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Cauterize Your Wounds with Every Kiss I Could Give

I'm holding your heart in my hand.The reason it still beats.

About Me

Ok. So, my name's Steven or Esteban if you're really mexican. I'm 19 and I live in Delano, CA and its alright i guess. I love my friends because they've always been there for me and we're all just like family. I like music and I'm hoping to make music someday. I'm in a band with some of my best friends and I love it!!! I go to BC and I'm a Kineseology major. I wanna be a Kinesiotherapist because my mom works in that field and I think its cool.....plus the money's great too. I also work at Smart and Final and its not half bad. I've made a lot of new friends there and most of my friends work at my other job with me, the Delano Elks Lodge. When i'm not working or hanging with my friends, I can usually be found on my phone with my girl. My girlfriend is the best. She's been my best friend for almost 4 years and now we're together and madly in love. She truly does mean the world to me. I love you baby. But yea, thats me. Anything else u wanna know, u gotta ask. so till then, PEACE NIGGAZ!!!
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My Interests

Playing guitar, singing, writing, playing games, watching movies, reading, and some other stuff. I like hanging out with my friends most of all and I absolutely love being with my best friend/girlfriend Suzie cuz I love her and can't be without her.
Your Element Is Water
A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily. You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful. What's Your Element?

I'd like to meet:

The Goo Goo Dolls becuase their music is genius and I'm a huge fan. Oh and Saosin cuz their music actually hits me hard and is the audio embodiment of my feelings and emotions. I'd also like to meet Jesus becuase I think it'd be cool and I wanna ask some questions.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Esteban Joseph Lopez
Birthday: April 9 1987
Birthplace:
Current Location: My room
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Height: 6' 1"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Mexicano
The Shoes You Wore Today: My Black DC's
Your Weakness: My girlfriend knows...lol.
Your Fears: Not living life to the fullest.
Your Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni, Pinnapple and Olive
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Fix my car
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: DUMB!!!!
Thoughts First Waking Up: DAMN I WISH SUZY WAS NEXT TO ME!!!
Your Best Physical Feature: Um.........idk
Your Bedtime: whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: The time i went to grad night with suzy and the goo goo dolls were playing and we were alone and it was foggy and stuff!!!!
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Mc D's
Single or Group Dates: Group Dates. They're more fun.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: Nah
Do you Swear: A lot......too much.
Do you Sing: a little
Do you Shower Daily: Twice
Have you Been in Love: Yeah
Do you want to go to College: I am going
Do you want to get Married: Someday
Do you belive in yourself: kinda
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: i hope so
Are you a Health Freak: not really
Do you get along with your Parents: sumtimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: yea. a lot.
Do you play an Instrument: yea. the guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: nope.
In the past month have you Smoked: nah.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:
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In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no
In the past month have you been on Stage: sadly, no.
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope. thank GOD!!!
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no. but i would like to.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: i'm not a clepto.
Ever been Drunk: oh yea.
Ever been called a Tease: yes. and i'm proud.
Ever been Beaten up: nah.
Ever Shoplifted: nuh uh.
How do you want to Die: happy.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: make music
What country would you most like to Visit: europe
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: blue
Favourite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long Hair: either
Height: 5-6
Weight: idc
Best Clothing Style: Punk
Number of Drugs I have taken: none
Number of CDs I own: a lot
Number of Piercings: none
Number of Tattoos: 1 NOW
Number of things in my Past I Regret: nothing

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Music:

My favorite bands are Saosin, Alexisonfire, Underoath, Avenged Sevenfold, Atreyu, AFI, Chiodos, Aerosmith, Aiden, Eve 6, Hawthorne Heights, Iron Maiden, Jimmy Eat World, Lost Prophets, Paramore, Panic! at the Disco, Silverstein, Taking Back Sunday, My Chemical Romance, Third Eye Blind, Trivium, Killswitch Engage, and my all time favorite band.........THE GOO GOO DOLLS!!! Oh, and cuz Suzie would kill me......i guess i have to say Coheed and Cambria.......i guess. JK honey.

Movies:



Heroes:

None. Its stupid to have one but thats just my opinion. You should form your own.

My Blog

I Never Wanted To....

We've had one chance to take backBut over and over again(I'll clean your wounds tonight)So we can rewind it all 'til I come insideI'll tear in two and never lie to you('Cause you wouldn't take me home...
Posted by Cauterize Your Wounds with Every Kiss I Could Give on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 09:07:00 PST

Voices

"Voices"I miss the part, when we were moving forward now(On our way down)But maybe someday, I'll be something more than loveJust know I'll never tellAnd when you're on your way down(Through the clouds...
Posted by Cauterize Your Wounds with Every Kiss I Could Give on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 04:55:00 PST

Where No One Knows

"Where No One Knows"Side-stepped land minesAnd working-class attitudes.Let's go.This is a love song.Deal with it. Deal with it. Deal with... it.(And I will)I will(Beat my fist against my chest)My ches...
Posted by Cauterize Your Wounds with Every Kiss I Could Give on Sun, 02 Jul 2006 04:41:00 PST

Goodbye Iris....Maybe

Far away, I feel your beating heart. All alone, beneath the crystal stars. And staring into space, What a lonely face. Try to find my place, with you.   What a beautiful smile, Can't stay for a w...
Posted by Cauterize Your Wounds with Every Kiss I Could Give on Sun, 12 Mar 2006 12:41:00 PST

Sex with your best friend sends you to hell.

Don't think that this.... This changes anything. This is what I created.... And I can destroy it!   You should regret... This happened again.   I'm flying so much higher than Heaven And it's...
Posted by Cauterize Your Wounds with Every Kiss I Could Give on Sun, 12 Mar 2006 09:04:00 PST

To Trixie

This is it, our one chance to make things rightPost love afflictionOur hearts nightmares won't let this happen againName the last time I wrote about something other than youI'll keep dreamingNot anoth...
Posted by Cauterize Your Wounds with Every Kiss I Could Give on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 03:42:00 PST

This Flesh A Tomb

I feel eyelashes on my cheekAnd they lacerate my fleshA pain so goodPut your hand in mineNever let goNever wake up 'cause I'm done with promisesI'm taking blood oathsFeels likes you could kiss my impe...
Posted by Cauterize Your Wounds with Every Kiss I Could Give on Mon, 06 Mar 2006 11:05:00 PST

We're Gonna Have Us A Champagne Jam

Something she left in me remains imperfectMy heart, proceeded to it's banishment The blame may hang upon your chestI know all hearts dance with comfortsAnd the wounds I bear will not live in vainI kno...
Posted by Cauterize Your Wounds with Every Kiss I Could Give on Wed, 22 Feb 2006 10:06:00 PST

The Sun Still Sleeps

I thought you'd come back at least I prayed (so I prayed)The romance has been dead (the romance is dead, the romance is dead)For years (you come back)But I've been too afraid to dig the grave (so I pr...
Posted by Cauterize Your Wounds with Every Kiss I Could Give on Sat, 21 Jan 2006 04:06:00 PST

A lonely guy

Story Of A Lonely Guy Push it outfake a smileAvert disasterjust in timeI need a drinkcause in a whileWorthless answer from friends of mindIt's dumb to ask, cool to ignoreGirls posess me, but the...
Posted by Cauterize Your Wounds with Every Kiss I Could Give on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 09:47:00 PST