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About Me

Ok so time for a NEW about me. I find that I am updating this on a quarterly basis. I don't know if that is a good or a bad thing, but I'm goin for it. I'm still 24. (lol) I'm getting married, although I'm not sure when. I should probably figure that out one of these days. I am currently awesomely unemployed which really isn't so awesome. I still have the most amazing poodle on the face of this earth, even if she lives with my parents now :( I chopped my hair off. Not quite a Britney, but pretty short for me. If you knew me in HS think of back then. I'm too lazy to take pictures. I have amazing family and the best/craziest/funniest fiance I could ever ask for. Thats it for now.
life used to be life-like
now it's more like showbiz
i wake up in the night
and i don't know where the bathroom is
and i don't know what town i'm in
or what sky i am under
and i wake up in the darkness and i
don't have the will anymore to wonder
everyone has a skeleton
and a closet to keep it in
and your mine
every song has a you
a you that the singer sings to
and you're it this time
baby, you're it this time
when i need to wipe my face
i use the back of my hand
and i like to take up space
just because i can
and i use my dress
to wipe up my drink
i care less and less
what people think
and you are so lame
you always dissapoint me
it's kind of like our running joke
but it's really not funny
and i just want you to live up to
the image of you i create
i see you and i'm so unsatisfied
i see you and i dilate
so i'll walk the plank
and i'll jump with a smile
if i'm gonna go down
i'm gonna do it with style
and you won't see me surrender
you won't hear me confess
'cuz you've left me with nothing
but i've worked with less
and i learn every room long enough
to make it to the door
and then i hear it click shut behind me
and every key works differently
i forget everytime
and forgetting defines me
that's what defines me
when i say you sucked my brain out
the english translation
is i am in love with you
and it is no fun
but i don't use words like love
'cuz words like that don't matter
but don't look so offended
you know, you should be flattered
and i wake up in the night
in some big hotel bed
and my hands grope for the light
and my hands grope for my head
the world is my oyster
the road is my home
and i know that i'm better
off alone
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My Interests

photography (surf), getting tattoo's, good music, rad people, drinking large volumes of alcohol, shopping, going to bars/clubs...meeting new ppl

I'd like to meet:

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

Music:

All different types - anything with a good beat. cant be country though, that shit gets on my last nerves.

Movies:

zoolander, all the rocky's except 5, The Ringer, fear and loathing in las vegas, joe dirt, snatch, blow, wedding crashers was pretty funny, Man on Fire, pee wees big adventure, SLC punk, fair bits....most surfing videos, both kill bills, what dreams may come...etc.etc. this is boring me.

Television:

Sex and the City, house, inked, dog the bounty hunter, and zoobilee zoo was pretty rad, I wish that was still on.

Books:

I don't really read much anymore. I used to read a lot but my attention span has gotten much shorter over the years....

Heroes:

There are 2 people in my life that will always be there no matter what happens to me...my mom and peter

My Blog

me and my sister.

here are my responses to a survey recently filled out by my sister. GOT IN A FIGHT - oh geez...i don't remember the exact age...probably whenever i learned how to talk and beat my sister up because i ...
Posted by Jen on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 11:25:00 PST

rum and shirts

Will someone please remind me to never drink again? I mean alcohol is my friend and we go way back, but im kinda mad at it today....its making my stomach hurt and i just went through this the other da...
Posted by Jen on Sat, 26 Nov 2005 09:41:00 PST

My grandmother

We just got a call that my grandmother passed away this morning. I think that God was looking over her and realized what a great person she was and how much she loved Easter. It is pretty strange. She...
Posted by Jen on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

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pentagon & 9/11 you should look at this.

This really brings up some questions in my head...Since 9/11 I just always believed and never asked questions regarding the pentagon....Now that I look at this, I feel very interested in what actually...
Posted by Jen on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

elizabeth taylor

well everything has seemed to have changed. I got my little poodle that i have been wanting for like 4 years now. She is a minature and she is black and she weighs 10lbs. her name is elizabeth taylor....
Posted by Jen on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST