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jen is such a boring name..call me shanaynay!

here's to boobies!

About Me

first off i am a lunatic but my son keeps me in line. i love him more than anything. i cant remember why i used to wake up in the morning before he came along. being a mom has taught me more than i think i can ever express. i am trying to fix myself a little bit. i am slowly learning shit i wish i had learned years ago, but what point is there to regret? I play the guitar, i am a photographer. i want to be a boxer or a sumo wrestler. i have an awesome boyfriend who i am nuts about even though he drives me nuts. i hate vegans except jaame. and i hate people that dont bathe and then cover it up with patchoooooooooley. i am a self diagnosed maniac. my moods shift very quickly. if i dont like you, it is hard for me to hide it. especially vegans.
me getting punched in the face during devourment...i am the retard in the orange shirt, lower left hand corner...HOT Myspace Layouts

My Interests

looking at things from a fucked up point of view, photography, music of all sorts, "little people", WeeMan(Eric), meeting weird people,..running, watching fraggle rocks with weeman, reminicing Please check out my website that I am in the process of building... derangedphoto.com

I'd like to meet:

anyone who can carry on an interesting conversation..i love picking other peoples brains to an extent, and occasionally, i allow others to pick my brain. AIM derangedjenn
Create Your Own

Music:

Alice in Chains, Cryptopsy, Held Under, Burnt by the Sun, Dehumanized, ALL SHALL FUCKING PERISH, Skinless, Balls Deep, Chunx, Wasteform....I guess....acid bath, deadboy and the elephantmen, The Red Chord, some pink floyd. CCR, despised icon, ominous, Last Call...your mother..TORN ASUNDER homies!....Gym Class Heros, Pachabel, 311, i can pretty much get into anything if the mood is right....except for country...sorry cowboy

Movies:

Cannable the musical, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, King Pin, Donnie Darco, Tenacious D DVD

Television:

we watch elmo and lord of the rings movies........ohh yes and we love team america world police

Books:

herman hesse augusten burroughs

Heroes:

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My Blog

terrified!!!!!!!!

I am terrified. i cannot fall asleep. i wish you were here next to me. i am so scared of the thoughts that my brain is running away with. memories of lonliness and a broken heart tell me to run away. ...
Posted by big mama jen on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 05:03:00 PST

i want to talk........

A rare occurance, i want to vent. But seriously, I have a problem. whenever i have something to say... i overanalyze what i am thinking, my brain fry's and i cannot communicate. those of you who know ...
Posted by big mama jen on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 05:44:00 PST

i feel like i am floating

words cannot describe how happy and thankful for everything in my life. My son is a beautiful happy kid who is loved by so many people, especially his mama. I am working hard to get us our own little ...
Posted by big mama jen on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 08:14:00 PST

eric my love

everything will be fine, just remember how much i love you. i wish you could see how amazing you are, and know that i need you to keep me going just as you need me to make sure you are safe. you give ...
Posted by big mama jen on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 02:03:00 PST

the love of my life

my time has never been better thanks to this little man. Create Your Own!...
Posted by big mama jen on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 02:38:00 PST

the curtain closes

due to an injury sustained by seacord on the ocean a few days ago, and lost vocals from jeffro, held under has decided to end the tour two days shy of thier last show. it has been a sick fuckin trip, ...
Posted by big mama jen on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 09:12:00 PST

Tour with the under boys Day fuckin 7

where do i begin...first a huge thank you to all of the people that have put us up for the night, gave us food and shower you freiken rock. cause i prolly would have died by now from the stench of the...
Posted by big mama jen on Fri, 07 Jul 2006 01:29:00 PST

beginging of day three..tour update

well so far, i jumped a train to pen station without knowing exactly where i was heading, made my way thourgh manhatten to find then f train through downtown brooklyn, then hailed a cab to the rest of...
Posted by big mama jen on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 06:22:00 PST

i'm so ronrey

empty....gay..blah. it just isnt the same laying on the floor and staring at the ceiling by yourself. i am homesick..i feel so far away, even though i really aint. it just isnt the same. no matter how...
Posted by big mama jen on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 10:29:00 PST

six weird things

the tag game..thanks metal steve! after you get this you gotta tag six peeps and leave six weird thingys about yourself.....   1. i buy cool toys for my son because i like them and wanna play wit...
Posted by big mama jen on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 01:22:00 PST