Becky~ Im so proud of you...you have come along way & have finally realized that being used as a doormat is usless...just like him!! He shoulda have realized what he had but it's his loss and my buddy joseph's gain...RIGHT RIGHT!! thanks girl for being there for me...u know sitting there crying about joey being gone & all!! haha but I love ya girl and keep your head up...stay strong because u know how jj is and u just might have a fight on your hands!!!
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To My Babyboii~ First & foremost I want you to know that I love you very much & I miss you like crazy. You are my best friend, my someone I was always able to depend on to wipe my tears when I cried...little did I know that now my tears are about you being gone. It feels like my 2nd half was there for a while but got ripped away from me. I know you are bettering yourself & I'm so proud of you for that!! I guess I'm just being greedy bc I love you & want you here with me!! Even though your far away I know your happier there & your doing really good....so I support ya fully....just dont forget about your babygurl!!! I love you Joey and always will!!!
love always and forever
Your Babygurl
xoxoxox
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Music:
Joseph~hey buddy...huh?? haha you make sure you take good care of my girl becky and my beautiful godson Aden. Im really happy yall got together...yall look so cute, not to mention you make becky so happy!!! I have never seen her smile as much as she does now!! So thanks for lookin out...3 Ya!!
Television:
My Angel
Life and Death rolled into one.
The pain of knowing that you were done.
Sitting there listening to the last breath.
Never thinking of having to watch your death.
The anger and saddness of you being gone.
Continuing life seems so long,
Each day passes and tears still fall,
Feels like running into the same brick wall.
In a hole in which is so deep.
All the memories I shall keep.
You are to rest so peacefully,
However you live eternally.
The reunite shall be so sweet,
Is when the hole I will beat.
So sleep tight knowing were not apart.
I love you mom, my angel, my heart.
Books:
AND THIS WHOLE TIME ALL I WANTED TO SAY WAS POOP!! HAHAHA LOVE YA BLAKE!!~*~*~*~*~I HATE CHILDISH FUCKING PEOPLE*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Heroes:
Teddy~I know I act shady to you sometimes, but I guess thats my only way to show you and make you understand that I dont want to be with you anymore. I know I sound mean but I am not in love with you anymore, and I've realized that I can do a whole lot better...I deserve someone who will treat me right and put me in front of other things like you should have instead of your weed....one day you'll realize what you lost but you'll never get what you lost back...i never want to be with you again...ill always have love for ya bc of Ryan but as far as being able to hug you and shyt definatly not....im sorry i sound bitchy but this is the way i feel...no sugarcoating....hope you understand!!!
