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tHe BeSt ChoCoLaTe iN tHe BoX!

About Me


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I am a young girl, and grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrifed and excited. I am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly and careful and carless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead. I am hard working and determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I'm a hopeless romantic. I pray to god and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells, and I walk on fire. I believe in passion and true love. I am everything and nothing all at once and all I want is for you to love me.I love thunderstorms I love white chocolate I am addicted to the show HEREOS I am addicted to listening to Josh Groban I am addicted to GARDEN SALSA sunchips I am addicted to Ritas WATERICE I AM A GLiTTER WHORE!!! I've been in an interracial relationship w/ my husband for 3 yrs. I am obsessed with anything having to do with Horror movies/horror I have two tattoos and I want two more I am terrifed of bugs and dollsmy favorite holiday is Halloween My son and my husband are my everything I have a passion for old fashion pinup Lips and eyes are sexy Tats on a guy is sexy Watching a guy smoke can be sexy too! im weird like that
L-o-v-e feel desire for somebody: to feel romantic and sexual desire and longing for somebody. a passionate feeling of romantic desire and sexual attraction. very strong affection: an intense feeling of tender affection and compassion.
Proverbs 3:5-6 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart. Lean not on your own understandings. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will direct your path." I cherish all of my friends very much! Alicia and Leslie have been there for 16 yrs and counting, holy crap!!! Luv ya girlies!

My Interests


I love to spend time with my son Aidan and my hubby Justin. I like hanging out and going to the Ridge to see 52 pickup with Alicia, Leslie, Kelly, and the rest of the gang! I love anything to do w/ modeling, vintage pinup models/art, pinups/playboy, theater, art, dancing, makeup, advertising, web design. Haunted houses/amusement parks are the PERFECT date to me

I'd like to meet:

Milo Ventigmilia, Josh Groban, Johnny Depp, Tyra Banks, Janice Dickinson, and im sure plenty more!!! I don't like drama, that shit is for the movies. i'm just here looking for old friends, and new friends. I like to call them my Idols...instead of heroes

Music:



I like everything from R&B, country, pop, punk, alternative, contemporay christian, rap, soft rock, classical, easy listening, etc. I'm a HUGE Josh Groban fan aka Grobanite. His music is so moving and really touches your heart.

Movies:



HORROR movies are my favorite movies of all times!

Television:

. Americans Next Top Model . HEROES. Deal or no Deal . Charmed . DEGRASSI . GiRLS NEXT DOOR .Will & Grace . Sabrina . Desperate Housewives . HOUSE . Family Guy . Futurama . Medium . Supernatural . South of Nowhere . NEXT . Wife Swap . American Idol . the UPSIDE DOWN SHOW . Blues Clues . Backyardigains . The Goodnight Show on SPROUT . Max & Ruby . Parental Control. Whos Line Is It Anyway . Cris Angel - Mindfreak . Flavor Of Love-Charm School .

Books:

A Child Called It by Dave Pelzer, GREAT book (i might have the last name spelled wrong?) the Anne Rice novels, Say Cheese & Die Again my favorite goosebumps book lol :P

Heroes:

God and my Son - he has been through so much already and he truly is a strong little boy :)

My Blog

So its time for so long...!

tonight i have to pack up the computer and what not, sooooo no more jassa for awhile!!! We are moving, and we wont have the net back untill around Sept 21st, DAMN haha.  But, when I get a chance,...
Posted by u kNow that bLack girL on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 02:05:00 PST

Moving...

So, everyone is wondering, why we are moving again. We have been in this apartment since March, and we have a window that has a HUGE gap in it, that we asked them to fix- and we weren't "anal" about i...
Posted by u kNow that bLack girL on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 08:16:00 PST

10 Months post Op *i cant even believe that used to be me!*

So i am almost 10 months out from surgery, and i am feeling great. At my last post op vist, the Dr told me I had lost over 20 " off my waist WOW i couldn't even believe it!  HE also told me all o...
Posted by u kNow that bLack girL on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 12:15:00 PST

update on Aidan at childrens Hospital...

Okay, sorry that I haven't been online. But as some of you may know I have been in the hospital with Aidan.  We where in there from Sunday afternoon till Wednesday late afternoon. i know eve...
Posted by u kNow that bLack girL on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 11:31:00 PST

Weight Loss and new info on Aidan

I've been stressed lately about my weight loss.I have been stuck between 223-220 for like over a month now.FINALLY I weighed myself yesterday and I am down to 215!!!!!!!!Let me tell you how I wanted t...
Posted by u kNow that bLack girL on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 10:16:00 PST

another trip to the Emergency Room...

So if u've been keeping track of my blog and what not, you all know that about 3 weeks ago, I had Aidan in the hospital due to his high fever of 105.5 and everything else that was going wrong with him...
Posted by u kNow that bLack girL on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 06:15:00 PST

another trip to the Emergency Room...

So if u've been keeping track of my blog and what not, you all know that about 3 weeks ago, I had Aidan in the hospital due to his high fever of 105.5 and everything else that was going wrong with him...
Posted by u kNow that bLack girL on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 06:15:00 PST

New videos of Aidan

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Posted by u kNow that bLack girL on Wed, 23 May 2007 08:26:00 PST

New videos of Aidan

here's the link to that video incase it doesn't load right Aidan Max & Ruby here's another link incase this video also doesnt work Aidan Blues Clues      ...
Posted by u kNow that bLack girL on Wed, 23 May 2007 08:27:00 PST

this song makes me cry...

ELLIOT YAMIN - WAIT FOR YOU I never felt nothing in the world like this beforeNow I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my doorWhy did you have to go? You could have let m...
Posted by u kNow that bLack girL on Fri, 18 May 2007 08:45:00 PST