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Art is the only possible explanation for the human suffering (F. Nietzsche)

About Me

And I will never see the truth
This is not a matter of my youth
I do not need anybody else
Bonds would put my mind into cells

And I will never know I was wrong
Never listen to those truly strong
I do not fear anything that's not me
Ignorance is the ultimate key

But I wouldn't want to live like this forever
But change myself? never, never!
The very thought sends shivers down my spine
I'm sure everything, everything will be fine

I am the one who cries out at night
For somebody to change my very core
Not sure why I live in endless fright
Doomed to love only myself for evermore

I am the one who has no real friends
Shallow people flocking to my banner
Always trying to make easy amends
Cherishing my own overbearing manner

Life, always fragile
I will never change
Love, always fleeting
I will never change

But I wouldn't want to live like this forever
Maybe I really was too clever
But I wouldn't want to end like that
I would die lonely and incredibly sad

I will never drag myself out of this
The shadows of my past bogging me down
Feeling lost in turmoil and crisis
My face forever set in an endless frown

I have been hurt beyond mental repair
Thence destined to suffer eternal damnation
No one can be there for me to care
But without I will never find salvation

Lust, always empty
But I will never change
Death, always tempting
But I will never change

Everything is about control
I must never slip, nor ever fall
Anything is possible for me

I must never doubt
And finally be free
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I'd like to meet:



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Music:

i dont like labels but to get an idea about whats in my stereo here are some music genres im mostly interested in:

industrial/experimental/power electronics/ebm/electrogothic/aggroindustrial/noise(power noise and some harsh)/dark ambient/darkwave/some death rock/some neofolk/black metal(mostly avantgarde-intelligent-experimental)/some atmospheric metal/neoclassical music

Some Bands:

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Television:


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[n0id] probably is not, and will never be, who you think she is, and/or who you want her to be..."

currently studying art sciences in university of ioannina...drawing, sculpting, digital media editing and other interesting and/or boring stuff...

according to recent studies she is approximately 66.6% human, apart from the machinery stuff...

most of the times she is misunderstood my people

so she prefers not to talk much, only when she thinks she should

but even so there is little difference..

bizarre it may seem but she is neither a snobbish person.. [i'd call her rather friendly : ]

nor an antisocial being..

she just wishes to keep certain things to herself

either to feel more secure [as far as this is possible]

either for personal reasons [see what i mean? ; ]

at least she surely means what shes saying.. and never says something just to please the ears of the listener..

what she hates and cant stand is any form of pressure..

it gets her nervous

she also dislikes people who dont realise the NEAT lines between 'theirs' and 'hers', 'their wants' and 'her wants'
and have no limits in their behaviour
BUT demand everyone to think like they do

dont be fooled by the kinda aggressive tone of her scripts.. she doesnt want people to think like she does.. she just wants to be respected..also her beliefs

is surely NO proud of being greek

dislikes most greek people, especially those who are proud of it...like they couldnt have been born somewhere else...

reads/sleeps a lot (even atificial beings need some resting ;p )..

listens to music a lot and lives just for art...

has self-destructive tendencies when in a bad mood.. and surely she isnt proud about it..

but still tries to think in a positive way..

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will probably you if you add her to your friends without contacting her first or afterwards, especially if you havent much in common with her

the sure thing is that she will treat you nicely if you will too ; ..

...and surely she isn't too good in talking about herself so you should ask her in case you have any questions..

for those about to contact me

1) talk :p

2)i'd like to be contacted before you add me..get to know you via a message or anything.. i just like to know some things about people who are on my friends list..so that i can call them, in a way, friends.. im not making a collection here ;)

3) i usually accept few requests and i delete people who dont talk to me for a long time or people with whom i feel i dont have much in common..not to mention spammers-rude people..you'd better be okay with that, in my opinion its reasonable
4) if you have read all i wrote it means you have paid close attention to what i think and i appreciate it so thank you about this.. if you havent it doesnt mean i dont want you on my friends list, just skip the 'thank you' part

Books:

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