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About Me

the name's amber.
I'm head over heels in love. with this adorable boy right here:
Steve3747: i love you dearly, more than i can ever explain, more than i can shout to the world, more than words can describe, and more than you will ever know
let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
surely you can take some comfort knowing that you're mine
just hold me tight lay by my side
let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
I found my place in the world
could stare at your face for the rest of my days
now I can breathe turn my insides out
and smother me
warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me
let me be the one who never leaves you all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling that I'm on my own
hold me too tight
stay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
I found my place in the world
could stare at your face for the rest of my days
now I can breathe turn my inside out
and smother me
warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me
smother me
smother me
when I'm alone time moves so slow
I need you here with me
and how my mistakes made your heart break
still need you here with me
so baby I'm here
now I can breathe turn my insides out
and smother me
warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me
now I can breathe turn my insides out
and smother me
warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me
let me be the one who calls you baby all the time
---'smother me' the used
"between the two of us we have more issues than time magazine."---trever smith.

My Interests

" Be true to yourself, don't take anyone else's shit, and never let them take you alive..." Gerard Way

"Its funny how you can become nostalgic for the hardest times you ever had." - plkw.

music
shows
kisses
hoodies
my kitty
coffee
earl grey tea
pictures
solitaire
arizona green tea
vitamin water
magazines
my piece of shit converse
staying up late

I'd like to meet:

I met a boy who I am completely comfortable around.
who makes me smile.
& makes me laugh.
a boy who always knows when something's wrong and exactly how to make it better.
he makes me feel beautiful, inside & out.
he makes me feel special. but most importantly, he loves me unconditionally.
no matter what.
steven patrick powers is the boy I am in love with, and he's all mine.

Music:

is everything.
I don't care if you don't like what I listen to.
it means something to me, and that's all that matters.

Top 25 Most Played
Beauty In The Breakdown-The Scene Aesthetic
My Beautiful Rescue-This Providence
Stationary Stationery-Anberlin
A Dead language For A Dying Lady-Vanna
I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me & You)-Fall Out Boy
Hallelujah(live acoustic)-Paramore
Gravity-John Mayer
Don't You Know Who I Think I Am?-Fall Out Boy
Maybe Memories(live)-The Used
Golden-Fall Out Boy
Thnks Fr Th Mmrs-Fall Out Boy
You're Crashing But You're No Wave-Fall Out Boy
Something Else-Good Charlotte
You And I-Jason Mraz
Waiting On The World to Change-John Mayer
A Day Late-Anberlin
The Take Over The Break's Over-Fall Out Boy
Hum Hallelujah-Fall Out Boy
Franklin-Paramore
My Heart-Paramore
Broken Hearts Parade-Good Charlotte
The (After) Life Of The Party-Fall Out Boy
Bang The Doldrums-Fall Out Boy
Don't You Know Who I Think I Am?(illegal download)-Fall Out Boy
I Get Nervous In Cars-Therefore I Am

Movies:

Alpha Dog
Little Miss Sunshine
A Clockwork Orange
Donnie Darko
Fight Club
Office Space
The Breakfast Club
Brokeback Mountain
Dead End
The Phantom of the Opera
V For Vendetta
The Outsiders
Zoolander
The Lords of Dogtown
King Kong
Green Mile
TransAmerica
The Squid and the Whale
The Exorcist
House of A Thousand Corpses
Rocky Horror Picture Show

Television:

Bravo
Food Network
Comedy Central
E!

Books:

The Boy With The Thorn In His Side, A Clockwork Orange, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, Dude Where's My Country?

Heroes:

trever smith.

my boy
david&maxie

justin timberlake.
cause he plays the mf keytar.

My Blog

the lights of the city were too heavy for me.

currently feeling: loved, frustrated, lonely, scared, nervous, anxious, unloved, tired, bored, excited, annoyed, thirsty, hopeless, pessimistic, pissed off, etc.basically an outrageous mix of contradi...
Posted by amber. [DG][wylsd][ilysp] on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 10:23:00 PST

get off the computer and go out and fall in love with someone or something.

I'm sorry. for letting it all out. for telling you everything that goes on in my head. it's just that when I read those words, it makes me all nostalgic. and all those feelings I tried so hard to forg...
Posted by amber. [DG][wylsd][ilysp] on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 05:23:00 PST

a new year...a new me.

I found out today that I have a lot of work to do. with myself. I have sooo many flaws. many of which my friends directly suffer from. and they mean everything to me. and I would never ever want to hu...
Posted by amber. [DG][wylsd][ilysp] on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 08:09:00 PST

together we'll ring in the new year.

2006 was a year of ups and downs. It tested every facet of who I am. I realized alot about people, and saw their true colors. I learned alot about myself. I discovered my strengths, my weaknesses, and...
Posted by amber. [DG][wylsd][ilysp] on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 03:03:00 PST

bigmouth strikes again

Hooray! I haven't written a late night blog is way to fucking long. this used to be the only time I ever blogged. I'm feeling inspired. by a few things. first of all, I'm listening to the smiths. and ...
Posted by amber. [DG][wylsd][ilysp] on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 11:56:00 PST

my best friends are way more hxc than yours.

I officially have the best fucking friends in the entire world. I love them all so much! We just had out own little christmas, and each of them gave wicked thoughtful gifts. Katelyn got me the south p...
Posted by amber. [DG][wylsd][ilysp] on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 08:21:00 PST

life.

so much has changed. it's fucking weird. I read some of my old blogs and it set me back a little. I forgot what it was like to feel like that. well, I just pushed it back in my memory. I've been keepi...
Posted by amber. [DG][wylsd][ilysp] on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 04:02:00 PST

Good Charlotte & The Pink Spiders♥

I can honestly say that yesterday was one of the best days of my entire life. When we got to the Avalon at around 4:30, little did we know that benji & joel would pull up like, 30 feet away f...
Posted by amber. [DG][wylsd][ilysp] on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 01:10:00 PST

important update...my girlies are back!

yeah so we're all cool now. and I couldn't be happier. all the things I said in the previous blog were said only because I was having coping issues...I had to tell myself something to make myself feel...
Posted by amber. [DG][wylsd][ilysp] on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 11:53:00 PST

paint it black & take it back.

get my name out of your mouth and stop talking about me. I guess its okay for comments, but I can't write a blog. hmm anyways. I'm over. I pretty much don't give a shit anymore so it's all good. I fe...
Posted by amber. [DG][wylsd][ilysp] on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 06:11:00 PST