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Velvet Lollipop

Ma? Ya on uppers?

About Me



I don't feel the sickness yet, but it's in the post. That's for sure. I'm in the junkie limbo at the moment. Too ill to sleep. Too tired to stay awake, but the sickness is on its way. Sweat, chills, nausea. Pain and craving. A need like nothing else I've ever known will soon take hold of me. It's on its way.

My Interests

Music Photography Movies Books Bradley Roszell

I'd like to meet:



Music:

Diary Of Dreams, Dead Can Dance,Anathema, Blutengel, Blood Axis, Melotron, Cruxshadows, Amon Amacht, Agathodaimon, Bloodflowerz, VNV Nation, Forma Tadre, Siouxie and the Banshees , My Ruin, Spahn Ranch, Jack Of Jill, Nightwish, Within Temptation, Mephisto Walz, Umbra Et Imago, Siebenburgen, Controlled Bleeding, KMFDM, Covenant, Judas Iscariot, Alien Sex Fiend, Tool, Dark Tranquillity, Darkseed,Mortiis, Falkenbach, Pazuzu, Leave's Eyes, Inkubus Sukkubus, Sunterra, Equilibrium, Madder Mortem, October Tide, Butterfly Messiah, Naglfar, Goethes Erben, Therion, Crematory, Estatic Fear,L'ame, The Sins Of Thy Beloved, Pain of Salvation, Cadaveria, Project Pitchfork, Moonsorrow Immortelle,Testament, Pro-Pain, Morgul, Nocturnal Rites, Deathstars, Bile, Canaan, Ensiferum, Death In June, Kampfar, Katatonia, Die Apokalyptischen Reiter, Kraftwerk, Deathspell Omega, Black Tape For A blue girl, Elf Power, Suicide Commando, Cocteau Twins, Erben_Der_Schöpfung, Love Like Blood, Flowers Of Romance, Sentenced, Derzamat, Sevendust, White Lion, Soilwork, Sonata Arctica, Sopor Aeternus, Gothica, Squarepusher, The Smiths, The Tea Party, Paradise Lost, Grand Alchemist, Placebo, Radiohead, Bjork, Muse, My Dying Bride, Murderdolls, Clinic, Nevermore, Massive Attack, Armen Ra, Wolfsheim, Among the Weeds, Gregorian Chants, Wumpscut, Lustmord

Movies:

Fight Club, Requiem For A Dream, Pulp Fiction, The Crow, Acid House, Pi, A Clockwork Orange, Lolita, Interview With A Vampire, Full Metal Jacket, The Shining, Donnie Darko, Natural Born Killers, Boys Dont Cry, American History X, The Big Lebowski, 2001: The Space Oddysey, Dead Poets Society, Cube, Mulholland Drive, Seven, Reservoir Dogs, Amelie, Talladega Nights, MOTHERFUCKER

Television:

you can tell me not to end it all
but you can't give me a reason
not to fall
there has been a lifetime of pain
there have been a thousand years of strain
i want to be free
why won't you let me be?
there has a been a million cutting lies
there has been so little paradise
i want to be free
let the angels come for me
so many nights
have led to this
it's the passing of life
that has been my soul's eclipse
i found heaven in one place
i felt the purest there
but the days since that embrace
convince me heaven
doesn't care
i'm convinced that heaven
was never there
given the chance
given the time
i would give it all
for one moment for all time
i could care less
for any of this
i want that angel's
only offer of bliss
so tell me not
to end it all
come up with any reason
not to fall
it's been a lifetime of pain
i feel the thousand years of strain
i want to be free
you won't let me be
there have been a million cutting lies
there has been so little paradise
i want to be
why won't you let it be?
tell me not
to end it all.....
i've got no reason to go on
and heaven's not a place where i belong
but you tell me not to end it all.....

Books:

Bukowski, Frederic Beigbeder, Chuck Palahniuk, Irvine Welsh

Heroes:

Ersin Karabulut (Mom can I be like him when I grow up?) -Oh I dont think you can have a penis hun. but most of all Nathan is my hero.but most of all Nathan is my hero.

My Blog

Half forgotten memories

Lost her, lost him.. Lost many of them.Did I ever have them? Years past by.. I feel loved for a second, then it's gone. Gone for a long time.. I get lost.I swear I never knew how it could be..I am tir...
Posted by Blood on Acid (Velvet Lollipop) on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 01:19:00 PST

barriers

the question is simple....... Talking to you from the other side of a wall in my mind..............Where are you?oh dear. I am tired. I am really tired.i am lost.it hurts, and it will hurt even more. ...
Posted by Blood on Acid (Velvet Lollipop) on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 12:38:00 PST

lies

wanna dance? wanna get wasted? are you tired?tired of that boring mask you wearbe my devil angeland the velvet lollipop for the tragic eye on milk platelollipopsweeter than death...
Posted by Blood on Acid (Velvet Lollipop) on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 02:50:00 PST

where is the line

where is the line with you?mom i lost my way.. I dont want you to know. I dont want you to see.Mom tell daddy to not hurt me.i still feel it.mom my cigarette... it was a mistake i swear.mom he got me ...
Posted by Blood on Acid (Velvet Lollipop) on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 09:34:00 PST

Melt.

Gesichter reden auf mich ein So werd ich nie zu Hause sein.My heart melting. My brain melting. I don't know what this feeling is.I don't know what to do from now on. Where to go..I got lost, I got le...
Posted by Blood on Acid (Velvet Lollipop) on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 05:31:00 PST

when I feel happy..

I don't write.I.. I see your eyes.Far away... I never got close to you.I remember tears.. I remember wetness..All my body was crying. I wanted you to get you out of me. I wanted to get you out of...
Posted by Blood on Acid (Velvet Lollipop) on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 04:31:00 PST

I've got no reason to go on..

don't ask me why..don't ask me whats falling in me.don't ask me how my heart is in a million pieces right now.I want to be free..Let the angels come for me.It hurt. It really did. It hurt me too bad. ...
Posted by Blood on Acid (Velvet Lollipop) on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 05:54:00 PST

again.

Again.. I got lost. I got left alone. I'm full of hatred.Misunderstood for once more. My heart beating like crazy. Can't stop it. I tried, I tried.It just wont shut up. Wont let me sleep, wont let me ...
Posted by Blood on Acid (Velvet Lollipop) on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 05:29:00 PST

b.r.s.z.l

Not one person knows how I feel. Including me.I'm listening to the same old song..I've waited for the crow to come for years, for years filled with tears and he never did.He never realized I was there...
Posted by Blood on Acid (Velvet Lollipop) on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 10:43:00 PST

you make this all go away

I just want something.. I just want something I can never have..."I know what you want but I will never give it to you"That evil smile.Hurts.. I will get over it.. I will get over it. I fucking will g...
Posted by Blood on Acid (Velvet Lollipop) on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 11:12:00 PST