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aisha

The mind is its own place, and in itself, can make heaven of Hell, and a hell of Heaven. . J.MILTON

About Me



"No, really, it isn't with my eyes that I love you, because they record a thousand flaws in you. Instead, it's my heart that loves what my eyes despise and dotes on you in spite of what you look like. Nor are my ears delighted by the sound of your voice. Nor do I long to touch you sexually. Nor do my senses of taste and smell wish to be invited to any sensual feast in which you are the only item on the menu.........The only thing I gain from being plagued like this is that the one who is making me sin rewards me with pain" w.s sonnet 141

My Interests

Language is a virus from outer space......all suffering comes from a person's inability TO SIT STILL AND BE ALONE..

I'd like to meet:

"Loneliness is the poverty of self; solitude is the richness of self."

Music:

Tori( the goddess of precious things)Amos, ..AND THE OTHER BEAUTIFULL PEOPLE WHO COULD JUST AS WELL PERFORM OPEN-HEART SURGERY ON ME IN THE DARK :) Elliott Smith// Rufus Wainwright// Jeff Buckley( not so much fond of the dad though-Tim) // Janis Joplin// Tracy Chapman// Alanis Morisette// Beck// Fleetwood Mac// Roisin Murphy;) // Harry Nilsson// Liz Phair// Brian Molko// Chriss Cornell// Thom Yorke ( he has the lazy eye opening up just for me - but hey "The Eraser" was not the best of you man!!) Ani DiFranco// Robert Smith// Sarah McLaughlin// Melissa Ferrick// Liam Gallagher ( whose poster has been the first ever to hang on my wall-than one day it became the inner cover of my bedside drawer!!) Bright Eyes// Citizen Cope// Clem Snide// Manic Street Preachers/Corey Hart/ Pat Benetar/ Echo and the Bunnymen/Culture Club/Blondie/ Fairground Attraction- gotta love that era..thak god it's over though :) The ( Verve-Avalanches-Breeders-Beatles-Cardigans-Cranberries-Cure -Dandy Warhols-Eels-Dears-THE FAINT( adore adore))-Zutons-White Stripes-Pixies-Smiths( and Morissey looks like my dad;)THE NEW PORNOGRAPHERS..THE LEMONHEADS..THE CHARLATANS..(WHAT IS IT WITH THE "THE"-IS IT A SECRET TRIBE??).............. Billie Holliday, Otis Redding and Ella Fitzgerald (nicked them from a darling uncle- he would never mind/ do you "T"?)..and Sinatra..

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The ( Future Heads-Flaming Lips-Honorary Title) Again the "the"s-when will the industry give up... SEATTLE SOUND -CHRISS CORNELL AND ALL HIS SHIT:it goes all back to "Temple of the Dog" the beloved "Soundgarden" and now "Audioslave" Belle&Sebastian-TenaciousD-Architecture in Helsinki-Kings of Convenience-Snowpatrol Sonic Youth, The Libertines- and what became of them Babyshambles(( Down in Albion is all about Kate Moss-hell I'm jealous)) and what was the other guy Carl has a new band( "Dirty Pretty Things" they call themselves) apparently which is news to me- one of the songs is called "Gin and Milk"- well yummy:P :P especially if it's chocolate milk..((for reminder of fab cocktails with the stuff:Wikipedia link!!!!!!! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gin/ Ben Folds-Ben Harper-Ben Lee ;) Bob Marley- Bob Dylan ( and on a completely different note don't you think that "Bob Hoskins" the British actor- comedian is totally adorable ...) ...................................Beth Orton-Beth Gibbons/ ..and dance like a psychopath in your own room but be cool outdoors dance music: Basement jaxx-Soulwax-Fischerspooner-Royskopp-FatboySlim-Missy Elliott (when she's not talking too much and just giving the beat:)-Cafe Del Mar compilations Zoot Woman ( I'm sorry I was prejudiced about the name- proved me wrong:)AND "JOY DIVISION" WILL ALWAYS BE HERE however much I mess around and crop my profile ( oldu mu cincim :)

Television:

Not so much these days anyway........ Don't seem to be having anytime left. I'm not going to join the argument on t.v being the evil that lurs around our living rooms- and "couch potatoing" increases the risk of heart disease..I like it. IT NUMBS ME!!!

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Books:

