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About Me

Strong Personality:

Independant, outspoken when need to be, believe in communication, and sharing of experience, strength and hope.
I don't drink, drug or smoke and have no interest in hanging out with you if you have to drink to 'be yourself.'

I believe in keeping it real

Here is my little granddaughter.
She is a blessing and my joy.
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Integrity as I perceive it:

I voice/write my stance from the way I perceive or understand my reality. Other people's actions, reaction, and/or non-actions are not within my control. It is no longer an existence where people have to gain my trust; rather I must trust them until they show me otherwise; yet it is not a blind trust. One of the characteristics I admire is ones ability to back up their actions with words, and back up their words with action, and when these two strengths align, I see integrity. It is not candy coating the bullshit but calling it the way you see it, and getting to the fucking point

I believe in self-empowerment, mental, emotional and spiritual growth, and empowering those around me.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Do not think I post for my soul mate or love. As, I feel we disillusion ourselves with such deception and fail the test of true friendships, which are built upon mutual respect, honesty, communication, openness, adventure, laughter, and TIME.

Intrigued by people who dare to challenge my senses; push me from conscious thought to the edge of subconscious thought; and entice me in the possibilities that exist outside this complacent place I call, Pandora's box. No guts no glory in just being a handsome/beautiful book cover versus something worth reading. Dare to push my sub-conscious thought. I may shove back in defiance or may be taunted by curiosity and take your challenge and see what you got.

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I don't have anything to hide, thus no intentions of putting my profile on private. I also could care less who checks out my site, so no concern about getting a tracker to see whose stopped by. I clean up my site from time to time from those I haven't heard from or who I really don't have any common ground with. Don't take it personally, I just don't think it is realistic in having 100+ friends. If I feel harassed by you I'll just block you. If I feel annoyed we'll just go our separate ways, no hard feelings. No need for emotional dram-o-rama or melodramatics.

Be respectful and I will be respectful in return.
I do not handle any type of solicitors well at all. If you are here to advertize your goods, no questions asked, consider yourself deleted.

I have no business making you my friend if you are under 35 or looking for a MILF... there are plenty of women on site that will be flattered by you... don't consider me as one of them.

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My Blog

The shell covered beach...

I looked out across the ocean's vastness and saw no end and thought the same of my struggles. It seemed as if nothing could distract me away from all that I was struggling with, within. With m...
Posted by Thundering on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 12:04:00 PST

An amazing response to my blog below...

A friend sent me the following in response to my blog entitled, "The intricacies of moving forward on yesterday's memories." With his blessings, I am posting it. It is lengthy yet well worth the time....
Posted by Thundering on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 07:46:00 PST

The intricacies of moving forward on yesterdays memories

What is it that intertwines one to the memories of yesterdays that holds us hostage - interwoven in conditional emotions of a time passed and not being able to move forward? What is i...
Posted by Thundering on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 09:20:00 PST

We are responsible for our own actions...

I can be accused of many a thing and I don't deny such accusations. It can be said that at times I sound like some self righteous bitch in judgment of others actions and conveniently blind to my own i...
Posted by Thundering on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 11:21:00 PST

It has yet to cease to amaze me...

the individuals that cross my path in cyberspace.Maybe I am not trained in the 'proper ettiquette' of letting people go on myspace. I am not one to 'accumulate' friends just to collect them. I pe...
Posted by Thundering on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 08:53:00 PST

Circumstances of cause and effect - this thing called life and death...

I grieve the loss of my friend's whose journeys continued on without me. Where we walked together as dear friends and came to that fork in the road and where their journeys went one way and mine anot...
Posted by Thundering on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 05:36:00 PST

Scrolling down the obituaries& had I known your name was next&

It wasn't like you not to email or for you not to respond to mine. I guess I felt that something was wrong and did not want to call. I guess I didn't want to know. I wasn't ready to know. You knew I ...
Posted by Thundering on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 05:02:00 PST

Goodbye my friend.

I will miss your wisdom, wise cracks, colorful advice, laughter, and warmth. You are an awesome human being and I am a better person because of you. Thank you for being a true friend....
Posted by Thundering on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 09:36:00 PST

Unfinished Business

Life truly is filled with continuous learning of ones self. All will reach the cross roads and question which way to go. In some there will be the fear of the unknown and they will choo...
Posted by Thundering on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 05:51:00 PST

Pitch Black

How does one describe or grasp the pitch black within the mind; the darkness that holds no sight, no sound, or touch? It just is. Ironically, it is within that emptiness that is filled with our&n...
Posted by Thundering on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 03:38:00 PST