I tried to sneak myself through I tried to get to the other side/
I tried to patch up the cracks and the holes that I have to hide/
For a little bit of time even made it work okay/
Just long enough to really make it hurt/
When they figured me out and it all just rotted away/
Don’t you fucking know what you are?/
Go on get back to where you belong/
You better take a good look because I’m full of shit/
With every bit of my heart I have tried to believe in it/
You can dress it all up you can try to pretend/
But you can’t change anything/
You can’t change anything in the end/
Don't you fucking know what you are?/
Go on get back to where you belong/
Remember where you came from remember what you are/
I'd like to meet:
The more that we take/
The paler we get/
I can’t remember what it is/
We try to forget/
The tile on the floor/
So cold it cans ting/
In your eyes is a place/
Worth remembering/
For you to go and take this/
To smash it apart/
I’ve gone all this fucking way/
To wind up/
To wind up back at the start/
Hey the closer we think we are/
Well it only got us so far/
Now you got anything left to show?/
No, no, I didn’t think so/
Hey, the sooner we realize/
We cover ourselves with lies/
But underneath we’re not so tough/
And love is not enough/
It hides in the dark/
Like the withering vein/
We didn’t give it a mouth/
So it cannot complain/
It never really had a chance/
We’d never really make it through/
And to think I believed/
I believed I could get better with you/
Hey the closer we think we are/
Well it only got us so far/
Now you got anything left to show?/
No, no, I didn’t think so/
Hey, the sooner we realize/
We cover ourselves with lies/
But underneath we’re not so tough/
And love is not enough/
Music:
She comes along/
She gets inside/
She makes you better than/
Anything you’ve tried/
It’s in her kiss/
The blackest sea/
It runs deeper than you/
Dare to dream it could be/
With teeth/
She's holding on/
With teeth/
Wave goodbye/
To what you were/
The rules have changed/
The lines begin to blur/
She makes you hard/
It comes on strong/
You’ve finally found/
The place where you belong/
With teeth/
She is the greatest lie of all/
I can not go through this again/
With teeth/
She is the greatest lie of all/
She will not let you go/
Keeps holding on/
This time I'm not coming back/
Movies:
I’m becoming less defined/
As days go by/
Fading away/
(Well you might say)/
I’m losing focus/
Kind of drifting into the abstract/
In terms of how I see myself/
Sometimes I think I can see right through myself/
Less concerned about fitting into the world/
Your world, that is/
Because it doesn’t really matter/
Anymore/
None of this really matters anymore/
Yes I am alone/
But then again I always was/
As far back as I can tell/
I think maybe it’s because/
Because you were never real to begin with/
I just made you up/
To hurt myself/
And it worked/
Yes it did/
There is no you/
There is only me/
There is no fucking you/
There is only me/
Only/
[Pt. 2]
Well the tiniest little dot caught my eye/
And it turned out to be a scab/
And I had this funny feeling/
Like I just knew it's something bad/
I just couldn't leave alone/
And I kept picking at that scab/
Like it was a doorway trying to seal itself shut/
But I climbed through/
And now I'm somewhere I am not supposed to be/
And I can see things I know I really shouldn't see/
Now I know why/
And now I know why/
Things aren't as pretty/
On the inside/
There is no fucking you/
There is only me/
Only/
