About Me
It has taken me a while to find myself, but I think I have done well so far in this journey called life. I feel more happy now than in any other time in my life. For once, I have all I have ever wanted and it only gets better. I am in love with the most wonderful woman God ever thought to create. She makes my heart melt. I love you baby. Forever and always, with no stops in between. I swear.
I have been playing a new RPG game that I really like. I am a dork like that (love RPGS). But I need some clicks on my link for some more gold. =D So give it a click (no, you don't have to join), and I get gold (can work once every 24 hrs). Gladiatus . And if you want to try a game that you really do not have to be on for very long to play, you should check it out!
I write in my blog here at times, but also on my own personal blog found here: Censored Blvd . It is completely real, not all too mainstream, and just my thoughts on life. If I don't get my thoughts out, I am likely to blow up on someone.
I enjoy making websites, playing Spades and Canasta (sometimes Gin), chatting with friends, and almost anything and everything! Check out my latest project: Spadeology . It is a work in progress, but devoted to my favorite card game.
My mouth gets me in trouble because I like to say what I am thinking; needless to say, I am a smart-a**...but i prefer to be called 'witty.' LOL. At least you will always know where I stand. I am a very easy person to like and hard to love, so to say you are my friend is to say you are special. ;)
Aristotle once said 'It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man.' ...I like to laugh... I am old fashioned in my views on relationships of any kind; I think that loyalty, honesty, and 'love' are important in any type of 'relationship.' I hate 'love' movies because it's not true-to-life; the right guy/girl seldom gets the right guy/girl! That being said, I am not a cynic, just a realist (which I don't believe to be mutually exclusive, but I don't find them to be one-in-the-same either). Though I hate 'love' movies, I am very much a romantic; I am a huge sap. I'm a hyper-sensitive person so sometimes I do take what is said in jest the wrong way, but I do joke a lot myself. I love many people and would do anything for some; my babies are my world, and they love Miss Jennifer. I like to question philosophy and human nature; are we really so egocentric that we think we have to be in the presence of a falling tree in order for it to make a sound? LOL....no but really.... I am very much a night owl and not a morning person most of the times. I love to write-- I always have a stream of consciousness going! I love to write poetry too. I am very opinionated which often gets confused with 'argumentation,' but I just love to 'question.' How can we go through life with our eyes covered?!?!? How boring! I am very mature at times, but with my maturity, I recognize that it is more fun to be immature! I loathe stupidity; if I think you are stupid, you will either know or I will just not waste my time. Lack of common sense is okay in a limited fashion, but stupidity is unacceptable (unless you live in a third-world-non-Canada country :P ). By stupidity, I mean lack of ability to sit and THINK! In my current job, I have to take reservations for sedan pick-ups which can sometimes be at airports; now, when I ask 'baggage or curbside pick-up', you are not to answer 'yes' or 'what is the difference'. The last person that asked me what the difference was, I told them quite simply: 'about 12 bucks.' How do you like THAT for quality assurance!!
I love to entertain my brain so I enjoy brain teasers, chess, and games that require strategy and wit. I play spades often too. I have a very high confidence but often low self-esteem. I am not into clubs much; I would rather go to a bar or pub where I can actually hear what is being said between me and my friends without screaming, but given the option, I'd just as soon not go to any of those types of social venues as I don't really drink (anymore). I have always been known to try anything once, but am afraid of heights so I do limit myself at times (and, of course, it has to be legal). I'm not a good myspace friend lately, and those that you see on my list are the greatest as they have not rejected me...yet...but I have been busy trying to get ahead of the game of life, and one day soon I will. :P
I would also like to note that I take no responsibility for the comments of my 'friends' as they are totally random and imperfect humans...except Mike-y who just can't help the way he is so we have to 'humour' him...it's my good deed in life. :D
My favorite color is red, my favorite food is steak, I am generally a homebody despite my extroverted nature, and I love to learn new things. I watch the History channel when it has something to do with different eras (my favorite is the Greek and Roman eras) but generally use the TV as background noise to drown out the million of things that run through my head. I would love to meet someone that I can have a 'real' conversation with in that it does not have to be based on appearances or expectations. Just real. A question that is always on my mind: would you still be in love with the person you are married to or claim to be in love with if they were butt ugly? REALLY!! It's a valid question; everyone always uses the old adage "it's what's on the inside that counts", but does it really show!??! Just some food for thought IMO.
There is a 'question' in the Christian community that is posed to many people that goes 'how can we hate our brother whom we have seen and love God whom we have not seen?' For years I accepted this to make some sense. Not 100%, but I couldn't really grasp why. Then I was thinking about the people I have loved in my life and why. And as I talked to God, I realized that it was not for anything more than who they were. The people I have been blessed to have loved, though they may be exes now, have such beautiful hearts. If you cannot fall in love with the heart, you cannot love. And so I say to the Christian, of course I can love God whom I have not seen because it is His heart that I have seen and love. What he looks like has no bearing on my love for him. If anything, that question merely stands to challenge whether or not I love 'what may not be.' I am far to intelligent not to know that God is, and smart enough to know why I love Him.
I've never met a stranger, and I would give the shirt off my back for anyone. Even if it were my last piece of clothing, I would give my last to see someone else happy. That's the core of my heart. I will not tolerate ignorance, stupidity, or dishonesty. I will not hear anyone speak out of line about my exes, my family, or my friends. Who I love is who I love and nothing can change that. I may be belittled by any single one of them, but I have learned that life is too short not to embrace the ones we love. Anyone I love knows that they can always come to me for anything. If I've learned nothing in this world, it is to love unconditionally.
I love to talk, love philosophy, love music, and love to learn. I may not get a lot of time for the things I love, but I always make time for the ones I love. If you are a friend, consider that.
Anywho, much as I love to ramble about the essence of Jen...I don't....And my claustrophobic aspen can't handle the BOX!!.....Hit me up if you you want to chat! **So I kind of gave up on the blog due to busy lifestyle lately, but I did manage to put up a nifty little arcade site to play around on at work, lol. If ya'll want to play some games, go to Adrenaline Zones Arcade to play some games.
You Are Very Honest
You tell it like it is, no matter what.Even if the truth hurts, you'll dish it out.And while some may get hurt by your honesty...At least everyone knows where you stand!
How Honest Are You?
