will.YOU.been.my.FIRST.&&.LAST.?/?/?

About Me

LAUREN TYLIN
i luv you.i hate you.
i want you close.i want to push you away.
happiness.laughter.luvdepression.tears.hatetred
sometime i know wut to say.sometimes i dont kow wut to say.
your the one that can save me.your the one that can bring me down.lost with you.lost without you.full of feelings.dryer than air.someting.nothing.swimming.sinking.friend.foe.
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My Interests

I LIVE TO PLAY/DO SPORTS
SocceR,TracK,DirtbikinG,PaintballinG,The JokeR
i luv evything i touch
including purple Lelephants

I'd like to meet:

Im so happy that I have you!!
Your the one that I can always count on!!
You always bring a BIG SMILE to my face=)!!
I will luv you for ever and alwyas in my heartLOGAN

Music:

i LIVE for music
Ledd ZepplenQueen
ZappaNirvana
Stone Temple PioletsBob Marley
Jimmy Hendrex
Rolling Stones
Marcy Playground
NOFX
Headstones
NEEDLEFISH/BOB YER UNCLE
Jim Morrison
superstamp
The Used
EMERY
ALESANA
Anything August
Sullivan
Breaking The Silence
Drop Dead Gorgeous
sences fail
Autum Silence

Heroes:

Somebody please tell me what am i suppose to do? you died and i'm here thinking that i hear your voice, but it's somebody else it's always somebody else why did you die? don't leave me please i beg you God tonight bring me peace i'll never sleep without the dreams of you alive here with me the brightness left your eyes as i held your face don't tell me it's the right time and your last words will sustain me until my end...until i see you again white words (your life) evade me (but a moment) i'll wait to (i'll cling to) remember you (forever) and what you had (your words) meant to me (on my blood) could never be forgotten the chains (why) of death (don't take) are falling (away), but my heart still bleeds it longs for (why) the day (did you die) when we will be as one

My Blog

HER eye's wide open

complicating sisuations, thats what they are.pardon HER for saying sorry once again.SHE'S not hiding, SHE'S jsut trying to find a back door.for THEM to hide, its all for THEM.so now SHE'S standing the...
Posted by will.YOU.been.my.FIRST.&&.LAST.?/?/? on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 05:22:00 PST

SCARD!!

scard to runn. scard to hide. &n...
Posted by will.YOU.been.my.FIRST.&&.LAST.?/?/? on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 04:29:00 PST

fighting the battles within her self-

eyes so soft, lips so gental, heart so tender, never to hurt a soul but her own. watching the clock as the hours pass, waiting for that time to apear once again, for her sake, the sake of her freedom ...
Posted by will.YOU.been.my.FIRST.&&.LAST.?/?/? on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 04:39:00 PST

screams && shouts

SCREAMING, can you stay a while.or just FOREVER?OPEN eyes your gone.with out you, go AWAY!CLOSE my eyes, for a nother day.just a thought of your HERO CRY!make a wish for you to stay,just FOREVER...
Posted by will.YOU.been.my.FIRST.&&.LAST.?/?/? on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 12:59:00 PST

...TURING AWAY...

HER PASSIONS;HAVE TURNEDINTO DISTORIONS;;LOOKING INTO HIM ITS LIKE LOOKING INTO DARKNESS;HOLDING HER BACK;;THIS TENSION IS TOO MUCH;WANTING TO TAKE IT SLOW;BUT SHES JSUT JUMPING INTO IT TOO FAST;SOMTH...
Posted by will.YOU.been.my.FIRST.&&.LAST.?/?/? on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 12:04:00 PST

marking her up..

She Tries So Hard;She Puts All That She Has Into What She Does For Him;;But It Doesnt Seem To Make A Difference;Cuz Its All The Same In The End;;Why Is It That He's Never Content With What She Does F...
Posted by will.YOU.been.my.FIRST.&&.LAST.?/?/? on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 08:39:00 PST

.some.times.wondering.?.

some.times.i.just.wonder.to. myself.why.iam.i.still.here.?. why.do.i.want.to.still.be.here. because.its.not. worth.anything. .truth.is.i.dont.want.to. ...
Posted by will.YOU.been.my.FIRST.&&.LAST.?/?/? on Thu, 16 Nov 2006 11:05:00 PST

...broken...

...BROKEN... Broken watch, Broken nail, Broken heart,? Broken soul, Broken everything and anythin...
Posted by will.YOU.been.my.FIRST.&&.LAST.?/?/? on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 10:31:00 PST

...What To Say...

what do you say... to some one who as done nothing...
Posted by will.YOU.been.my.FIRST.&&.LAST.?/?/? on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 02:47:00 PST

Nothing Beautiful..

Nothing Beautiful... Iam nothing ...Nothing more or less then the average humanbeing... Just nothing here nor there...Nothing to live for...Nothing to fight for.. Nothing to love...Nothing to ha...
Posted by will.YOU.been.my.FIRST.&&.LAST.?/?/? on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 11:47:00 PST