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†MidniteDrowning†

~*♥ Angelically Challenged ♥*~

About Me

~♥ To know me is to luv me or hate me as some say, I live each day in hopes that everyone will see the kindness in all humankind ♥ Tell that person in ur life that you love them and cherish them becuz you neva know whether u will get that chance again...I know its a stretch for some but I believe ~ as u should too...People are in your life for a reason - you may not always know jus why they are there , if it matters at some point, I really dont think you ever stop caring about anyone that you have been close to. You never stop supporting them and wanting them to do better in their lives. ~ dont judge me til u get to know me as only a few have; My past reflects who I am and has given me the courage to stand up to some who otherwise would have walked all ova me...heed me when I say...give me strength or go away..... the few that have didnt take the time to understand me had they tried then this wouldnt be as painful ~I wear my heart like an open book but I cant change who I am nor do I ever want to...in my heart I know that at least ive tried...dont hate - relate. Im a very easy going person with a big heart who gets too wrapped up in her friends to know to let go sometimes...its jus that I care and try to show my support while its taken the wrong way sometimes....I give my love freely I am very affectionate and caring at times to me this is a curse but other times a blessing it makes me a better person for I know in my heart where I stand and what my future holds...to bring it all into perspective.....I want everyone around me to be happy.....nuff said.... I tried to put my feelins in a box and hide from everyone that got close to me but Ive almost lost some important people to me . Ive changed a great deal over the last few months and hope that much shows. When you are my friend, I "love" you in every sense of the word. I jus hope the guy im in love with knows that I do love him and in time everything will be ok. ♥ ~♥ † ♥ † ♥ ♥ love † ♥ ♥ ♥ † tears ♥ † ♥ † tara † ♥ † ♥ ♥ †

~♥ we all get caught up in our every day hustle and bustle of life that we forget to stop and have a heart~to~heart moment with the ones we love and care about......so today take a moment even if its jus to say hello, give a hug, have a chat over coffee or give someone a small kish on tha cheek make that heartfelt moment last......life is too short... ♥~

My Interests

Soul of Divinity
Your soul was born in the Shadows.Your soul was born in the shadows of the moon at night. You're all mystery and enigma and your element is the Moon. No one really knows who you are, but they might think they know you. You only tell people fragments of who you are and never show your true personality. That doesn't have to mean that youre being someone you're not though. You're always yourself and you never do something just because someone else does. Some might think you're a little cold or dull, but you're just hiding your true self for some reason. Maybe only a couple of selected people have ever seen the true you. You are loyal to these people and it will take time if anyone else wants to gain your trust. You let people think that they know you and that you trust them. But sooner or later they will realize that they never really knew you. Be careful. Someday you might need someone who knows what you need. Trust people. You prefer silence and tranquillity. You're calm and collected and a nice person most of the time.

I'd like to meet:

~♥ people of interest...try me ♥~~♥ the one that calls me butterfly...*smiles ~♥

Music:

includes a variety......im open minded- Sevendust, Audioslave, Nickeback, Something Corporate, Trapt, Mudvayne, Theory of a Deadman, Eternal Tears of Sorrow, Evanescence, HIM, Crossfade, Three Days Grace, Eminem and yes I like rap, country, classical, jazz, blues....a variety keeps it interesting....

Movies:

Horror movies are the greatest -Hellraiser, anything by Stephen King, some favs include: the Forgotten, Gothika, The Ring, The Devils Advocate, Wishmaster, The Missing, Stir of Echos, Thirteen Ghosts, Crash, Derailed, Constantine, House of Wax, Saw & Saw II, Requium of a Dream, Hostel, The Hills Have Eyes, The cave, Ultraviolet and so on......

Television:

depends.....cop shows, investigative, scifi, csi, inquisitive minds wanna know?...lol

Books:

Dean Koontz, Stephen King, Anne Rice, Paul Levine, Christine Feehan, Lisa Jackson, James Rollins - adventure, magic, horror, suspense......keep it suspense & full of drama & ill read it...........~Poetry~:whisper of evil shadows of despair when u look forward theres nothin in the airtraces of blood tainted minds unknowing hearts bounded within timedesperate to relate fallen angel, heed my call two steps forward within these walls, you fall.

Heroes:

~♥ seems muh heros have faded for the moment~ people that have had a big impact on my life are jason, nic, kev and of course j but hes a lil shiot... ♥~ ♥~tears of blood stain the soul darkness surrounds the emptiness of lust~♥

My Blog

-insomnia-

insomnia staring me in the faceshadows of evil whispers in my headam I alone?suddenly there are echos in the mystand her screams cease to exist.......    
Posted by MidniteDrowning on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 08:45:00 PST

~As I die~

atm this is in my thoughts: As I die: Would you feel my flesh? Could you penetrate my soul to escape the singe of painful burning I have for you? My tears of blood sustain. The trauma of turmoil and d...
Posted by MidniteDrowning on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 08:42:00 PST

-cease to exist-

Does anyone hear me? Is anyone listening?Can you hear the echos of my cries?Can you feel the strong fear of my demise?The vast nothingness engulfs me like flames Touch my soul, feel my painalas, ...
Posted by MidniteDrowning on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 08:40:00 PST

*chaos*

deep in the mist of chaos reigning fear engulfs ur inner depths twists and turns as you see no way out how can time prevail, seemingly ur in hell touch the one place where no one can reach you realize...
Posted by MidniteDrowning on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 08:38:00 PST

~Dont Cry to Me~

Amy Lee said it all in this song, gotta luv her!   Don't cry to me.If you loved me,You would be here with me.You want me,Come find me.Make up your mind. Should I let you fall?Lose it all?So maybe...
Posted by MidniteDrowning on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 11:28:00 PST

~haha goofy surveys~

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: tara Birthday: 11/24 Birthplace: Virginia Current Location: Virginia Eye Color: hazel-green Hair Color: dark brown Height: 5'5" Right Handed or Le...
Posted by MidniteDrowning on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 05:52:00 PST

-bound by u-

shadows of endless time reveals waiting for misery ends you walk away knowingly haunting memories exist the clock slowly ticks.......... when will this end consequences of turmoil equate be careful wh...
Posted by MidniteDrowning on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 03:49:00 PST

~trapped~

whisper of evilshadows of despairwhen u look forwardtheres nothin in the air traces of bloodtainted mindsunknowing heartsbounded within time desperate to relatefallen angel, heed my calltwo steps forw...
Posted by MidniteDrowning on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 12:35:00 PST