... |
Eto odinochestvo nepostizimo
Eta pustota bezdonna
v glaza vzglyani - tam uzas -
est nachalo, zizn, konec,
chto dalshe? - nichego
gde iskat otvet?
v etom mire ego tochno net...
holod odinoches... Posted by SASHOU & BENJI on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 01:38:00 PST |
soulmate |
i've always been stressed out bout the sense of my existance in this world... several times in my life i had theese strange days when i wasn't able to do anything...was all depressed...my mind w... Posted by SASHOU & BENJI on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 01:12:00 PST |
ANOTHER DAY IN PARADIZE:):p |
....6 am...alarm on my mobile's ringing .... ohhh shit...is it time already??? lawrd please make it so that when i look at the watch it's still 3 am and i can go on with my sweet dreams... no? n... Posted by SASHOU & BENJI on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 12:48:00 PST |
new poem - i was broken |
New Kinda luv It was raining outside, now i know - that was a sign of my future state in life... Not expecting anything from sky, fighting wit a dayly routine - was my condition... Damn, God, where wa... Posted by SASHOU & BENJI on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 12:49:00 PST |
what the fuk am i doin |
broken here all alone, spending the whole day at home
no desires, no wishing to fight, wanna run outside and hide but
no strenght to cope wit weakness inside
lookin for better time in my life...waitin... Posted by SASHOU & BENJI on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 09:39:00 PST |
just thoughts |
&.i'm getting scared recently I've been lookin thru the fotos of my parents when they were young like me and u prolly&it was like 20 years ago what a long time ago&and what a short time 20 years... Posted by SASHOU & BENJI on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 02:04:00 PST |
my poetry, in russian thou...for russians only:( |
Pust' tak xrenovo mne seychas,
Chto prosto zit ne xochetsa,
Ya ulibnus sama sebe,
A na problemi pust' kto-nibud' pomochitsa.
Ya sil'naya, ya dokazu svoemu nutru
I len' so mnoy ne spravitsa.
Ya v pon... Posted by SASHOU & BENJI on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 09:00:00 PST |
love and life |
Y don't u luv me?...don't say u do don't make me blind&I'm leaving u and u don't even care&coz u never loved me&it was just pleasant for u to have me : I'm cute, we fuked, I didn't ask of any... Posted by SASHOU & BENJI on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 11:14:00 PST |