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Haunted By 1984

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About Me

LURK ME!: Things That Go Bump in the Night...

I live in Roseville,CA. Working in odd jobs that pay the bills, but my passion is animals.I'm also a bit of an artist. I don't want to be famous just happy. I once made porn which was fun, but not what I wanted to be all about. I once had an art studio in PDX where I made abstract art but my studio and all my work got burned to cinders in a story that needs much more space to elaborate. I usually stick to the medium of a sketch book and doodles. I have a a terrible relationship with my family, something that encouraged my early independence. I'm currently working on my relationship with my Mother. I moved around a lot, constantly trying to find one place that I call "home". I've lived in 6 different major cities and 4 different states trying to find the place I could get most comfortable. I thought New York City was the place, a city with a history as tragic and inspiring as my own...but now I begin to question if it just hurt me even more as a person.Maybe I'll never stop feeling restless.

. If the world were to end I would spend the last hours happily drunk on wine as I marched down the street spinning noisemakers while playing "What a Wonderful World" on the Kazoo.......When I was a kid I wanted to be Indiana Jones when I grew up. I wanted to live life as an adventure, but then again life really is just one big adventure...who wants to come play with me?

MY LIST OF INTRESTS: Music, Parks, The smell of Gasoline and Rubber Cement,Your Mom,Ghosts Polaroids, Jokes,Makeup,The Discovery Channel, High Heels,Parties,Cephalopod, Brad Neely, Staying up till dawn, Tight Pants, Mini Skirts,Laughter, Books, Philosophy, Bad Slasher Films, Inspiring People, Writing, Loving, Art, Baking,Cthulhu, Eating Organic food but drinking diet sodas that cause cancer,Sephora,Gore Bad 80's Lingo, Cereal, Mannequinns, Paint,Tea,Vivid-Alt, Making Lists, Geeking out, Cleaning While Stressed,Gun Powder, Hot Showers,Karaoke, TNA, Tattoos, Dreams, Cheap Jewlery, Red Lipstick, Fingerless Gloves, Beautiful Photos,Having my picture taken, Dynamite,......just to list a few

MUSIC I LOVE: Bjork, The Cure, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Depeche Mode, Muse, David Bowie, Placebo, Sigor Ros, Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, The Smiths, Linus. , The Dresden Dolls, Aphix Twin, U2, Suede,Lamb, Elliot Smith, Crystal Castles, The Knife, The Shins, LCD Soundsystem, Peter Bjorn and John, Neon Blonde, Libertines,The Lovemakers, Matmos, New Order, Radiohead, The Dresden Dolls,,Joy Division,Squarpusher, End.user, NIN, Nirvana,Ours,Thom Yorke,The Lovemakers, Duran Duran, Tears for Fears, The Faint, Blondie, She Wants Revenge,The Postal Service, H.I.M, Cat Power,The Arcade Fire, Pretty Girls Make Graves, Portishead, Voltaire, Marilyn Manson, Ladytron, Cranes, Murder by Death,Peter Bjorn and John, The Darkness, Smashing Pumpkins, Iggy Pop, Pet Shop Boys, No Doubt, The Strokes, Rolling Stones, Franz Ferdinand, Interpol,Miss Kitten, Pat Benatar,The Pixies, Ramones, Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers, Pink Martini, Whitestripes, Iggy Pop, Five Iron Frenzy, Timo Mass, The Doors, Led Zeppelin, Outkast,Gene loves Jezebelle, Oingo Boingo, Strawberry Swtichblade, Boy George, Thompson Twins...plus more.MY FAVORITE MOVIES:Anything with:Vincent Price, Crispin Glover, or Christopher Walkenalso.....2046, Ju-Rei,Party Monster. House of 1000 corpses, Devil's Rejects, Napolean Dynamyte, 12 monkeys, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Bartleby Shaun of the Dead, American History X, Pirates of the Carribean,The Grudge, Pulp Fiction, Star Wars Trilogy. Indiana Jones trilogy. Hedwig and the Angry Inch. Bad Slasher films...(best when you are drunk)... Killer Clowns from Outerspace. Life Aquatic. Nightmare Before Chritmas. Batman. Batman Returns. Sleepy Hollow. Edward Scissorhands. K-pax. American Beauty. Seven. National Lampoons Van Wilder. CowBoy Beebop. Beetlejuice. Interveiw with the Vampire. Fight Club. Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. Bowling for Colombine. The Emperors New Groove. All Kevin smith movies... Clockwork Orange. Requiem for a Dream. Office Space. Velvet Goldmine. Memento. The Others. Moulin Rouge. Trainspotting. Boondock Saints. The Last Unicorn. The Ring.Fifth Element. Labyrinth. 28 days later. Donnie Darko. Run Lola Run. Rocky Horror Picture show.The Dark Knight.. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .BOOKS I READ: Susan Kay's Phantom.Anything Oscar Wilde...especially Picture of Dorian Grey. Clockwork Orange. Upton Sinclair's The Jungle. Frank McCourt's Angela's Ashes. Sylvia Plath's The Bell Jar. The Stranger by Albert Camus. Big Sur by Jack Kerovac. Anything Neil Gaiman....especially the Sandman Comics.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Brad Neely!!!!!!!

My Blog

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New Profile, New Blog, New Hair

like fire....
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