Still Standing After the Storm

About Me

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First I would like to say some wise words that I found on a friends page (Heaven's Twisted Angel) that seem to ring truth about so many...... â€œIt takes courage to love, but pain through love is the purifying fire which those who love generously know. We all know people who are so much afraid of pain that they shut themselves up like clams in a shell and, giving out nothing, receive nothing and therefore shrink until life is a mere living death.â€
That being said, here is my life.....
I love to live, and I live to love!!!! I love to cuddle and I love to dance..... I love going out and staying in...I am complicated, but in a simple way.... I love my friends and I think that my friends love me.....
I have a very full and active life....I am a kick AZZ DJ and the Assistant Manager of ILLUSIONS RADIO, WE ARE TAKING OVER!!!!! We are the HOTTEST Lounge and we PRIDE ourselves in being Like FAMILY!!! I am also VERY blessed to be PRTECTED by two very great people:
I have a beautiful chihuahua named Precious, a kitty named Cinder Ella (she looks like a cow)and three really great kids who are in sports (Finally Softball is over!!!). I am a full-time Level 2 Help Desk Technician...(a computer geek for those of you who do not know)....And, I love what I do. If you have questions, just ask, but PLEASE do not be crude or rude...I have no time for stupid people, or ignorant people for that matter. I believe that life is 100% about what the heart wants!!.....I love to sing, I love to dance, and I love to make my friends laugh. I am definitely a geek and proud of it...but I think I am a cute geek!!haha.... My Kids are what keeps me living, and my BEST friends are who keep me sane!! I LOVE YOU LARRY, DANIELLE, MZ. ROSE, LADAWN, JOSH and VICTORIA!!!!!
Your love is...
Your name is...
Your kiss is... delicious
Your hugs are... gentle
Your eyes... sparkle like the stars
Your touch is... irresistable
Your smell is... exotic
Your smile is... hypnotising
Your love is... everlasting
My Hippie Chick Name is: Mystery
MY Porn Star Name is: Becca Big Boobs
MY Boobies' Names Are: Love & Pain
My Girl Parts Are Named: Miss Kittie!!
My Stripper Name is: Mystique
It's Not Sex. It's ... :
Having a Bit of Sugar Stick
I AM 90% Extrovert, 10% Introvert
I am as outgoing as they comeThe life of the party, Iâ€™m friends with everyoneIâ€™m a people person, and I am quite the entertainerI love being around a crowd and acting spontaneously Are You An Extrovert or An Introvert?
You Are A Romantic
You are more romantic than 80% of the population. You live your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!
Your Passion is Yellow
You're a total sexual shape shifter. You possess a complex sex drive and are very adaptable. Of all the colors, you are the most likely to be bisexual. While you the most passionate, you are very open minded.
Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake
You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many. The minute you meet anyone, you can make them crave you almost immediately. You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss. A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract.

My Interests

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HEY ALL YOU PEOPLE CHECKING OUT MY PROFILE!!!!!! PLZ CLICK HERE AND RATE ME HERE ON MYSPACE!!! It's the least you can do for checking me out!!!
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I'd like to meet:

ABSOLUTLY EVERYONE MINUS ASSHOLES!!!!!! My favorite color is probably PINK, then DARK GREEN. I love music and good books. I have three great kids, four if you count Precious, my chihuahua. I am a people person, so (obviously)I love people..... I love to meet different kinds of personalities, and I am open to conversations with anyone...wait...there is one kind of person I don't like to meet or talk to...the DUMB IGNORANT ONES...that like to tell me that they wanna DO THINGS to me, or they wanna F**K me....and they don't even know who I am or what I am about!!! GET A CLUE...... the first thing out of your mouth should be "hello", not ......"WANNA F**CK"!!!!!!!!
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Music:

I love rock and country the most, but I like to listen to just about everything... Some of my absolute favorite bands and artists are...Nickelback, Hinder, HIM, Blue October, Blake Shelton, Faith Hill, and the list goes on....
I am a DJ and the ASSISTANT DJ MANAGER at ILLUSIONS RADIO.... Make sure ya stop by the lounge and see us... and come listen to me on air LIVE

visit my profile or the ILLUSIONS LOUNGE...
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Movies:

:::Wicker Park:::The Notebook:::Armegeaddon:::
Anything moving, that makes you cry, but if it doesn't make you cry it better scare the HELL outta you!!!!!!!

Television:

Okay, Okay, Okay...I admitt it....I love CSI, MISSING, and Law & Order.....

