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i'm in love with things you can't define. jolene michelle. seventeen. vegetarian. aspiring writer. obsessive compulsive. nocturnal. quiet. procrastinator. germophobic. rarely on time for anything. potential alcoholic. easily annoyed. addicted to chapstick. misses her best friend.
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I'M RARELY ON MYSPACE.

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i'll never tell you how i really feel.
i'm really, really indecisive.
if you want to leave, i'll let you leave. even if it kills me.
i mean what i say.
i'll care about you more than you care about me.
you'll hurt me without knowing.
i'll disappoint you. i promise.
i have trust issues. large ones.
i never have 100% confidence in anything i do.
i hold things in until i explode.
i analyze more than you can imagine.
i'm scared of everything.

My Interests

epiphanies. space. photographs. the human mind. books. francais. travelling. knitting. snow. sunrise. sailing. tea !

I'd like to meet:

people who mean what they say.

Music:

maybe the music isn't dead.Bright Eyes
Yeah Yeah Yeahs.
Circa Survive.
yes.

Movies:

garden state .
requiem for a dream.
fight club.
wicker park.
crash.
breakfast club.
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
edward scissorhands.

Books:

please don't kill the freshman.

My Blog

no, you can't stay mad at the setting sun.

i read the things i wrote a month ago. a year ago. five seconds ago. i eat oatmeal in the morning and wonder how many mornings i'll eat oatmeal. i wonder how many mornings it will be until i am servin...
Posted by ; jolene. [ sun syrup ! on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 09:13:00 PST

she defends it, with a warped rationale.

you know, i wrote that on the inside of the book in pencil for a reason. see? i knew i would want to change what it said. i know myself all to well. i knew i wasn't sure that that's what i wanted it t...
Posted by ; jolene. [ sun syrup ! on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 10:44:00 PST

the words "best friend" become redefined.

yeah. this wasn't really done, but i have to go. so i shall post it for now.best friends is you knowing me better than i know myself. best friends is unintentionally speaking the same words ...
Posted by ; jolene. [ sun syrup ! on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 01:57:00 PST

coordinate: brain&&mouth.

umm hi. i kinda like you.please don't like me back...kthanks...
Posted by ; jolene. [ sun syrup ! on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 08:15:00 PST

short stories with tragic endings.

Here you stand seething with guilt.Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness,the one thing that I cannot give.I can give you freedom from you...
Posted by ; jolene. [ sun syrup ! on Wed, 28 Dec 2005 04:24:00 PST

casually dressed and deep in conversation.

yeah, i'm a complicated person. i ponder a lot, more than most, and more than most think. i contradict myself constantly. i dont think straight, i confuse myself, so i'm to blame for confusing the peo...
Posted by ; jolene. [ sun syrup ! on Tue, 23 Aug 2005 03:06:00 PST

sing the sorrow.

7 songs.. for 7 days.music is my boyfriend. "Failure By Design"Watch you on the one's and two's.Through a window in a well lit room.Become a recluse.And I blame myself because I make things hardand y...
Posted by ; jolene. [ sun syrup ! on Tue, 16 Aug 2005 03:38:00 PST