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chu

i deny my problems

About Me



i am nothing. i do not want anything. i like wiener dogs. drama excites me. i am prone to and it makes me think about suicide often. i want to be ( ).

My Interests

words and wiener dogs and that's it
except for radiohead

the art is not mine.
it is borrowed from a woman i admire.
miss red hot.
here is a link to her site:

http://tribes.tribe.net/148b14e0-4ad0-4dbf-86d0-668de4e54b75

I'd like to meet:

sinister people like me or no one. i can play alone.

My Blog

illusions

clutching and castingfor a pill to play a characterthat struts without fretsand overcomes thenihilism nauseasomethingsi don'twantto feeleternallyi celebratebeing ubergirland drooling frommy throny cha...
Posted by chu tu on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 12:12:00 PST

malak al-maut

the amoral we get togetherthe happier we'll bewhen my friends and your friendsare more concernedwith gargamel's bunionsthan the science of happinessazrael told me how he madesmurfette out of seven han...
Posted by chu tu on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 07:47:00 PST

sidewalk

the absolute differencebetween imagined and tangible keepsthemmoving onthis runwalkwaystubborn refusal maylead to devouring bytiger or wormsstagnantholdtastethe remnantof oily cement spotwhere other f...
Posted by chu tu on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 10:06:00 PST

change

on friday, last weeki noted the smilingdone for no reasonand i thought aboutthe strangeness of ityesterday morningcrossing the streethow was your weekend fine and too shortstiffer smile walkinglater e...
Posted by chu tu on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 11:06:00 PST

the blind rapist

hun dreaddried handwrist wrapraspt swinecall minecannon minedquiet knowright nowsent signsteal kindturn linetake time
Posted by chu tu on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 09:57:00 PST

no suicide fantasies anymore

when i summarizeall the money i spentlast year on trivial pursuitthe scales tip frownwardbecause of antagonismfrom sexual jealousyno tragic antigoneno cleopatra no antonyjust the why not mefeeling i f...
Posted by chu tu on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 10:00:00 PST

sugguest

i am scared againof being too fat and poorto keep playing the gamesi want to participate inwhy do the mean phrasesdipped in barbed fearaimed with rejection precisionand propelled by anger forceembed t...
Posted by chu tu on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 11:58:00 PST

that one

blonde curly queuedthose shelved booksare enough to provewhat has been goingon here yes yes yes
Posted by chu tu on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 01:42:00 PST

seyyes

i am a teeni don't deserveto be pickedfor dancing or spectacleslet me wearmy glassesalone timeis all thatmakes me thisif i kick youand screamget awayyou knowwhat i meani'm too honoredand allplease pic...
Posted by chu tu on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 01:38:00 PST

whore hazards

so engagingengrossinginviting and yesi'll take that tooshow me the smallestroom in the centerof the bagniodimmermmin the daylightdisease of diseasehow could yuck look and tasteso good...
Posted by chu tu on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 10:13:00 PST