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Amber

Dying is easy, living your life is the hard part

About Me

I am a single mother to the two most beautiful children who are absolutely the joy of my life. I am an Aquarius which is the strongest of all signs making me hard to deal with. I am loyal to my one true love. I am very independent, but do not have a problem sharing my life at the same time. I am trustworthy, sexy, and a great kisser. I love being in long term relationships. I am extremely energetic and unpredictable. I exceed expectations. I am not a fighter, but I will knock your lights out. I can honestly say I am finally enjoying my life to the fullest and understanding what my purpose in life is. It has taken me a long time to get here over a course of many obstacles, but I am here. I get better as I get older, but age is just a number. I love to have fun and I absoultely love to laugh it really does something good to the heart. I crack myself up sometimes. I smile alot too. I am very sensitive , I cry about almost anything. I hate to make enemies, I rather turn the other cheek. I love to write poetry, it helps bring out one's deepest thoughts. I love my pillow case to be cold and snuggling under my comforter on a Saturday morning. I love the summer time mornings, I wake up and sit on my porch and listen to nature. I love rainy days so I can have an excuse to stay in my pj's and watch tv all day like Christmas shows and it's in the middle of April, go figure. I like to play with playdough and cookie cutters that is the teacher in me. I love to wear jeans and little t-shirts with a nice pair of sexy heels. I am obsessed with purses. I have over 100 of them. I could eat Chinese food everyday, Panda's shrimp fried rice. I love reece cups that have been in the freezer with a cold glass of milk, Mmmmmm..... A must have is Speedway's french vanilla cappucinno in the morning cannot start my day without one : ) I know I have been talking about food and I am not a fat kid I just love to eat. I am not a bible thumper but I do believe in God and I thank him for carrying me through the rough times when it felt too hard to walk alone. what a true gift to give up one's life for a friend. I am thankful to my true friends "girls" you know who you're. Thanks for holding me down and supporting me through the rough times. I appreciate you. My "affectionate admirer" I like you and kisses to ya, muah!!!! I just want to say enjoy this life while you are here, we are never promised tomorrow. Make amends nothing is ever that serious. If you take anything with you in this year of 2007 remember the three L's of life...... Let it go, learn from it, and love the circumstances that you're in.

My Interests

I love to write poetry, shopping, spending time with my family, traveling, cooking, redecorating, watching movies, having fun with my girls and just kicking it and did I say shopping, yes I did, but you can never have too many clothes ladies. Call me "Sponge Bob Square Pants" but I like to scrapbook.

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet people who are going to feed me mentally. I love layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.com MyHotComments
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Music:

R&B, Hip Hop, I am really open to something that catches my attention and I can dance to it, it's a hit with me. When I write my poetry I like to listen to Eryka Badu, Jill Scott, Floetry, and my favorite of all Bob Marley. That gets my creative mind flowing.

Movies:

I am a fan of the Hallmark and Lifetime Channel it has the best movies especially ones that make you cry. I love comedies and old movies like musicals. West Side Story, Breakfast at Tiffany's, Seven Brides for Seven Brother's, all of the Rocky movies and the God Father movies are my favorites.

Television:

"Reality shows" that is all I have to say. I love New York. My three favorite tv shows are Hope and Faith, King of Queens, and Grounded for Life

Books:

I love to read when I get a chance, but over the summer I read a book that totally changed my life. It is called Left To Tell, by Emaculee Ilibigaza. If you get a chance please read it. It is an amazing story about a woman who survived three months hidden in a bathroom during the Genocide in Rwanda.

Heroes:

My heros are my son and daughter. Every day I look into their eyes and know there is a reason for my existence to go on. They make life worth living. I was not sure that there was such a thing as love at first sight until I laid my eyes on them for the first time and every time that I look at them I fall in love all over again. Someone told me once that motherhood is like watching yourself walk outside of your body. Imagine that!

My Blog

Listen to my story

 Everyone has a story no matter how mean they are or how together they seem to be they have a story to tell. Take the time to get to know someone for what is on the inside not what you may have h...
Posted by Amber on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 08:14:00 PST

Poverty in our own backyard

  Today I attended a Child Abuse training for work and let me tell you it was the  hardest thing to sit there for three hours to watch and listen to the horrors of innocent ch...
Posted by Amber on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 08:21:00 PST

A new Year for 2007

  I have some advice to all of you who keep continuing to do the same things over and over and its not working. Think about it like this everyday you walk down the same raggedy street filled...
Posted by Amber on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 07:19:00 PST

Good vs. Evil

  Does good and evil exist together? Are they both necessary to keep our lives in balance. We are born innocent knowing nothing of the evils of the world, the temptations of the heart. Social inf...
Posted by Amber on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 04:47:00 PST

Death

A very good friend of mine sent me an email yesterday telling me that Gerald Levert had died. I was shocked and sadden because we all love Gerald. What the mystery is, is that we do not know when our ...
Posted by Amber on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 11:16:00 PST