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Hello I'm Aurelia aka Neon, I was made in Fukuoka, Japan i'm part [ Indian.African,Caucasian,Japanese] even tho i may look only two they all run thrown my Blood and i love my heritage & damn proud of it.I currently live in Hyattsville Maryland USA.I have learned over the years that I can't really trust anyone,and friends are what you make of them. To me, I have very few "true friends".I have been hurt to many times from "soo called friends",to be as out going as I used to be. I'm not here to solve your problems,I'm not here to try to make you happy,I'm not here to try to impress you. I am who I am and if you don't like it, don't talk to me. I'm tired of trying to find "the right guy" it never works, I always get screwed over.Other people say I just get jealous easily,maybe i do,but at least im showing you I give a shit. Some time well all the time i feel like i'm not good enogh for no one or maybe the person feels there to good for me.So I'm staying single until theirs that one guy that makes me feel the total opposite who i dont feel that they would be greedy with what life have to offer them( ME). If you message me I will not be a Bitch, I will try my hardest to talk to you I will be nice if you are nice END OF STORY! i love Martial Art's such as Karate and Kendo.i am learning Brazilian Jiu Jitsu and Daito Ryu Aiki Bujutsu i take much pride in them all so respect them as a arts as life not a game you just give up on when you can't get it right, this all started out with my first passion Gymnastics i took this to keep my mind off the problems i was face with as a Child what got me into all of this was my all time favorite TV show Power Rangers. now as a Adult i see the world now as clearly as it is........ SECRECY..OHHH AND IF I JUST HAPPEN TO BE PRIVATE ITS BECAUSE I MAY BE HAVING A TALK WITH SOMEONE I WAS VERY DISPLEASE WITH SOO DON'T ASK WHY ANYMORE. The reason I wake up every morning is to wonder when it will be my last and what i will leave behind when i go who heart will i touch who life would i have change. i know I'm not here to impress you, entertain you, or try to be you. so you know not to expect anything from me.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bi_ch. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bi_ch. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bi_ch. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Being a bi_ch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bi_ch. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I 'should' be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bi_ch , so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it.********************************************************* ******************B - Babe I - In T - Total C - Control of H - HerselfB = Beautiful I = Intelligent T = Talented C = Charming H = Hell of a WomanB = Beautiful I = Individual T = That C = Can H = Handle anything ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Empathy- Your inner power is Empathy! This means that you have a talent for identifying others emotions, often by simply glancing at them. You are EXTREMELY shy and quiet. People sometimes dont notice youre around and seem surprised to find out you even exist in a big class. Youre the often silent, goody two shoes, and few get passed the walls youve built up to stop yourself being hurt, as you no doubt have been in the past. Not everyone understands you, in fact some think that youre a snob or worse because you rarely participate in group activities. Youre extremely sensitive, even the least harsh of words can hurt you. Only your very few, closest friends who have earned your hard-to-get trust know who you really are inside; a sweet, gentle young woman who is lonely and so desperately needing friends to support you. You can get very depressed and not always know why, despite your power of empathy, as it seems to only work for people outside you. Your friends always turn to you when they need advice or comforting, and in some way you need to give that helpit makes you feel better in return to know that youve helped out your friends. Despite your cold, impassive exterior and high, seemingly unbreachable walls, inside you are really a great, intelligent person, full of compassion and love, if only people would dare take a chance and try to get through your tough shell. Never let others get you down, or change you. You are very special the way you areeven if you dont have fifty thousand friends, you are just as, if not more extraordinary than everyone else. Reach for the stars, because I dont doubt youll catch hold of them. Boy/Girl who will sweep you off your feet: A sweet, shy and romantic man/woman. The kind of guy/woman you know will never, ever hurt you, and will love you for ever. The kind of person who believes in true love, and soul mates. Your stone: Blue Topaz Your power: Healing. Emotionally, physically, or spiritually, you heal people with your words, your actions and presence. Youre the one that the little children are always drawn to, because they know youll never let anything hurt them. Your element: Clairvoyance (The power to see objects or events that cannot be perceived by the normal five senses.) A quote that applies to you: "True beauty shines from the soul and warms the world with its kindness, compassion , and integrity."
