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She was a case of insanity

The only thing I suck at is my mans' dick.

About Me



Take the quiz: "What Aura Colour Are You?"

Red
Having a red aura means that you are a lover. You love to love. You are very romantic and you always have to have a lover or be in a relationship. Red is a colour full of goals and ambitions. You are a leader, and you are very passionate.

My Interests

photograpy, most all things Japanese, drinking, being in a state of highness, people, making every moment a moment of upmost happiness, reading most anything, listening and attempting to dance to music, meditaion, having fun, cartoons, art of most all kinds, food, trying to keep myself healthy, helping others, animals, finding a good job, love, my sweet love, trying new things, caring, trying to construct my self into a decent human, learning, working.

I'd like to meet:

Meatwad, Mother Earth, the man in the moon, me, anyone who wants to get to know me better, anyone who thinks I look intersting, people who might actually want to be my freind, people who will have discussions with me about anything, people with a spirituality, people who like to go out, people who like to have fun, family and freinds I've lost touch with over the years. Everyone at least once.

Music:

punk, metal, gabber, hardcore, I never can seem to give a straight answer with this one. Ask and we'll discuss.

Movies:

bootleg dvd's, sneaking into the movies, SLC Punk, Constintine, Pee Wee movies, Ghost in a shell, anything funny, scary, or serious about a topic I enjoy, Kung Fu Hustle, Thirteen, The hard way to love, Saw, Saw II, V for Vandetta, Both of the ones made by rob zombie,

Television:

Aqua teen hunger force or anything on adult swim, south park, that bonzi betting game, lots of cartoons, the news/weather/traffic, funny stuff, silly stuff, happy and scary stuff

Books:

Hellblazer, sandman, the flower of life, almost anything about the land of fae, or dragons, bad supermarket and girly magazines.

Heroes:

Everbody who has come through for me at anytime in my life, my friends, my family, anybody who has stayed true to themselves, everyone who has not surcummed to being a fake steriotypical duplication. Anyone who has style of there own, can think on their own.

My Blog

Work stuff

So, I called in sick today. I am sick, I have a cold. I've called in sick alot on Sundays. When I called in today I got yelled at. This sucks. I have no respect at work. Everybody gets paid more than ...
Posted by Fer on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 08:51:00 PST

Yeah yeah. . .

Yeah I'm happy. I love my boyfreind. I love me. I love my life. I love love. L- O, L-O. Ello ello. Hhhhhheee. I love love love love love when I get happy.
Posted by Fer on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 08:39:00 PST

I want to warn you I'm tired.

Every once in a while I get this urge to spew words out onto here so here it goes this time. I have one question first; why is it so hard for me to swallow pills, why dammit? I feel I'm on the edge of...
Posted by Fer on Wed, 12 Oct 2005 11:34:00 PST

I hope I'm not ruining everything

I am finally going to turn my computer off now and sleep. I hope I'm not screwing everything up. Sometimes I'm so confident and other times worry and anxiety come over me overwhelmingly. I have a visi...
Posted by Fer on Fri, 30 Sep 2005 01:36:00 PST

Not sad just scared.

One big improvement much more to go All I know is I won't let myself go It took me a long time but I beleive now Theres some people who love me So now I can too I'm still scared though Of tomorrow and...
Posted by Fer on Thu, 08 Sep 2005 10:29:00 PST

What am I supposed to write here? Yeah I don't know

So it's been a year now So I still have no job now No people around me all the time No mobility So what am I now So would it matter if I was still here now Would you greet me when I returned As I left...
Posted by Fer on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

A fat check wouldn't hurt either.

I've been sitting here for a while Thinking of what I've become and what will become of me and who I will become in these future years I have to do it soon change is in the need my only concern is w...
Posted by Fer on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I don't care what happens to me.

Why don't I drive It's driving me insane I have no freedom I'm too old for this shit How can I not regret and fear I'll live my whole life like this Unaware Of who I really am What I can do Who I can...
Posted by Fer on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

My place now

I am in heaven I live breath feel heaven all around me Supreme happiness.
Posted by Fer on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

September 2nd, 2001 1:16a.m.

Am I willing to change? For you? Or me? Because mutilating my body Is not a good therapy How much can I take? How much can I give? That's all you want from me Cause you know I will give till ...
Posted by Fer on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST