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jen

i don't even LIKE jelly...i mean, what IS jelly...

About Me


“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond
measure. It is our light, not our darkness that
most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to
be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually,
who are you not to be? You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world. There
is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that
other people won't feel insecure around you. We
are all meant to shine, as children do. We were
born to make manifest the glory of God that is
within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously
give other people permission to do the same. As we
are liberated from our own fear, our presence
automatically liberates others.”
-Marianne Williamson
What My Birth Months Says About Me:
FEBRUARY
Abstract thoughts
Loves reality and abstract
Intelligent and clever
Changing personality
Temperamental
Quiet, shy and humble
Honest and loyal
Determined to reach goals
Loves freedom
Rebellious when restricted
Loves aggressiveness
Too sensitive and easily hurt
Showing anger easily
Dislike unnecessary things
Loves making friends but rarely shows it
Daring and stubborn
Ambitious
Realizng dreams and hopes
Sharp
Loves entertainment and leisure
Romantic on the inside not outside
Superstitious and ludicrous
Spendthrift
Learns to show emotions

My Interests



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Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 66%
Stability |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||| 56%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63%
Wealth |||||||||||||| 56%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse |||||||||| 36%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex || 10%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Physical Fitness |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||||||||| 36%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 50%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 50% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Go Sox!

writing and stuff

i like jumping in puddles

sledding in the winter

...and being naughty

i hate working inside all day

i like to play house ;)

i love my friends

and hugging them

i am an artist

i hate the phone

but i like toast

and popcorn (more than i should...)

and even though sometimes boys are dumb...

someday i will find love :)

Music:



Sometimes i feel like i need music more than i need air to breathe. music swallows every emotion and buries it in your heart. music is a part of me, it allows me to live and feel every day. i am obsessive, i let it take over my soul...music is passion, music is life

311, A Perfect Circle, A Tribe Called Quest, Aerosmith, Aimee Mann, Annie Lennox, Aretha Franklin, Barry White, Beach Boys, The Beastie Boys, The Beatles, Bel Biv DeVoe, Belly, Ben E. King, Ben Folds Five, Ben Harper, Big Head Todd & The Monsters, Billie Holiday, Billy Joel, Blues Traveler, Bobby McFerrin, The Bobs, Boyz II Men, Breathe, Buddy Holly, Busta Rhymes, C + C Music Factory, Cake, Charlie Parker, Chris Isaak, Counting Crows, The Cranberries, Crazy Town, Crowded House, Cutting Crew, Cyndi Lauper, Cypress Hill, D'Angelo, Dean Martin, Depeche Mode, Dinah Washington, Dire Straits, DMX, Dolly Parton, Dr. Dre, Duke Ellington, Eisley, Elastica, Ella Fitzgerald, Elton John, Elvis Costello, Elvis Presley, Eminem, En Vogue, Enya, Erasure, Eric B. & Rakim, Erykah Badu, Etta James, Eve, The Everly Brothers, Faith No More, Fastball, Fatboy Slim, Fiona Apple, The Flamingos, Foo Fighters, Frank Sinatra, G. Love & Special Sauce, Genesis, George Michael, Gloria Estefan, Gorillaz, Guns N' Roses, Harry Connick Jr., Heavy D, House Of Pain, Ice Cube, Incubus, India.Arie, Information Society, Israel Kamakawiwo'ole, James Brown, Jamiroquai, Joan Jett, John Williams, Johnny Cash, Joseph Arthur, The Juliana Hatfield Three, Justin Timberlake, K7, Kay Hanley, Letters To Cleo, Lil' Kim, Liz Phair, LL Cool J, Lloyd Price, Ludacris, Luscious Jackson, The Manhattan Transfer, Matthew Sweet, Michael Jackson, Missy Elliott, Morphine, N*E*R*D, Naughty By Nature, New Edition, Nick Drake, Nine Inch Nails, The Notorious B.I.G., Outkast, Paul Oakenfold, Paul Simon, Pearl Jam, Pet Shop Boys, Pete Seeger, Peter Gabriel, Phish, Poe, Primus, Prince, Public Enemy, Queen, R.E.M., Rachel Portman, Radiohead, Rage Against The Machine, The Ramones, Ray Charles, Rick James, Run-D.M.C., Samantha Fox, Santana, Sarah McLachlan, The Shirelles, Skee Lo, Stacey Q, Stereo MC's, Stevie Wonder, Sting, Stone Temple Pilots, Sublime, The Sundays, Suzanne Vega, t.A.T.u., Take 6, Tegan and Sara, Terence Trent D'Arby, They Might Be Giants, TLC, Toad The Wet Sprocket, Tony Bennett, Too $hort, Tool, Tori Amos, Twisted Sister, Van Halen, Weezer, Wu-Tang Clan

