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Ana-Petrelli

I'd rather be a bitch than be an ordinary broken heart

About Me

I'm Ana, from portugal (Europe...and no, it's not spain...), i'm 19...in college (law school) and i love music, tv series and weird people in general. I'm addicted to vanilla ice cream, strong coffee, apples and belgian gaufres... I'm not telling what things i hate 'cause i could go on and on forever... yeah yeah, I have such evil in my heart... Myspace Layout Generator-Layoutgen.com
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My Interests

I'm into music, books, writing, tv series...

I'd like to meet:

My soulmate. * * *"PASSING stranger! you do not know how longingly I look upon you, You must be he I was seeking, or she I was seeking, (it comes to me, as of a dream,) I have somewhere surely lived a life of joy with you, All is recall’d as we flit by each other, fluid, affectionate, chaste, matured, You grew up with me, were a boy with me, or a girl with me, I ate with you, and slept with you—your body has become not yours only, nor left my body mine only, You give me the pleasure of your eyes, face, flesh, as we pass—you take of my beard, breast, hands, in return, I am not to speak to you—I am to think of you when I sit alone, or wake at night alone, I am to wait—I do not doubt I am to meet you again, I am to see to it that I do not lose you."(To a Stranger, Walt Whitman)

Music:

Placebo, The dresden dolls, alice in chains, silverchair, lacuna coil, Mindless self indulgence, Imogen Heap, the vines, the kills, muse, remy zero, gavin degraw,the gathering,from autumn to ashes,The Mooney Suzuki,Beth Waters, Celldweller, Chronic Future, Dashboard Confessional, Finch, Five for Fighting, Forty Foot Echo, Foutains of wayne, Gavin Degraw, Howie Day, I am kloot, Jet, Jimmy eat world, jonathan rice, kill hannah, killswitch engage, longview, matthew ryan, mclusky, michael tolcher, michelle featherstone, nada surf, pennywise, pete murray, vertical horizon, pete yorn, tyler hilton, rob giles, trespassers william, ryan adams, travis, saliva, the perishers, satchel, switchfoot, the new amsterdams, the killers, all-american rejects...

Movies:

Schindler's list, american beauty, die hard (all three), dead poets society, the life of david gale, breakfast on pluto, children of a lesser god, trainspotting, the pianist, a beautiful mind, the hours, donnie darko, crash, american history X...

Television:

Gilmore girls, one tree hill, the OC, lost, life as we know it, veronica mars, supernatural, desperate housewives, everwood, the L word, rescue me, heroes ...

Books:

The outsider (albert camus), *Crime and Punishment* + The Brothers Karamazov(dostoievski), The Metamorphosis (kafka), message in a bottle (nicholas sparks), brida (paulo coelho), *TRAINSPOTTING* (irvine welsh)...

Heroes:

