Only My HEARt KnoWs WhERE I am

About Me

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Aside from the obvious, I'm different, individual,unique, strong, yet I wear my heart on my sleeve,I'm a fighter, a lover, one day a mother, I'm a woman. Some say those are qualities for my downfall but are they? I dunno?????? Ne Wayz waste your opinions on someone who gives a shit. I can't change the world or any corny shit like that, all I to do is wake up every morning to my beating heart and remeber. I have friends who are few and many and that goes to say a lot yet nothing at all. So send what you must but don't offend me yada yada yada yada kiss off if you don't understand me. I'm a westside girl born and raised and first chance I get i'm outta here. This city, this state, this country. I belong else where, I work in travel and I'm writing my first of many books ( I've written other things as well), what else can I say I'm down to earth but a little zainy I guess, I'm loyal but cautious of strangers and too much kindness. Even those who pretend to not hate you hate you always remeber that.I'm a sweetheart of course but I can be a bitch at any given moment.I like meeting new people trying new things and connecting on common intrests. So thank you... the end ... to be continued.... blah blah blah..
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My Interests

Travel Music Beauty Love Life Death Writing Reality... in this world too many people are unappreciative of that which surrounds them... if you make it your interests than you have nothing to lose except for self denial

I'd like to meet:

Destiny on the edge of forever.... for fear of the unknown is fear of everything that you have always known... accept this reality and you'll come to find out that you know everyone you need to know..... for myself I need to meet God, Christ and the Holy Ghost kuzz I'm lost if I never do... I've met them all ready but for those who have been loved and lost and are now dead I have to meet them again for their presence ever lingers in my heart. On the flipside I don't want to meet losers or chosers.

Music:

Emo Rock Hip Hop Alternative R&BAmy Winehouse Back To Black .. ..

Movies:

I watch all sorts of everything but mainly I watch what entertains me ))preview City of God (brazilian indie film) Schinder's List, The Shawshank Redemption, Belly Wonderland, Blow, Crash, Natural Born Killers, Signs, The Village, Village of the Dammned love indie films horror, Saw I II& IIIThe Illutionist What's eating Gilbert Grape Love Jones The Break Up Aliens What's Love Got to Do With I Resident Evil 1/2Romance Suspence Horror Indie films

Television:

Not too much for it rots the brain right????? Well I still enjoyBig Love Flights of Concord E.R. Law and Order C.I. & S.V.U Grey's Anatomy Desperate Housewives America's Next Top Model Pussycat Dolls 4400 Starter Wife Sex in the City Will and Grace Heros Thx lainy for getting me hooked lol and so on and so on :)

Books:

Flowers in the Attic & Thinner .... my untitled work to be continued......?????????? I'm a writer with many intersts so reading is relaxing... so yada yada yada yada :)

Heroes:

I don't worship people or false Gods... Deities or none of that blasphamey... though my hero was someone cherished... loved... and never forgotten... but always forgiven
R.I.P Chistopher Miguel Lopez July 14, 1972 - December 20,2005 You taught me everything and I love you for that. You were the sun that shun upon my face and the moon that lighted up my nights...I miss everything and everyday without you.... you made me complete... you caused me to see who I was always meant to be. You made me...ultimately me... I live and still love for you. You'll always be my brother

Anne-Marie Denyse Lopez my little angel who I'll always love R.I.P Janurary 8, 2000 - August 7, 2007

My Blog

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So what's up this is a special blog kuzz only clever eyes can listen..... and only a patient heart can understand ......... Never taking the next step and li...
Posted by Only My HEARt KnoWs WhERE I am on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 05:21:00 PST

In a good place

strength falls and we catch it ... we feel it in our veins... everyday is a nu day with obstacles that the weak never overcome... few r those who let the pain slide off and let the sun shine through.....
Posted by Only My HEARt KnoWs WhERE I am on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 01:43:00 PST

alas

writers block no more... as u know everyone i write poems... stories... life. i express myself through pen ... letting the ink flow onto the paper and deliver it's own words... i close my eyes and fee...
Posted by Only My HEARt KnoWs WhERE I am on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 06:38:00 PST

meant to be......

if everything is meant to be broken... then how do we become better ... how do we breathe and how do we live? branded by society's terms how do we better ourselves and move forward.... if everything i...
Posted by Only My HEARt KnoWs WhERE I am on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 03:55:00 PST

Back 2 Basics

deemed as an okay moment i release and say back 2 basics travel music beauty love life death writing reality... nothing in between with no room to move or speak... understanding is choosing to l...
Posted by Only My HEARt KnoWs WhERE I am on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 06:19:00 PST

Sometimes

The answers we search for are always standing in front of our faces... we only chose not to see them.... life is a constant lesson in which we have challenges..... we wake up and we feel okay ....
Posted by Only My HEARt KnoWs WhERE I am on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 11:24:00 PST

Special Special Special omg lain u too damn lmao

so this is special for mike thnx for the lovely bday wishes and thx for the absolutely fabulous bday phone call....... yesssssssss i reaaaallllly needed that thank you thank you thank you lol u r the ...
Posted by Only My HEARt KnoWs WhERE I am on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 10:21:00 PST

And I say.......

All around and hurting... confused as to wonder why and never knowing when and finding out.... young and beautiful full of trust and in one moment here and in the next gone. Nothing ...
Posted by Only My HEARt KnoWs WhERE I am on Fri, 10 Aug 2007 10:40:00 PST

What is it?

Sometimes love is the black that eats at your heart and empties your soul, it encourages you it urges you to the edge and then... well then you fall and there's no turning back as you spiral dow...
Posted by Only My HEARt KnoWs WhERE I am on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 06:26:00 PST

Ok,ay okay i get it

Ok peoplez I know that creativity and expressionsim may be a little harsh for some people to grasp... you may find yourself struggling ... well guess what that's why it's called creativity and e...
Posted by Only My HEARt KnoWs WhERE I am on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 02:12:00 PST