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Oh my shit it's Beating in the face of beauty

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

I like cheese and girls that like cheese, That is all. The hardest of bodies store the softest of knives.

My Interests

reading,eating,sleeping,school,music,murder,art,your mom
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Matthew Johnathin Brown
Birthday: Dec. 3rd 1982
Birthplace: From in between my mothers legs......Duh!
Current Location: "Well thats a stupid question" IN FRONT OF the computer
Eye Color: Brown/Black sometimes
Hair Color: Well usually black but it's been known to change it's mind
Height: Bout 6 feet 6.1
Right Handed or Left Handed: depends on what I'm doin mostly Right
Your Heritage: If I told you it would take all day + about 70% jew
The Shoes You Wore Today: The same old beat nike airs I've been wearin since 2003
Your Weakness: Kryptonite,Spiders,Mushrooms. I'm alergic to all three
Your Fears: That one day I will become stupid
Your Perfect Pizza: Pep and X cheese cold the next day
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Write another album of shitty music
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Go suck a lead pipe you musty fuck
Thoughts First Waking Up: Where am I
Your Best Physical Feature: The underside of my left foot
Your Bedtime: Whenever I'm tired not too often
Your Most Missed Memory: this is a trick question if you miss a memory you forgotten it.
Pepsi or Coke: Both
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King tendercrisp
Single or Group Dates: I don't really go on dates they are humiliating
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Both
Chocolate or Vanilla: Strawberry
Cappuccino or Coffee: Chai
Do you Smoke: Yes but trying real hard to quit since the day I started
Do you Swear: All the fucking time bitch
Do you Sing: If you can call it that yes I suppose
Do you Shower Daily: Some times twice
Have you Been in Love: I think once but I have ADD so I guess I forget
Do you want to go to College: Sure if thats the only way
Do you want to get Married: Not sure ask me in a couple of years
Do you belive in yourself: Only when I'm not lieing to myself
Do you get Motion Sickness: Yes whenever I move and it's very annoying
Do you think you are Attractive: No and If I did I wouldn't leave the house
Are you a Health Freak: Depends on the alighnment of the planets
Do you get along with your Parents: Yes when I don't want to kill them for acting older than they are
Do you like Thunderstorms: Of course the best natural entertainment ever
Do you play an Instrument: Lots but some not as well as others
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yup
In the past month have you Smoked: yup
In the past month have you been on Drugs: only what I'm perscribed
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yup
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: yup
In the past month have you been Dumped: every day
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: where do live it's fuckin cold here ass
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: the hearts of many girls and gay men(eeew)
Ever been Drunk: ?dhat wo tou yhink
Ever been called a Tease: Um I'm a dude I don't think that applies to me
Ever been Beaten up: sure it was called all my fucking life
Ever Shoplifted: when I was younger and stupid
How do you want to Die: I don't if I can avoid it
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Just like you or the other one or you "wow I can't decide"
What country would you most like to Visit: everywhere that I wanna go
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: I dunno
Favourite Hair Color: eh?
Short or Long Hair: eh?
Height: shorter than me
Weight: someting that won't break me I'm small
Best Clothing Style: don't matter as long as she's not a cunt
Number of Drugs I have taken: no comment
Number of CDs I own: A couple thousand I suspect love other peoples music
Number of Piercings: 7 as of now there wher more but you know shit happened
Number of Tattoos: none yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret: what we do defines us I regret the things I didn't do

Matthew J. is 100% Evil
It's no fucking surprise.
Would you expect anything less? How Evil Are You?

I'd like to meet:

The bullet: If there was a bullet for everyone who left there would be enough bullets to make them dissapear Lovedead Studios

Music:

All and any that dosen't make me vomit.... ..

Movies:

Ones I can sit through

Television:

Almost anything, for inspiration
You Are 50% Left Brained, 50% Right Brained
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports. Are You Right or Left Brained?

Books:

any with words some with pictures

Heroes:

danny davito if his head was grafted to a donkey's body

My Blog

Dear John, I fucking hate you! P.S. Stop Writing Me!

I took a knife to your dead letters today and openedsome sores I thought had been returned to sender.half way through our correspondence the telegraph read stop.I remember a time when envelopes only b...
Posted by Oh my shit it's Beating in the face of beauty on Sat, 26 Apr 2008 03:04:00 PST

Well

I guess I will be praying for the family of my friend Kali.She died of an overdose yesterday and left behind "I think" 5 kids.She was a sweet girl and we got along very well.I will miss her and I'm s...
Posted by Oh my shit it's Beating in the face of beauty on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 02:37:00 PST

Crap Crap Crap

WORDS FOR JUST THE TWO OF USWhat suspends the tightrope are two noosed necks waiting for the balancing act.Step down and punctuate this death sentence. So sure you can perform without a net.I'll keep ...
Posted by Oh my shit it's Beating in the face of beauty on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 11:54:00 PST

A couple new poems

Sea SickShallow waters make pretty graves for those of us who cannot swim so combing the lake seems so useless now.No matter how they have belayed the netting they shall have no catch tonight, no myst...
Posted by Oh my shit it's Beating in the face of beauty on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 01:14:00 PST

This weeks words

Burlesque body bagThese feelings have atrophied amidst the short time we've hadA wet dream covered in bloodIf you fall I will catch you, I'll be waitingEven though it is I that pushed youToo far, don'...
Posted by Oh my shit it's Beating in the face of beauty on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 08:23:00 PST

Crime hindsight

All out of windowsJust walls to catch my stare nowI see the whole story played out in shadowsDeath, a dance before the flamePassion in bloom with fire in the rear viewWait for my ghostHe will return w...
Posted by Oh my shit it's Beating in the face of beauty on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 01:36:00 PST

Limbless

Left you in shambles on bed sheets and side streetsI'm sorry for the way I take you and break you all the way downIt's not easy to be such a lifeless and non remoarsfull theifI stab you in your heart ...
Posted by Oh my shit it's Beating in the face of beauty on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 03:40:00 PST

More ramble and poems

Tomorrow is just a week away I have the same dream every night And every time I end up dying At hands of the cold machine or drowning in the emptiness It seems that all thats left is lies With attempt...
Posted by Oh my shit it's Beating in the face of beauty on Mon, 29 May 2006 05:00:00 PST

even more poetry

Me mantra I used to be restrained now Im something more Push all the chains aside treasure not the whore Distant cries of conscience bring about a complaint Never suffocate to await the sore I need to...
Posted by Oh my shit it's Beating in the face of beauty on Mon, 29 May 2006 07:40:00 PST

more poetry

A premonition of fashion I trace the pattern of long held desire A chalk line of passion never realized The fashion behind the eyes Death has spread its veil upon yet another open sky Bleed and pry, c...
Posted by Oh my shit it's Beating in the face of beauty on Mon, 29 May 2006 07:13:00 PST