Nanny 911, Kids in the Hall, Mad TV

Books:

The Crucible, Brave New World, Terraforming Earth, Kingdom of Cages, Romeo and Juliet (even though it's a play), James and the Giant Peach, Alice In Wonderland, Sideways Stories From Wayside School

Heroes:

I don't necessarily have any heros, but I can tell you my most favoritest people in the world are Bjork, Edgar Allen Poe, Dane Cook and Eddie Izzard

My Blog

Sooner or later we all make the little flowers grow.

Guess what?......I FINALLY GOT A JOB!!!!It's for a law firm called McGee & Gellman. They are real estate attorneys. I am a receptionist and I do other stuff like overflow, typing, organizing type stuf...
Posted by -Amy-> on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 05:37:00 PST

my nyc trip details

Well, kitties, for all the people I haven't seen yet since I've been back, now's the time to hear of my wonderful adventures in Giant Skyscraper Land aka NYC: Friday: Left at about 10:30 am. We decide...
Posted by -Amy-> on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 12:59:00 PST

Hey there plaything, would you like to die today?

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Posted by -Amy-> on Sun, 15 Jan 2006 09:10:00 PST

Stand Inside Your Love

You love me, meant to beImmutable, impossibleIt's destiny, pure lunacyIncalculable, insufferableBut for the last timeYou're everything that I want and ask forYou're all that I dreamWho wouldn't be the...
Posted by -Amy-> on Mon, 26 Dec 2005 05:35:00 PST

do you feel safe at night

extreme real dream perpetually hammering moving pictures around some smell of industry don't know what's happening something fills me up with greed I feel cloned yes I am home order forms originals sa...
Posted by -Amy-> on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

immature

patience is a virtue but time heals nothing.
Posted by -Amy-> on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the records skipping again.

am i finally awake? or am i still dreaming? distorted illusions poisoning my mind with fantasies. inside, my inner child is screaming for help. racing from the truth as if it was a nightmare. i ca...
Posted by -Amy-> on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

failing

i'm falling again. although, i don't know where i'm falling from. ....or what i'll hit in the end. but the real question is........will my eyes be open when i hit the bottom? or will they be closed......
Posted by -Amy-> on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

sense

i can't make sense of this it's my reflex to exist programmed to change tomorrow not bound by destinations modeled to break the cipher complicated by decisions violence washes over me laceratin...
Posted by -Amy-> on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

negative

i'm feeling sort of lost at this point. i don't know where to begin. i don't really know if it ended. i don' t understand what's going on right now. i'm thinking that if it really mattered somethi...
Posted by -Amy-> on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST