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the quietest shade of loud

I am here for Dating, Friends and Networking

About Me

(the quiet, shy, brilliant boy vs. the angry, sexual, explosive man.)

(an exploration of what is forbidden and the self consciousness of that exploration.)

i have no respect for liars or anyone who aims to be famous. i dislike excessive slang and poseurs. at times, i can brood for what seems like an eternity. but in the end, i hate no one.

(subtle. deliberate. forceful. unassuming. true. stable. i will kiss your stupid fucking face.)


Which Trainspotting Character Are You?

My Interests

broken things, artists, filmmakers, idm/ experimental electronic artists, absinthe.test

I'd like to meet:

Harmony Korine, David Cross, Michael Showalter, Wiley Wiggins, Your younger and prettier little sister, insane boys and girls with hilarious things to say, and my future ex-girlfriend...

as well as this freaking asian kid in a bag:

Music:

I love Reggae/ Dub, Hardcore, IDM/ experimental, Glitch-Hop, Jungle, Breakcore, Punk/ Oi, Jazz, Indie, Ambient, Downtempo, skinhead reggae (REAL skins, not nazi fucktard skins!), etc.

I know WAY TOO MUCH music to ever list here, but a few I really admire are: µ-Ziq, edIT, Aphex Twin, The Knife, DESCENDENTS, Hrvatski, Tujiko Noriko, Ratatat, Aoki Takamasa, Blonde Redhead, CocoRosie, Ova Looven, Flunk, 0=0, Enduser, Billy Corgan/ Smashing Pumpkins, CRASS, Sigur Ros, Soundmurderer, The Clash, Funkstorung, Bjork, Elliott Smith, Mum, Squarepusher, The Notwist, The Mars Volta, Mike Patton/Faith No More, Billie Holiday, Deftones/Team Sleep, Mindless Self Indulgence, Glassjaw, Blatz, The Last Resort, Calla, Pinback, Hula, Radiohead, LCD Soundsystem, The Strokes, Death From Above 1979, Interpol, Bloc Party, The Stills, The Cure, The Smiths, The Rakes, IAMX, The Isles, and so much more.

Some of the record labels I love are: Warp, Tigerbeat6, Merck, Planet Mu, DFA, etc.

Movies:

ART, HORROR, FOREIGN, and INDIE films please!

Some of my favourite films are: leon the professional, true romance, shortbus, disco pigs, delicatessen, amelie, casshern, natural city, trainspotting, gummo, donnie darko, nightwatch, daywatch, napoleon dynamite, fear and loathing..., party monster, love me if you dare, la haine, romper stomper, hedwig and the angry inch, velvet goldmine, cremaster, le visiteurs, leolo, 964 Pinocchio, the brothers quay films, anything associated with harmony korine, and much more.

Also, i like pretty much anything with crispin glover, gary oldman, audrey tautou, jude law, or vincent gallo... ..

Television:

when there's nothing better to do and there's a telly nearby, I enjoy watching: Scrubs, flight of the conchords, fooly cooly, the young ones, kids in the hall, the state, Stella, exit 57, mr. show, the daily show, cowboy bebop, samurai champloo, little britain, trailer park boys, and most shows on adult swim.or just youtube videos. here's a link to my page: http://www.youtube.com/idiosyncraticMedia

Books:

anything by Crispin Glover, Harmony Korine, David Sedaris, Albert Camus, or Irvine Welsh. the virgin suicides, the cheese monkeys, disco bloodbath (party monster), a clockwork orange, geeks, fight club, the stranger, stupid white men, rotten (no blacks, no irish, no dogs), The dangerous lives of altar boys, William Blake's The marriage of heaven and hell ...

Heroes:

working class heroes, In No Particular Order: matthew barney, joel peter witkin, richard d. james, crispin glover, Harmony Korine, john cameron mitchell, the brothers quay, mike patton, terry richardson, diane arbus, larry clark, vincent gallo, jean-michel basquiat, andy warhol, wiley wiggins, chino moreno, billy corgan, Chris Cunningham...

My Blog

a day in the life (this is not) / the beat that my heart skipped

"life is great. without it, you'd be dead."it's the same, it's the sameand it's a shame if it's the same.and we as humansare not meant for repetition.repetition puts us to sleep.and while we sleep,som...
Posted by the quietest shade of loud on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 10:37:00 PST

mind the gap/ this moment contains all moments

scattered thoughts, revelations/ secret harmonic emotions, photographs, memories, and more.... (if anyone should find themselves offended by another's thoughts or words, then they should get off the ...
Posted by the quietest shade of loud on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 03:31:00 PST

birthday-bots

this is terribly overdue......
Posted by the quietest shade of loud on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 10:55:00 PST

Death Becomes Us/ Zombie Beach Party

The night started just like any other....just like always.until suddenly...BANG! and so it turned into something else. I'm just living in my head Forever waitingforever waiting a cruel deathand all s...
Posted by the quietest shade of loud on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 10:25:00 PST

i never said i was perfect. but can you take me home? / (with ease, i cease to exist)

I walk a tight rope and live with a high hope that somehow we still feel the same through this catastrophe it's quietly telling me welcome that first word again I don't care if the worlds upside ...
Posted by the quietest shade of loud on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 09:49:00 PST

face to face with my own cold dead face/ la vie en rose

...From ripe to rotten, too real to live. Should I lie down or stand up/ and walk around again? My eyes finally wide open up. My eyes finally wide open shut. I finally found the sound/ that hears the ...
Posted by the quietest shade of loud on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 10:36:00 PST

tentatively entitled The Diaper of Big Baby Jesus.

(This is only a small portion of a much-longer four-hour-plus transcript.)ODB: Why are you dressed like a pilgrim?CE: A pilgrim?ODB: Yes, with that hat. Those shoes look like Thanksgiving shoes too.CE...
Posted by the quietest shade of loud on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 10:37:00 PST

:Aging In Rhythm:

...i can float here forever......in here, we are all anemic...anemic and sweet.loverbotfavourite people...cause it matches you eyes...panty partyI know this pain that's so sweetI was just afraid of s...
Posted by the quietest shade of loud on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 06:58:00 PST

like the ghost i've become: the craving remains the same

you're frazzled by our kiss. i'm lightheaded dreaming.subway makey-outy and a much needed release.i could live in that moment for eternity.i could have fallen right through you,because the ghost was r...
Posted by the quietest shade of loud on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 06:08:00 PST

how to disappear completely: Chapter Four (ghostly)

That there...That's not me I go Where I please I walk through walls I float down the Liffey I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here In a little while I'll be gone The moment's already...
Posted by the quietest shade of loud on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 07:05:00 PST