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MagiK Etoile

By tomorrow morning we could be dead drunk... or just dead

About Me

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You're A Chorus Line! You're wild, kinky, and love dance. Music is your life. You've had a dramatic past, but then again, who hasn't?
Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!I’m sad, but I’m not unhappy. I do not hate myself, but I do not like me. I love people, but hate almost eveybody. I am lonely, but I’m not alone. I’m unwanted, but I’m not unloved. I am Loveless.Hi! I am Clay... or MagiK... or whoever you want me to be right now ^_~ I am a human being living on the planet earth on the northern hemisphere on the continent of north america in the united states of america in the state of arizona in maricopa county in the city of mesa in my house. I work at Insight. I am starting to enjoy my life again... somewhat, and I have a couple friends who make me know they don't hate me and they are making me learn that i can be happy again. I am a hopeless romantic, emphasis on hopeless. I am at a job to where I can live comfortably, but still spend way too much money. If you want to know anything about me, just ask. If you ask me a question, i will answer, though i may not just divulge information about me randomly. oh, and when you see the fish flying at night, turn left at the taco.MySpace Codes - Online Dating SiteI edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!

My Interests

way too many. most of them involve the arts in some fashion. i love music, i love singing, dancing, acting. i love meeting new people and anybody who wants to talk to me. i enjoy being productive, if not i go insane.

I'd like to meet:

No idea, if I'm meant to meet you, then I will. If I don't, then it was not meant to be. *shrug* There is nobody who I know I want to meet, because I don't know them yet, so how can I know that I want to meet somebody I don't know???

Music:

pick a genre and the music is usually pretty good. i enjoy most music, but certain songs and artists can be a turnoff. the only genre that i don't really enjoy is country. sadly enough though i found one country song i like, Big Deal by Leann Rimes. Favorate genres would have to be Techno and Showtunes.

Movies:

Hmmmm movies. I dont watch many movies anymore, but i'm watching alot more now than I have in the past few years. I need somebody to convince me to watch it though, or i wont touch it. so hey, come watch a movie with me ^_^

Books:

Books, I like books. It is usually my prefered form of entertainment, well other than my computer. If I had the chance I would sit there and read all the time, that is until I feel like I am wasting my life and I need to go out. Although I am in the middle of like 5 books right now and have not read any of them... it makes me sad inside

Heroes:

I like monkeys. The pet store was selling them for five cents apiece. I thought this was odd since they are normally a couple thousand apiece. I decided not to look a gift horse in the mouth, so I bought 200 of them. I like monkeys. I took my 200 monkeys home. I have a big car. I let one of them drive. His name was Sigmund. He was retarded. In fact, none of them were really bright. They kept punching themselves in the genitals. I laughed. They punched me in the genitals. I stopped laughing. When I got home, I herded them into my room. They didn't adapt very well to their new environment. They would screech and hurl themselves off the couch at high speeds and slam into the wall. Although humorous at first, the spectacle lost its novelty halfway into it's third hour. Two hours later I found out why all the monkeys were so inexpensive: they all died. No apparent reason. They all just sort of dropped dead. Kinda like when you buy a goldfish and it dies five hours later. God damn cheap monkeys. I didn't know what to do. There were 200 dead monkeys lying all over my room; on the bed, in the dresser, hanging from my bookcase. It looked like I had 200 throw rugs. I tried to flush one down the toilet. It didn't work. It got stuck. Then I had one dead, wet monkey and one hundred ninety-nine dead, dry monkeys. I tried to pretend that they were just stuffed animals. That worked for awhile, that is, until they began to decompose. It started to smell real bad. I had to pee but there was a dead monkey in my toilet and I didn't want to call a plumber. I was embarrassed. I tried to slow down the decomposition by freezing them. Unfortuantely there was only enough room for two at a time, so I had to change them every 30 seconds. I also had to eat all the food in the freezer so it didn't go bad. I tried to burn them, but little did I know that my bed was flammable. I had to extinguish the fire. Then I had one dead, wet monkey in my toilet, two dead frozen monkeys in my freezer, and one hundred ninety-seven dead, charred monkeys in a pile on my bed, and The odor wasn't improving. I became agitated at my inability to dispose of the dead monkeys and I really had to use the bathroom. So I went and severely beat one of the monkeys. I felt better. I tried throwing them away, but the garbage man said the city was not allowed to dispose of charred primates. I told him I had a wet one. He couldn't take it either. I didn't bother asking about the frozen ones. I finally arrived at a solution: I gave them out as Christmas gifts. My friends didn't quite know what to say. They pretended to like them, but I could tell they were lying ingrates. So I punched them in the genitals. 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My Blog

I Left Behind My Junk

I got a new cd, and i'm loving it!!! It is making me think alot about certain things and i think helping me overall... Hard to explain and not sure i totally want to write on here why, but take a look...
Posted by MagiK Etoile on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 02:48:00 PST

Goodbye

Why do we spend time doing this? I can tell you I originally found it as a nice way to keep in touch with those people who I have moved away from, to see people that have not been around in a long ti...
Posted by MagiK Etoile on Wed, 18 Oct 2006 06:43:00 PST

Pasha

For those of you who wanted more information, here is what I was able to gather from the telephone call with Stephie (his best friend) yesterday. I finally got ahold of her. Pasha passed away sometime...
Posted by MagiK Etoile on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 06:58:00 PST

A talk with God... literally

Angelus471 (8:04:34 PM): sorry i disappeared earlierAngelus471 (8:04:36 PM): my power went outMs Irish Creme (8:04:42 PM): 'tis okayMs Irish Creme (8:04:45 PM): it happesnMs Irish Creme (8:04:47 PM): ...
Posted by MagiK Etoile on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 08:24:00 PST

End

Well today Pasha broke up with me... and im not sure how to react. It is difficult overall to say what i feel. I hurt, but I don't. I'm sad, but I'm not. I want to hurt so much more than I do, and I f...
Posted by MagiK Etoile on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 03:08:00 PST

Confusing

Okay, i'm not really sure what to think, i've been kinda seeing somebody now for almost 2 months... but nothing seems to be moving. It's wierd because I am the first boy he's ever been with, and its n...
Posted by MagiK Etoile on Sat, 10 Jun 2006 11:07:00 PST

Good days

For once I'm writting not all moody like normal. So I am excited!!! I mean I am really quite broke right now... but that will only last until the 5th. So that will help relieve whatever stress I have ...
Posted by MagiK Etoile on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 06:34:00 PST