Musicals, Soundtracks, College acapella groups

Movies:



(in no particular order) Resevoir Dogs, Dodgeball, School of Rock, Kill Bill (1&2), 61*, Sliding Doors, Almost Famous, Lord of the Rings, Shawshank Redemption, Primal Fear, Made in Heaven, Overboard, Jaws, Office Space, Amlie, Chocolat, Emmet Otter's Jug Band Christmas, Dogma, A Bug's Life, Clerks, The Matrix, Life is Beautiful, Monster's Inc., Empire of the Sun, Napoleon Dynamite, 28 Days Later, Trainspotting, Garden State, The Notebook, Midnight Madness, Krull, Clash of the Titans, Pulp Fiction, A Christmas Story, Caveman, Billy Elliot, Crazy in Alabama, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, An Evening With Kevin Smith (GET THIS), Hotel Rwanda, The Pianist, Ray, Shakespeare in Love, The Station Agent, Team America: World Police, Zoolander

Yes...

Yesssssss...

Which John Cusack Are You?

Television:



Shorties Watchin' Shorties, Family Guy, Survivor, Comedy Central

more Dane Cook

Some TV i watched as a kid :)

Books:


Where The Wild Things Are, Dr. Suess, The Giving Tree, Harry Potter, The Pokey Little Puppy, Stephen King, mysteries, horror, children's books

Heroes:


Steakfry Man and Ketchup Boy

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My Blog

Vermin on the MBTA

I could have punched a wall, or perhaps just kicked in the T window. It was one of those "I shoulda" or "Whhhyyy, I oughtta..." moments, but instead I just stood there and stewed in my own rage. Three...
Posted by jen on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 06:17:00 PST

Lessons

i saybut i really don'trunning around on these horses made of chocolatebut hollow as the ones in springwhen do we decide what will be, will BE?or do we just let it happenand say, "i don't care"shit, b...
Posted by jen on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 11:40:00 PST

How I Spent My Summer Vacation

So my first "real" non poem blog in a long time...circles back to my very first blog about the Shawshank Redemption oak tree, and how I wanted to go see it. I'm not sure why I wanted to go see it, but...
Posted by jen on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 08:03:00 PST

The Beginning of the End

A flood of memories from years agosputter and spit at me as if they're cloggedPerhaps this day will mark the endof regret, failure, and liesI wonder if you'll think of meas you walk down that path tod...
Posted by jen on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 08:11:00 PST

Distant Thunder

do you hear the distant thunder?closer it brings its driving fear.oh how i love to fear the sounds,although i know they truly cannot hurt me.with it brings electric frenzy,pulsing through my weakened ...
Posted by jen on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 08:20:00 PST

Blue eyes

blue eyes sparkle closeand embed in me thoughtsand dreams of hopeandevery time i'm closei start to run awaywell maybe i'll stopand turn aroundbecauseblue eyes capture meand hold me tight as ifthey nev...
Posted by jen on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 11:59:00 PST

Facing Fears

i bit my lipand tasted bloodas nervous eyesscan the crowdanticipation overwhelmswhat am i truly waiting for?you want me to be unafraidbut look at mecowering in the cornercollecting dusti bite down har...
Posted by jen on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 01:00:00 PST

Wishing For Clarity

do two wrongs make a right?what the hell is wrong with me?again my heart and head are fightingdamn, my head is awfully bossy these daysand my heart is already beaten down...confusion was never anythin...
Posted by jen on Fri, 16 Jun 2006 07:40:00 PST

A Plague of Darkness

this dark cloud surrounds menot from abovebut choking me from all sidesi slowly draw a breath of murky haze but realize that i'm breathing outmore than i breathed insince when did i create this stateo...
Posted by jen on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 12:55:00 PST

Nothing to do

loneliness won't leave my mindan unwelcome guestsnuck in when i wasn't lookingand took up roomit's hard to try to kick it outit makes my heart feel needed somehowgrasping on like a scared infantto be ...
Posted by jen on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 07:08:00 PST