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ALMOST A YR N STILL DONT FEEL LIKE U GONE, EVEN THOUGH THE MONTHS WENT BY QUICK, BUT IT FEELS LIKE MY HEART IS STUCK N DA PAST. DA PAST IS WHERE I WANNA STAY BC U WERE N MY PAST. LIFE HAS NOT BEEN THE SAME SINCE U BEEN GONE. WE ALL TRY TO KEEP IT TOGETHER BC THATS JUST HOW WE DO, BUT SOME DAYS ITS JUST TO HARD TO DO. I DONT EVEN ENJOY MY DRINKING DAYS NO MORE BC ITS NOT THE SAME I CANT CALL U ON FRIDAY NO MORE AND SAY WAT WE DRINKIN. LOL EVEN BEATIN MAR ASS THE OTHER WEEK IN SPADES DIDNT FEEL THE SAME NO MORE BC U WERENT HIS PARTNER. ASIA AND I COULDNT SMACK HIS ASS PROPERLY. LOL EVEN THOUGH IT WAS ANNOYIN AS HELL BUT I MISS U COMIN OVER ON SUNDAY AND WAKIN ME UP OUT MY SUNDAY SLEEP. LOL HELL I STILL NEVA GOT U BACK FOR ALL THE PRANKS U DID TO ME. WE WERE SITTIN AROUND THE TABLE NOT TO LONG AGO TALKIN ABOUT HOW U DONE PRANKED ALL OF US. WHEN U WERE IN THE HOSPITAL I PRAYED SO MUCH FOR THE LORD TO TAKE ME INSTEAD OF U, SO THAT U COULD GROW OLD WITH UR SON AND RAISE HIM INTO THE MAN U WERE. HOPEFULLY BY US ALL COMIN FROM THE SAME FAMILY WE WILL B ABLE TO HELP TAYNA ACHIEVE THAT GOAL. I WANNA VISITS UR GRAVE MORE, BUT WHEN I GO THERE I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE U THERE. EVEN THOUGH I SAW U WHEN THEY PRONOUNCED U DEAD, BUT I JUST CANT GET IT TO SETTLE IN MY MIND. LOVE U ALWAYS NOW AND FOREVER. UNTIL I REACH RIP MONE 4/19/82-10/29/07