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broken heart;; that's still beating.

Mess Of A Dreamer With The Nerve To Adore You.

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my name is hollye call me zombie or hollyekat nothing else because yeah thats my name and nicknames. im an easy going girl who gives everyone a chance at showing who and whay they are like, im not the judging type unless i have my reasons to do so, im a cunt when i wanna be and im really nice otherwise. i dont care what you think about me or the way i live my life, noone will ever dictate the way that i act or the choice and mistakes that i make.
I have an amazing circle of friends, and amazing family who i will never neglect or feel ashamed of, i love my brothers to death.
theres more to me than my "cute" face, i believe that the only true and most special beauty is the way people are on the inside looks dont matter because at the end of the day theres always someone out there who would give the world for you and think you are amazing. i have my own points of view and my own morals you dont like them then do me the favour of fucking off and leaving me alone. im really nice so i think you should give me a comment i dont really like msgs.
From Kory:
Yeah.. what she said. Asses. I am on Hollie's profile. Woo! She let me too.. soo, don't get mad or anything. This is my addition to her about me. Isn't it great? Well.. I'm going to leave now, okay? I love you, Hollie. I always will.
I'm gone.

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Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around.
You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more.

You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself.

Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are.

The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it's like being young again. Colors seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn't exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always brings a smile to your face.

In their presence, there's no need for continuous conversation, but you find you're quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon.

You open your heart knowing that there's a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that's so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end.

Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

I love you, Kory.

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This is my best friend.
I love her more than anyone. I will not be shaken.

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My Blog

[12] Q&A

Lately people have been asking me a lot of questions and then they got a little repetitive. So I thought I would make a new Q&A blog.1. What is your real name?-Uh. It's Hollye. It was Hollie but I...
Posted by broken heart;; that's still beating. on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 12:42:00 PST

[11]Seventeen Aint So Sweet...

I found my happiness. It's back. Yay me! I decided to be truthful to myself and fix my problems before working on anyone elses. Blehatchu if you think that's selfish. I come before anyone else in this...
Posted by broken heart;; that's still beating. on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 09:18:00 PST

[10]Are you lying?

Why am I still alive? My hearts been broken way too many times. =[ My life is a downward fucking spiral. Fall in love > HappyHappy > Heart gets broken > Depression > Someone decides they can pick up t...
Posted by broken heart;; that's still beating. on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 04:09:00 PST

[9]Baby I Cant Make It On My Own.

Well I guess I've finally been forgotten. I thought this would be easy. I thought and hoped he would be easy to forget. Well it's not easy to forget your first real love. I hear he's married now. Cong...
Posted by broken heart;; that's still beating. on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 04:40:00 PST

[7]Here To Break You..

I'm here to break you. I'm here to make you cry. Question your faith. Your sexuality. Your reason for living.   i'm in love. in love. the words i used to be scared of. giving my heart away. agai...
Posted by broken heart;; that's still beating. on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 02:01:00 PST

[6]My Parachute Didn't Open..

So if I were to draw you a picture depicting you or something you like, you'd probably laugh..(at least to yourself) and you'll look away and avoid any and all eye contact with me for the next thirty ...
Posted by broken heart;; that's still beating. on Thu, 31 May 2007 10:52:00 PST

[5]It's been too long.

This morning when I woke up I looked in the mirror and I actually looked relieved. I finally let him go. No more thoughts holding me back. No more feelings hiding behind words. No more lying and sayin...
Posted by broken heart;; that's still beating. on Wed, 30 May 2007 03:07:00 PST

[4]Broken Hearted.

I can't stand not being with you. My heart beats slower. My step is unsteady. My voice is shaky. My eyes refuse to stop watering when I think of you. If I knew where you were I'd be there. My memorie...
Posted by broken heart;; that's still beating. on Tue, 29 May 2007 09:29:00 PST

[2] Pants Thief, yo.

So today pretty much rocked my socks off. =] Eh last year was better because Josh Reha signed my booty and my boobehs. Fun, fun! So anyways. I have overrr 200 signatures on my body. Arms, chest, ...
Posted by broken heart;; that's still beating. on Mon, 07 May 2007 03:13:00 PST

[1] Poem.

Living in a dreamlandof my deepest fantasybut is it possible dreamscan become reality?at first i thought no.it will never be trueu'd never feel the same wayi feel about youuntil that moment,dicided to...
Posted by broken heart;; that's still beating. on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 10:51:00 PST