{Social Loser.}JesiMikuhH[Ownzz Brandahh!]

I wish I was
Perfect
Like You...
The girl who seemed unbreakable, Broke
The girl who seemed so strong, Crumbled.
The girl who always laughed, Cried.
The Girl who never stopped Trying
The girl who always stood, Sat Down.
The girl who always smiled, Frowned.
The girl who suddenly started Dieing.
My name is Francine.
But I like to be called Jes.
I'm a typical girl.
But I might be a little below typical.
I love rock, and any type of rock.
I love to pretend I look different from what I really do look like.
My friends think I'm funny and awesome.
They don't know I try really hard.
I get over-depressed alot.
I hate preps that try to be emo.
I've lied alot in the past.
I try to do good at school.
And I also try to look as pretty as I can.
I don't try to be emo anymore.
And I don't go by titles anymore.
My hair never does anything I want it to.
And my body never fits in with everyone elses.
My life is decent, at times.
But alot of times it's a living hell.
I try my best to not show my real feelings.
And I'm probably the most real person on the block.
I talk to guys all the time.
Though, I do talk to some girls, too.
I'll never be good enough for myself.
And one day I'll learn to accept that.
Sometimes, though, I think that I am pretty.
But that's before I go out to School.
I've been asked out only very few times.
And I havn't had a boyfriend in a very long time.
I've been rejected alot of times.
Though I may not be good-looking or rich, I can be one of the greatest friends you have.
And that is the truth.
Oh, and by the way,
Don't judge me by my looks.
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