MEMORY ZERO: a national newspaper gave out tokens everyday-and when you've collected them all !voila- you had a miniature library of childrens' books))))))))))))))))))))))))) TOWARDS THE END OF PRIMARY SCHOOL I WAS "A NANCY DREW" wannabe --funny that if I hadn't become a doctor I would want to be a detective--oooh mystery murder conspiracy:P yummy...*********THEN THERE WAS the longest ever lasting series of any sci-fi program on the BBC "DOCTOR WHO" ********* SERIES :) :) :) (By the way for other freaks like me out there here are the facts: First Doctor, played by William Hartnell (1963–1966) *** Second Doctor, played by Patrick Troughton (1966–1969)*** Third Doctor, played by Jon Pertwee (1970–1974)*** Fourth Doctor, played by Tom Baker (1974–1981) *** Fifth Doctor, played by Peter Davison (1981–1984)*** Sixth Doctor, played by Colin Baker (1984–1986)*** Seventh Doctor, played by Sylvester McCoy (1987–1989, 1996)*** Eighth Doctor, played by Paul McGann (1996)*** Ninth Doctor, played by Christopher Eccleston (2005)*** Tenth Doctor, played by David Tennant (2005–present)***MY FAVOURITE DOC IS OF COURSE SIR CHRISTOPHER :) :):::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::MAINLY IT WAS BORING STUFF THAT THEY MADE US READ AT SCHOOL..I DIDN'T BOTHER-MOMMY DID AND SHE GAVE ME A SUMMARY TO PASS THE EXAMS..:) :)( just like daddy who did my drawings for artclass-I never let on that though. Everyone still thinks I'm the Modern Picasso- But hey that's our secret;) :)---------------------------------------------------------- --------------TOLKIEN OF COURSE!!!!!!IF THERE'S STILL THAT BEAUTIFULLY ILLUSTRATED AND OVERSIZE COPY OF "THE HOBBIT" IN THE WIMBLEDON COMMON LIBRARY IN LONDON I WOULD MAKE SURE THAT IT IS UNDER MAXIMUM SECURITY..( dear librarians I'm reaching out to you- There have been a few books that have tempted me; but the before mentioned book has absolutely been my favourite "wish I can run away with it" item.. NOW ALL KIDS NOW ABOUT TOLKIEN..(thanks to the FILM INDUSTRY.......++++++++++ 3 cheers everyone..Hip hip!! Hurray..Hip hip...bollocks...)++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++ AS A FIERY TEENAGER-^^-"BEAT" GENERATION WRITERS INTRUIGED ME-KEROUAC AND BURROUGHS(( BUT HEY IT'S NOT HEALTHY READING AT THAT AGE--)) ..EARLY ADULTHOOD ((let me see you reading Russian guys' novels through 7 years of "near hell in the vicinity of a Nazi camp??" Ok enough kidding; the fact is I had lost interest in literature when was in medical school... There were much more interesting things than "bablings of some dead author or sci-fi extravaganzas"..gimme facts..gimme the human body..... &&&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&&& &&&&&&&&&&&& &&NOW I'M TRYING TO REKINDLE THAT OLD FLAME THAT ONCE BURNT IN MY EYES WHEN I SAW A BOOK!!&&&&&&&&&&& ;&&&&&&&&&&&& ;&&&&&&&&&&&& ;&&&&&&&&&&&& ;&&&&&&&&&&&& ;&&&&&&&&&6AT THIS SECOND MY AB-FAB AUTHOR IS CHUCK P&&&&&&&&&&&& ;&&&&&&&&&&&& ;&&&&&&&&&&&& ;&&&&&&&&&&&& ;&&&&&&&6 YESTERDAY IT WAS YEATS JUST BECAUSE OF ONE SPECIFIC POEM..( I'M NOT TELLING-GO READ THEM ALL-HE'S A TREASURE CHEST LOST IN A DESERTED ISLAND..) 14.11.06-FINISHED READING "QUEER" BY W.S.B AGAIN..GO LOOK AT HIS SPACE, HE'S A FRIEND------.....


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My Blog

"Oh Comely" :( ------- :Q -------- :( ......

Oh comelyI will be with you when you lose your breathChasing the only meaningful memory you thought you had leftWith some pretty bright and bubbly terrible sceneThat was doing her thing on your chestB...
Posted by aisha on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 03:33:00 PST

TÜRKIYE 'DE HIV/AIDS ILE ILGILI WEB SAYFALARI

http://www.saglik.gov.tr/modules.php?name=News&file=arti cle&sid=58   (The Ministry of Health)http://www.aidsdernegi.org.tr/   (AIDS Prevention Society)http://www.aids.org.t...
Posted by aisha on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 01:20:00 PST

TÜRKIYE AIDS'LE 1985'TE TANISTI...

  Türkiye AIDS'le ilk kez 1985 yilinin Kasim ayinda tanisti. Sinema ve sahne dünyasinda 'Murti' lakabiyla taninan Mürteza Elgin'in AIDS oldugu ortaya çiktiginda panik yasanmisti. Çünkü yetkililer...
Posted by aisha on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 01:10:00 PST

Is an AIDS vaccine possible and what will it do?

There is growing consensus in the scientific community that it is possible to develop a vaccine against AIDS. Reasons for optimism include: Evidence that the human immune system can control HIV infe...
Posted by aisha on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 12:54:00 PST

"Almost half of the adults living with HIV and AIDS to­day are women. Over the past two years..

..... the number of women and girls infected with HIV has increased in every region of the world, with rates rising particularly rapidly in Eastern Europe, Asia, and Latin America. In sub-Saharan...
Posted by aisha on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 12:49:00 PST

ABOUT CHUCK'^S NEW BOOK--(I PASTED IT:)

About Rant..."For 'Rant' I borrowed the form of an oral biography, wherein dozens of people are interviewed about the same person, then those interviews are cut together. Like a 'talking head' type of...
Posted by aisha on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 07:58:00 PST

First Day Back @ The Hospital--God I have a (( head/ tummy/ back)) ache!!

One of the most famous quotes in medicine is ( by whom- if you know please let me too..) "If the patient has a stomach ache the doctor gets a headache".. Well I have the lots today! After two months o...
Posted by aisha on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 09:43:00 PST

Bunu dinliyordum iste bu sabah..Snow Patrol....ama cincim duyamiyor...keske...

"Set The Fire To The Third Bar"(feat. Martha Wainwright)I find the map and draw a straight line Over rivers, farms, and state lines The distance from here to where you'd be It's only finger-lengths th...
Posted by aisha on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 11:57:00 PST

Face The Music Baby :@)

Get up, stand up and shake off the gloomy air around you!!!! Long time since you stood up on your own too feet, made decisions for the day ahead..Lazy, wasted, too tired, too bored, too damn I don't g...
Posted by aisha on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 02:39:00 PST

An old lady stranger....A Horrible old old old lady..

Heading home in an old municipial buss, trying not to doze off..I shouldn't miss my stop-I am already as late as I can possibly be. Saturday morning 11 am, decent people holding their childrens' hand ...
Posted by aisha on Sat, 07 Oct 2006 03:29:00 PST