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Quizilla | Join| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Codei love these peoms! Pain Thursday, 16. March 2006, 12:30:11What is pain? Pain is the hurt we push away. Pain is the thing we can never excape from. Pain kills us inside and out.Pain is love. And love is pain. We'd love to hurt, because we know its love. Love?You want love so bad. So deeply that you forget why you want it in the first place. You wanted but it never belonged to you.You wanted friends, but everyone turned you down. You wanted a life. The life you never had.You learned to deal with it all your life. But everyone seems to laugh at you. Leave you in the cold. Al alone.So after a while you start to dream. But your dreams, never come true. Thats life. Deal with it.another poem Losing Grip Tuesday, 14. March 2006, 12:26:40I'm losing everything I love. Everyone I care about. I'm losing my emotions behind a texted screan, with no emotions. I'm losing who I am. I'm losing the world. I'm losing my dreams. My hopes and wishes.I'm losing all these things. But most of all I'm losing you. I wanted things differently. I wanted something new.Yes you will always be in my heart. What we have words connnot define. We have it all. We have everything. But most of all I have you for all of time.
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Your Seduction Style: The Natural
You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. What Is Your Seduction Style?
You Are 74% Grown Up, 26% Kid
Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed. How Emotionally Mature Are You?
You Are 50% Normal
While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself How Normal Are You?
Your Dosha is Vata
Creative and restless, you take in all of life's pleasures (maybe a little too much!).
You're quick witted and very talkative, but you also tend to have a spotty memory.
You tend to get very into ideas, people, and lifestyles... but only for a short time.
It's difficult to hold your attention, and you sometimes feel with what life has to offer.
With friends: You are very uncomfortable in new situations or with new people
In love: You fall in and out of love very easily
To achieve more balance: Live in a warm climate and spend some quiet time in nature What's Your Dosha?
Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating
You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility. What's Your Ideal Relationship?
You Are From Jupiter
You are exuberantly curious - and you love to explore newness.
Enthusiastic and optimistic, you get a kick out of stimulating intellectual discussions.
Foreign cultures and languages fascinate you. You love the outdoors, animals, and freedom.
Chances are you tend to exaggerate, so try to keep a lid on that.
If you do, you'll continue to be known for your confidence, generosity, and sense of justice. What Planet Are You From?
What Your Face Says
At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable.
Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.
With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress. What Do People Think Of Your Face?
Your Body Image is 20% Unhealthy, 80% Healthy
You have a great body image. You know that no one looks perfect, and you're happy the way you are.
Also, you don't judge other people on their looks... and it helps them feel better about their own bodies! How's Your Body Image?
You Are A Fun Friend
You're the one who keeps your group laughing
And you've always got an idea for something fun to do
The party's not complete without you
And you wouldn't miss it for the world What Kind of Friend Are You?
Sex Preference
Top or Bottom Both.
Morning or Night Both.
Lights on or off Light's on so i can see my man sexy body.
Touching or kissing Kissing!
Giver or Reciever More of a giver.
Nice & slow or Rough & fast I can't choose i like both.
Bitting or Kissing a little of both as the same time.
Scratching or tickling Tickling
Grabbing or caressing Both.
loud or quite Can't tell that.
Drunk or Sober Who care's as long as i'm with my man.
Outside or Inside Haven't tried out side yet.
Standing up or laying down Haven't tried standing up ether.
Pain or Pleasure Pleasure!
A Break or straight hmmm.
Under or on top of the covers Both.
Clothes on or off hmmm.
Good or Bad
Foreplay Good
Whipped Cream Good
Fudge Good
One night stand Bad
Booty calls Bad
pillow bitting Good
Long toe nails Bad
Sex toys Good/Bad
Ashy elbows Bad
Soft Skin Good
Music Good
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What type of kisser are you?
Romantic kisser
This kind of kisser will be a good husband or wife.
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What does your birth month reveal about you?
May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited.
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What sex position?
Your good at all styles and positions!
You are one of the best performers of sex and you are very creative!
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You Are Very Honest
You tell it like it is, no matter what.
Even if the truth hurts, you'll dish it out.
And while some may get hurt by your honesty...
At least everyone knows where you stand! How Honest Are You?
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, good manners and elegance .
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic, happy, stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, sarcastic, insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You are suited for a monogamous relationship you care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it .
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?