Books:

The "In Death" series by J.D. ROBB

Heroes:

My kids are my true heros, they are my motivation, what gets me up in the morning.
THEY ARE THE Greatest Family EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!
ABOUT ME
AGE... 27
SEX... Female
EYE COLOR... Blue/Green/Grey
HAIR COLOR... Blonde
MOST ATTRACTIVE FEATURE... Hair/Eyes
LEAST ATTRACTIVE FEATURE... My Stomach
NAME OF YOUR FIRST LOVE... Cris M.
WHO ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH NOW... Tammy Lea
DID YOU FINISH HIGH SCHOOL... GED
ANY COLLEGE... yes
WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU DRIVE... Chvy Cavalier
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR... Green
WHAT KIND OF PET DO YOU HAVE... Chuihuahua
WHAT IS YOUR PETS NAME... Precious Payne
DO YOU LIKE WHERE YOU WORK... most of the time
WHEN DID YOU LAST HAVE SEX... last week
DO YOU SHOWER BEFORE OR AFTER SEX... both.....
DO YOU LIKE HICKIES... depends on where they are
ARE YOU A LEADER OR FOLLOWER... leader unless i am following you
ARE YOU HAPPY WITH YOUR LIFE... for the most part
WOULD YOU CHANGE ANYTHING... yes
IF YES, WHAT WOULD IT BE... that i have trusted too many people
DO YOU LOVE KIDS... absolutly
DO YOU HAVE KIDS OR WANT KIDS... have kids
HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED ON YOUR PARTNER.. saddley yes
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CHEATED ON... yes
WOULD YOU EVER CHEAT IN THE FUTURE... no
DO YOU DRINK, SMOKE OR DO DRUGS... drink, smoke, but no drugs
DO YOU KNOW HOW TO LAUGH... hourly!!!!!
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My Blog

Finding Me

I am finally starting on that long road towards healing. I am in counceling which really healps to be able to cry in front of someone who will not judge me, but help me explore the pain instead....
Posted by Still Standing After the Storm on Wed, 02 May 2007 04:57:00 PST

My Letter to Tammy

Dear Tammy, If you are reading this then it means that you have finally moved on and you are no longer part of our lives. You know, I think that I always thought our love would be enough to keep ...
Posted by Still Standing After the Storm on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 10:11:00 PST

My Christmas Present From HER...

Okay, for all of you lonely people out there...I FEEL you...My wife just left me...AGAIN.... and Damn, right before Christmas. i found out that ever since she begged me to let her come back home...
Posted by Still Standing After the Storm on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 06:32:00 PST

Gettin Married

Okay, everyone...I am finally getting married to the woman i love most in the world..... April 4th is the day, and we are going to Vegas to get it done....anyone want to join us for a few days of fun?...
Posted by Still Standing After the Storm on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 01:16:00 PST

ALL STUPID PEOPLE SHOULD BE VAPORIZED

(((this was from Annie to me)))hey there i just wanted to say....... you are a crazy ass bitch. you need to stop stocking russ. he doesnt like your scank ass. and for your info i couldnt care less wha...
Posted by Still Standing After the Storm on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 10:57:00 PST

Okay, so i was mad..I still love Tammy Lea Payne

Okay, me and my girl have decided to try this one more again. If it does not work, then at least we can part our ways and know that we gave it one last shot. I love her. Yes, I admit...
Posted by Still Standing After the Storm on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 07:50:00 PST

Just Makin It thru...

Sometimes i wonder how I am ever gonna make it thru....When I sit here all alone all by myself I sometimes feel like things are never gonna get better, that I am destined for a lonely sad life. ...
Posted by Still Standing After the Storm on Mon, 29 May 2006 05:07:00 PST

Single Again

I guess it has been kinda bad for awhile. The definition of CRAZY is : When a person does the same thing over and over and over again, but expects different results each time!!!! I guess t...
Posted by Still Standing After the Storm on Tue, 23 May 2006 03:10:00 PST

WORK

OK..... How many people can actually say that they don't mind working for someone younger than them??? I can't!!!!! My new boss is a 19 year old guy with a GOD complex or something...total contr...
Posted by Still Standing After the Storm on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 11:13:00 PST

TAMMY IS AN ASSHOLE

Ok...Here goes.... I love my girlfriend very much. Next month is our ONE YEAR anniversary. Her comment....It is not such a big deal!!! What kinda bull is that, I ask you?? Total Crap...
Posted by Still Standing After the Storm on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 11:10:00 PST