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John

I am here for Friends and Networking

My Interests

Music:

Tool, Smashing Pumpkins, Radiohead, Coldplay, Nine Inch Nails, A Perfect Circle, Madonna, Marilyn Manson, Tori Amos, and too many varied bands and styles to mention. Music is expressed passion, and I am a very passionate person.

My Blog

The World is Will

If the world is will, it must be a world of suffering. Will itself indicates want, and its grasp is always greater than its reach. For every wish that is satisfied, there remain ten more that are deni...
Posted by John on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

metamorphosis

Today marks the threshold date of one of the longest sustained periods of daily working out and healthier (read;  healthIER) eating in a long time.  I finally found an exercise program that is not onl...
Posted by John on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Feelings best expressed by someone else

Forty-Six & 2My shadow'sShedding skin andI've been pickingScabs again.I'm downDigging throughMy old musclesLooking for a clue.I've been crawling on my bellyClearing out what could've been.I've bee...
Posted by John on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Music Therapy

I'm in a much better mood than I was yesterday, and wishing that I was back in a band again. It was such a freeing feeling to perform. It's as though I transform into a completely different person, ...
Posted by John on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

And So I Retreat (Again)

A long time ago, on my livejournal, I made a post. I'm going to copy and paste it here, and SOME OF YOU BITCHES ARE GOING TO READ IT. I felt like this at work for much of the night: And So I Retr...
Posted by John on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST