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benjamin

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

26, graduated from edinboro may 2005, a computer science major
i love music of many kinds and love talking about it.
i always played video games just a bit too much...
by nature i am quiet
i was once described as a turtle... a koala bear and a cactus, all of which angered me, thanks jon i'll always remember
a quote:

"There was no reason for me to stay in the real world any longer. In the real world, it didn't matter if I was there or not. When I realized that, I was no longer afraid of losing my body." - Serial Experiments Lain

My Interests

games, anime, foreign movies, music, computers, relating abstract physics to myself in ways that make no real sense to anyone but do amuse my feeble mind...

I'd like to meet:

people.
places.
things.
aol instant messenger: je214
yahoo messenger: tumi_bumi

Music:


Portishead: Third
current ben music trend: massive amounts of aesop rock/blockhead/and the ever amazing boris
i need some new music to listen to please message me with recommendations
favorite album: portishead dummy. neurosis a sun that never sets and tool Ænima are close.
favorite song: H.
i like in no specific order: neurosis, tool, merzbow, oxbow, isis, boris, portishead, venetian snares, kid606, buckethead, coil, nin, converge, tribes of neurot, mastadon, high on fire, sunnO))), earth, miles davis, john coltrane, white stripes, autechre, godspeed you black emperor!, mike patton, dillinger escape plan, nick drake, aphex twin, pelican, godflesh, subarachnoid space, david bowie, neil young, joe satriani, primus, ministry, skinny puppy, cevin key, throbbing gristle, queens of the stone age, a perfect circle, bjork, johhny cash, fantomas, melvins, jimi hendrix, pink floyd, radiohead, red sparrowes, jarboe, swans, kyuss, cex, aesop rock, sage francis, smashing pumpkins, tori amos, stone temple pilots, nirvana, alice in chains, black sabbath, ozzy, two lone swordsmen, old man gloom, acid mother temple, keiji haino, dj shadow, the locust, phantomsmasher/atomsmasher, tomahawk, kk null, lotus eaters, 27, bee and flower, tarantula hawk, zeni geva, blood and time, khanate, pi = 3, Richard Ramirez, nemo.
honestly just ask me, probably have a smartass opinion about any band you mention.
oh and you can never forget the
LEVIATHAN PANOPTICON ORCHESTRA

by the way
WIDNOON
FOR LIFE
BITCHES

Movies:

last movie i saw:
bella loves jenna
last movie that i thought was very good: cloverfield
last movie that made me go ape shit in a rage of movie dorkness: there will be blood
movies of interest to me: princess and the warrior, heaven, persona, cries and whispers, kill bill 1 and 2, seven samurai, the passion of joan of arc, lost in translation, jin roh, the godfather 1 and 2, amores perros, american beauty, lord of the rings movies, 28 days later, metropolis (the anime and the fritz lang movie), the animatrix (particularly the peter chung segment), anime series: serial experiments: lain, trigun, cowboy bebop, reign, neon genesis, spawn, hero, crouching tiger hidden dragon, seven, twin peaks, the crow, lost highway, ran, american history x i like movies as much as i like music they are my hobbies so there are way to many to list and i'm always up for babbling about either

Television:

favorite show of all time is Six Feet Under. For my birthday i bought myself the entire series collection
recently fallen in love with the show freaks and geeks, i used watch adult swim now i just watch certain parts, samurai jack, south park, home movies, aqua teen hunger force, the hbo shows: six feet under, sopranos, deadwood, and carnival, other things like the daily show, xplay on g4, ifc, i cry when i turn on mtv, and i laugh at cnn

Books:

For no real reason i read the harry potter books recently, last book i read was the autobiography of malcolm x and currently reading my old data structures and algorithms book.
i had a dream where i got the first line of the book one hundred years of solitude tattooed down the middle of my back in kanji, i found this so strange that i might actually do it...

Heroes:

wata
Mitsuhiro Saruta
michio kaku
masami akita
mr jones
my dad

My Blog

bad company

kicks fucking ass.
Posted by benjamin on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 12:49:00 PST

H I

how's is going? good really? well.. not really but isn't that what you should say? i dunno... i guess? So i had a loss this week, bob, my ipod was stolen from me... he was only 2 years old. Pretty gay...
Posted by benjamin on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 12:23:00 PST

wutidkgtfolol bendog.

so 4:33am i'm developing some odd habits, hum dinger there eh? few things yet again attempting a run at going to the gym, aka ymca, tired of being a fat guy. funny to put it that way, but yea, tired ...
Posted by benjamin on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 02:05:00 PST

fuck it

few things... new high on fire owns your fucking soul. new aesop rock owns your car, your girlfriend, and maybe your cat. so.. i think i am becomming the poster boy for how not to live your life after...
Posted by benjamin on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 10:28:00 PST

h e l l o h o w a r e y o u ?

i had the intention on writing another fun filled edition of why the fuck do i even do this volume ? but alas i have no urge to say things that are on my mind. instead i will say, in all honesty, that...
Posted by benjamin on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 12:26:00 PST

1. = .999999~

This brought a smile to my face: Proof that .9999~ = 1. (~ denote repeating) Assume .9999~ is not equal to 1. Then 1 > .9999~. Then there must be some non-zero number a, such that .9999~ + a = 1. By d...
Posted by benjamin on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 08:44:00 PST

ha almost 25...

almost 25... i need a new myspace picture jeff has gotten much fatter than he was in the current one.. and i probably have too. surely this is a bad sign of things to come. i need a real job please, t...
Posted by benjamin on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 10:54:00 PST

and a dark wind blows...

Hello how are you? Today a friend of mine entered marriage, I'm happy for him and his new wife. I wish both eric and jessica happiness as long as can be. Thier wedding was short, a plus honestly, but ...
Posted by benjamin on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 01:41:00 PST

blogs are fun

drinking alone is fun   shoot me in the fuckin face please
Posted by benjamin on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 09:36:00 PST

when it rains, it pours

Dear Self, You're a fuck up, and I'll tell you why. Truth really hurts, especially when it is so obvious you try and deny it. A simple situation happened to you recently, a person you liked, didn't li...
Posted by benjamin on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 01:24:00 PST