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hollie

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Here's to being lied to. To being walked on, used, promised something, & fed bullshit. Here's to seeing the best in him; not believing that he could possibly be as awful as he turned out to be. Here's to trusting over & over & over again because you really wanted to believe that what he did was a mistake, that he's changed. He won't change. The way he is & was is the way he will always be. If he lies to you, he doesn't feel you are good enough to hear the truth. If he plays you, you don't mean enough to him for him to be with just you. Breaking a promise means he is okay with disappointing you. He knows what he is doing when he is doing it. He knows what will hurt you & he does it anyway. As much as he says he does, he doesn't really care about you. Here's to him saying he's sorry. With him, it's one of those words that is said so many times; it doesn't even sound like a word anymore. The only reason he is sorry is because he was caught in his lie. Excuses mean nothing; nothing he could possibly come up with could fix what he did. Now take this as a lesson learned: let him go & move the fuck on with your life!thanks nicole this saying is so true

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god being a mom is so hard

so uh this mom thing is such a walk in the park...my 11 yr old decided she was going to try to drink with a friend last night well thank god this girls older sister called me and let me know so i went...
Posted by hollie on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 11:19:00 PST

ya know the usual blog stuff

ok so now im bout to come home for good and pick up the peices of my life that i allowed to be taken from me out of stupidity..never again will i ever act off of feelings cuz frankly them feelings get...
Posted by hollie on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 06:44:00 PST

you just dont know

so check this out...i let my two oldest kids dad have them for a while cuz i fell in a rough spot in my life this ass hole is now trying to take my rights from me and all custody that i may have. And ...
Posted by hollie on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 07:18:00 PST