Milo Ventimiglia :$$$
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Ana Santos
Birthday: 25*05*1987
Birthplace: Hospital de S. Bernardo, Setúbal, Portugal
Current Location: My bedroom
Eye Color: light brown
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'1
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
Your Heritage:
The Shoes You Wore Today: brown chuck taylors
Your Weakness: My first reaction to a challenge: "I can't." And then, most of the times, I can.
Your Fears: I'm afraid everything will stay the same. That I'll never get the chance to travel and see the world.
Your Perfect Pizza: Any pizza my mom makes.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Be the top student in my class.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: *sigh*
Thoughts First Waking Up: "Not again!"
Your Best Physical Feature: People seem to love my hair...
Your Bedtime: Whenever I'm sleepy... lately it's been around 4 am...
Your Most Missed Memory: The last time I saw my aunt Salomé.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: neither. not into junk food.
Single or Group Dates: Group.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither. don't like tea that much.
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee! :D
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Yes
Do you Sing: In the shower, and when I'm drunk.
Do you Shower Daily: Yes
Have you Been in Love: Yes...
Do you want to go to College: I'm in College :P
Do you want to get Married: Someday far away in the future.
Do you belive in yourself: Most of the times I don't.
Do you get Motion Sickness: oh yeah...
Do you think you are Attractive: I dunno... I think I'm pretty but the whole being fat kind of ruins it for me lol Oh whatever, I am what I am.
Are you a Health Freak: nop
Do you get along with your Parents: I'm starting to... My teen years were kind of hard and being a loner didn't help. But I think I'm getting the hang of it.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Love!
Do you play an Instrument: Nop, but I wish I could.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked: No (i'm so proud :D)
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No. Never did drugs...Don't plan to.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Hell no. Don't want to. Guys are weird, I am weird and love is annoying.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah :D
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Na... it's been a while...
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: never had sushi...
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: Na
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: C'mon... I'm shy.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nop
Ever been Drunk: ... I'm in college! lol
Ever been called a Tease: Couple of times.
Ever been Beaten up: Yes.
Ever Shoplifted: No
How do you want to Die: While sleeping.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Dunno.. lawyer..maybe a judge. I'll get back to you on that :P
What country would you most like to Visit: checoslovakia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Green
Favourite Hair Color: Dark brown or black
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: Tall...
Weight: Don't like them too skinny...
Best Clothing Style: Doesn't really matter...
Number of Drugs I have taken: None
Number of CDs I own: too many
Number of Piercings: none
Number of Tattoos: none
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I could go on forever...
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My Blog

Ive been a bad, bad girl...

"I'll give you black sensations up and down your spine If you're into evil, you're a friend of mine. See my white light flashing as I split the night Cos if good's on the left then I'm sticking to t...
Posted by Ana-Petrelli on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 04:37:00 PST

When you’re alone and life is making you lonely you can always go downtown

"Crazy isn't being broken or swallowing a dark secret. It's you or me... amplified." ...
Posted by Ana-Petrelli on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 11:55:00 PST

’cause it’s all in the hands of a bitter, bitter man

I tried to live aloneBut lonely is so lonely you knowSo human as I am, I had to give up my defencesSo I smiled and tried to mean itTo let myself let go....
Posted by Ana-Petrelli on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 05:29:00 PST

ba ba ba ba ba ...

When it doesn't rain it snows Yeah the cookie crumbles but in who's hand? All things said and all things done Life is short Oh I am young but I have aged Waited long to seize the day All...
Posted by Ana-Petrelli on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 06:31:00 PST

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Foi por ti que decidi: "vou ser mais!"   (Pouco tempo depois, segundo minha mãe...)   Vou roubar do cego que mendiga na esquina; Vou desfazer o laço do vestido da pequena; Vou in...
Posted by Ana-Petrelli on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 05:11:00 PST

I’ll find it again.

"But some emotions don't make a lot of noise. It's hard to hear pride. Caring is real faint - like a heartbeat. And pure love - why, some days it's so quiet, you don't even know it's there."...
Posted by Ana-Petrelli on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 04:54:00 PST

We could take a walk into the canyons of 5th avenue, sing and dance...

"How beautiful you are! You are more beautiful in anger than in repose. I don't ask you for your love; give me yourself and your hatred; give me yourself and that pretty rage; give me yourself and t...
Posted by Ana-Petrelli on Mon, 07 May 2007 11:51:00 PST

When there is nothing left to take away

   Here it is. I don't need the damn thing anymore.
Posted by Ana-Petrelli on Fri, 04 May 2007 03:48:00 PST

This little secret that no one knows...

All the world loves things of beauty and intrigue, these two things Ive never had one Born in this old skin, Im too sick I cant win, Ive lived with this damage too long My eyes cant behold it, I c...
Posted by Ana-Petrelli on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 11:47:00 PST

I forgive, but I don't forget.

"Send me dead flowers to my wedding and I won't forget to put roses on your grave." ("dead flowers", the rolling stones) ...
Posted by Ana-Petrelli on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 12:23:00 PST