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About Me

Well my name is Jay McKaughan, I was born June 30, 1971 and I go by the name "The Dreamer" I love to write poems, small love novels, and I am trying to write a suspense thriller. I also have a poems and novel forum, so if you get time stop by. I live in Modesto Ca, and I love to go to the ocean, Monterey is my home away from home.

I have three kids, Mariah age 12, Meghan age 6, Dalton age 6, these two are twins. These are my three angle's of life, with out them I would not be. Even though we are apart, they will always be in my heart. I breath, sleep, and eat for my three kids.
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You Should Be A Poet
You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.
And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...
Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.
You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem. What Type of Writer Should You Be?
Your IQ Is 135
Your Logical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius
Your General Knowledge is Genius A Quick and Dirty IQ Test
Your Inner Child Is Surprised
You see many things through the eyes of a child.
Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.
You cherish all of the details in life.
Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things. How Is Your Inner Child?
Your Seduction Style: The Charmer
You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them! What Is Your Seduction Style?
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect
Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.
You have the confidence to make the first move.
And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.
Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?
Your Heart Is Purple
For you, love is about establishing and developing a deep connection.
If it's true love, it brings you more wisdom and inner strength.
Your flirting style: Sincere
Your lucky first date: An afternoon at a little mexican food restaurant
Your dream lover: Is both thoughtful and expressive
What you bring to relationships: Understanding What Color Heart Do You Have?
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
How evil are you?
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What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)

Brown
You have brown eyes. Brown is the color of the earth. Your eyes symbolize your comforting and fostering nature. You are stable, grounding, sophisticated, considerate, conventional and orderly. People may consider you to be cozy or warm. People feel safe when they are with you. Some words to describe you: reliability, elegance, security, healing, homely, grounding, foundation, Loving, and earthly.
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Whats your sex style?
Romantic Sex Style

You like to take it slow, lots of kissing and touching. Just like in a Chick flick... takes the girls away! At best when you are in love with your sex partner, and if not...they will be!

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Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Stability |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Mystical ||||||||| 36%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 86%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism ||||||||| 36%
Materialism ||||||||| 36%
Narcissism ||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Self absorbed || 10%
Conflict seeking || 10%
Need to dominate || 10%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant || 10%
Anti-authority || 10%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency || 10%
Change averse || 10%
Cautiousness |||||| 30%
Individuality |||||||||| 50%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex || 10%
Physical security |||||||||||| 63%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||| 80%
Histrionic || 10%
Paranoia || 10%
Vanity || 10%
Hypersensitivity |||||| 30%
Female cliche |||||| 30% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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"The Eye's of The Dreamer"
Lost and Silent my smiles and cries, are hidden in the eye's of "The Dreamer." Like the ocean's they last forever, or so it may seem. Like time that can stand still, it's only my will that can conseal the eye's of "The Dreamer".
When my heart is heavy and my mind is haunted, I just feel like running away. I carry the burden on intelligence that is before my day. Trapped in the hidden eye's of "The Dreamer".
My dreams shattered by the rise of the sun, reality sets in, much more real and alot less fun. So I keep dreaming, until the pain is all gone, but if my dreams should turn to nightmares, then the pain has won. For you seen it threw the eye'e of "The Dreamer".
Written by:
Jay M
A.K.A. The Dreamer"Making all your dreams come true"
Inspired Music by: Jay McKaughan"Lifting Life To The Edge"
"Upside Down Looking For A Path"
I just dont know, but I feel upside down, and I just cant explain. Where I am going and why I feel this pain. I am looking for something and I just cant contain these poems that come flowing from my brain.
So I read what I wrote, and I read every note. Then it comes to me, then I finally see what my poems really meant to me. Its a path that I must take even if it's a mistake. It tells me I must go, to leave this place that I call home.To start over, and move away to make a better life and a better day.
I read everything that I see, and it hits me like reality. All this time it was telling me, that I must leave and just could not see. I think now I can see what has always been inside me. I will read these poems that I wrote, so I can decipher this complect note. Telling me the path that I must go.
"The begining" is to be "standing alone" in the "sunrise" "when I dream" "so far away" I remember the "forgotten words" that I had "speaking with the angle's". They where telling me that the "silence" must be broken. The "solutions and resolutions" that you seek is like "time in a bottle", and "one day" "the feeling with in" will leave you. As you stand on "the Corner" of "life" "saying good bye" you dont understand "what you feel".
"The cost" of "love" "brings me back" to the "woman of my dreams" that "takes my breath away," is this "true love" can it be so "black and white". The "walls of life" lead me to the "casted shadows" of "my lost love's", when I "cant sleep" I am "thinking of you" "late at night" wishing you where "by my side". "
Life" "one day" will bring "good times", but "when I need you" I will look to the "moon light" as it "cast a shadow of love" and I will think of you my "best friend" and remember that "manythings can be" in "the game of life". When the "two places meet" the "giving of life" will mend the "broken souls".
I will say "hello my friend" I am glad you could take a "drive", I wrote you "a poem". "A deadication" to a "loving friend" my "one love", a "open wish" to ask "why truth" is the key, and "faith" that I seek in the "rain" but then just like that "she's gone", and I am again back to dreaming. Standing alone in the rain in silence thinking of you watching the sunrise. Now you know the path that I must lead and you seen it threw "the eye's of the dreamer".
Jay M
A.K.A. The Dreamer
"Making all your dreams come true"
Inspired Music by:
Gary Allen, Josh Turner, Brad Paisley, Peter Bradley Adams
"The Corner"
As I stand here on the corner, I look to life and wonder. So many times.. so many places... so many people, looking, wanting, waiting... but yet we all are still at the corner, corner of life looking at a picture frozen in time. Wanting something we cant have, waiting for something that will never come.
I wanted to step off the corner but never new how, as I look around I see that corner still there calling my name, asking for me to come back to the corner in time, but yet I cant let time stand still. I turned my back to that corner that day and walked away, never to return even till this very day.
I think in time we all come back to that corner every now and then, but this time that corner is my friend. Saying hello and good bye is something that is easy to do. So to the people out there on the corner, its time to say good bye. Let the time slip away into the night, let the picture fade, its somthing you just cant change or rearange.
Written by:
Jay M
A.K.A. The Dreamer
"Making all your dreams come true"