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HoPeLess+HeLpLess=LiFe

follow ur head, not ur heart, then u will find happiness

About Me

my names ashley, im 20 and going to school to be a RN. i just had my beautiful daughter, alyssa brooke johnson, april 21st...she's my world, never knew i had so much love to give with out gettin my heart broke...she was 7lbs10oz and 20.5inches...if u have ne ?s just ask...

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Your Deadly Sins
Envy: 60%
Sloth: 40%
Gluttony: 20%
Greed: 20%
Lust: 20%
Wrath: 20%
Pride: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 26%
You will die at the hands of a jealous lover. How ironic. How Sinful Are You?
You Are 44% Evil
You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.
Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination. How Evil Are You?

Music:

i listens almost all types of music depending on my mood or who i'm with
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Movies:

i'll get into just about any movie but i love horror and stand up comedy's
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Television:


The PJ's You Are Most Like: No PJ's
You're a bit of a hedonist - opting for comfort over everything else
You have an understated, easy sexyness that men love
You'll risk that for the feeling of sheets against your bare skin! What Kind of PJ's Are You?

Books:

true story, mystery or horror...
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Heroes:

my mom is one of my biggest heroes, she stood by me when i was left to stand alone..
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My Blog

Shattered n Scattered

Promises meant to be broken And hearts soon to be shattered The peices to this heart Once again scattered My lifes fallin apart Right in front of my eyes You see angry screaming I see help me cr...
Posted by HoPeLess+HeLpLess=LiFe on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 04:07:00 PST

HEAD VS. HEART

MY HEAD SAID LEAVE BUT MY HEART SAID STAY SO GIVE BACK MY BREATH YOU TOOK AWAY WITH YOUR SOFT LIPS AND HEAVENLY KISS THIS CHANCE FOR LOVE I'D HATE TO MISS I KNOW IT CANT END IF IT DONT START BUT ITS H...
Posted by HoPeLess+HeLpLess=LiFe on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 04:21:00 PST

IN MY DREAMS

I see you in my dreams But I never sleep The problem with this Is it's cutting too deep Your smile haunts me Every minute of the hour With my heart I gave you too much power I see you in my dreams ...
Posted by HoPeLess+HeLpLess=LiFe on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 03:58:00 PST

ANOTHER FRIEND- ANOTHER WHORE

Another friend down Another friend whoring around Another friend sleeping with my man Another friend I don't understand Another friend who can kiss my ass Another friend who didn't last Another friend...
Posted by HoPeLess+HeLpLess=LiFe on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 03:52:00 PST

Going to Rehab

I'm going crazy with all i hold inside Damn i feel sick, time to get off this ride The ups, the downs and the loops in between This may be my only chance to come clean I'm going to rehab for heartache...
Posted by HoPeLess+HeLpLess=LiFe on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 07:56:00 PST

SUICIDE NOTE

they say what dont break u will make u stronger but this pain i feel, i will feel no longer yes this means forever good-bye no i wont leave through suicide god wont forgive me for taking my life but f...
Posted by HoPeLess+HeLpLess=LiFe on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 06:39:00 PST

my prayer

lord, i've never felt so alone with the past gone n the future unknown lord, it kills me to pretend i dont care that the love of my life still aint here lord, i need help moving on i now know he's tru...
Posted by HoPeLess+HeLpLess=LiFe on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 10:01:00 PST

i'll do me n u do u

either u like me or u dont either u'll want me or u wont i dont know what u expect from me but u of all people know nothin comes free u want my love then love u must return u want my respect then resp...
Posted by HoPeLess+HeLpLess=LiFe on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 01:37:00 PST

loved vs. loveless

For those of u who found love i wish u the best For those who have not come join the rest There is more of us then there r of u So many loveless and the loved so few If someone tells u its better to h...
Posted by HoPeLess+HeLpLess=LiFe on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 01:33:00 PST

inspiration

you've always been my inspiration good or bad is your interpretation you give me the emotions i need to write in time of need you were my guiding light times have changed and so have we now my heart w...
Posted by HoPeLess+HeLpLess=LiFe on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 01:28:00 PST