I RAN SHIRTLESS WITH A MOP CUZ THAT HO STOLE MY TACO!!
the names melissa. im 18. my birthday is may 30th. im short.. i have 3 real sisters and 2 step sisters.. im the girl that lives her life by every second that goes by. i dont look into the future. for me looking forward to the future only sets up for dissapointment.. i feel that if i made it through the day and made someone elses day better, then ive made my day pretty good.. like anyone else in this world ive made a few mistakes in my lifetime..but i dont regret to much.. lets get one thing straight i do not care what any of you think. to those people that live there life staring into a computer. you guys really need to get a life. all this thing does is ruin everything you are. one day you wake up you love the color blue, and you get on here and one "star" of the legendary myspace says its gay, you start loving the color pink. people that are rude drive me crazy. i dropped out of school when i was 15. im learning spanish right now. i think its so far the greatest thing ive ever done. i am currently living in florida. to all my real friends, that keep asking.. I WILL COME HOME WHEN I WANT TO.. ive lost alot in my life. i put it in my head that i get up and my life moves on but i think it really puts a toll on me. my fears include: i cannot stand bugs, falling in love, clowns,going over a tall bridge for the first time, going upside down, when a plane turns. my favorite color is blue. i love comedy and love movies, im a celeb gossip fanatic. when i watch scary movies and im sitting on my bed, i sit in the middle of it. i dont let my feet touch the side of the bed and when i go to get off i jump so i will land like 3 feet away from it. lol. i only brush my hair like once a week. i have my beliefs.. dont try to talk me down for it or change my mind about it. i am very spoiled. i get pretty much anything i want. but i dont take advantage of it. haha. i am the nicest person you will ever meet. but i dont take shit from ANYONE. you can talk shit all you want but im telling you right now.. that you will not win.. so comment me or something. or get off my page. ew why are you looking at me??. :]
..I know that i am no where near in the room to talk about this but i feel i need to voice my oppinion. AIDS is no joke. im sitting here watching this video on matthew lushes page and i am litteratly in tears. if you actually take the time and listen to this boy, he WILL make a big difference in so many lives. but we are talking about aids. i have had my fair share ten times over and over again with my loved ones passing. i know what it feels like to loose someone you love dearly. i lost my virginty the week after my 18th birthday, that was just in may. and i have had my fair share of having sex without protection. thats like telling god, its ok give me aids, i want it. NO. THATS NOT ALRIGHT. it will never be alright in my eyes. and i didnt realize it before but when you are sexual. it does have an impact on other people. it hurts the ones you love. does hurting the people you love make you feel better? it doesnt make me feel good. if im giving the wrong impression out to people, i want you to think of this.. one day you and your friend are going shopping and he or she just suddenly falls to the ground. you have to call the ambulance. your already terrified because you dont know whats going on.. they get tookin to the hospital and your sitting there for hours.. your crying. the doctor comes out and tells you that you can see your friend. your friend tell you that have aids. and that theyve had it for a while now. they didnt want to tell you because they didnt think it was that bad. and now they have less than a year to live. how do you feel? betrayal, angry. you dont know why this is your best friend and they didnt tell you. now think.. put your self in there shoes. what if it was you that was in that position? what would your mother and father do without you. i knnow your thinking that will never happen to me. and thats what millions of people everyday say. and millions of people get aids everyday. sex is good, we all know that, but be safe about it, sex is not just a toy, its an intimate way of expressing your love, and you dont have to have sex to be in love, there are many ways of showing your love for someone.think about it.MELISSAKAY
