..::Caitlin::..

Don't lie to me I'll see right through you.
If you gain my trust, congrats!
I tend to overthink things. [Says my math teacher]
I get jealous REALLY easily
I [used to] take karate[Kyokushin]
I like anime[Appleseed and Howl's Moving Castle are my favorites]
I may not be the most amazing girl on the planet, but I'm me, I'm one of a kind so... Like me for who I am, not what everyone else is.
Love. There's so much power behind this word and yet people just throw it around like it's nothing. You can't love someone in two minutes, you can't love someone in two hours, you can't love them in two days or even two weeks. Love is something that people have to build. Once you love someone you can't fall out of love with them because that's not how it works. Something inside you is always going to love that person no matter what they do to you. If they take your heart out squish it down with a tar roller then put it back in you and make it better then do it all over again you will still love them for some unexplained reason. [Or so that's what I've learned.] It's not something that goes away you always remember certian things about that person, like the way they said your name or the way they smiled, the way that you called eachother dumb names that nobody really understood.
Alas, I have decided that happiness is unattainable. Everytime you think you are happy something happens and it all gets fucked up anyway. So basically happiness is just a temporary filler in life so it makes us feel like we aren't completely worthless, although it's a pretty close race.
I'm pretty much the biggest pessimist ever. I don't know why, I have been given all the opportunities of being an optimist, but I don't know how to be one.
We, as humans, are on earth just to tip the scales a bit. We are the problem of this planet, not cars, not water problems, its us. We invented cars, we made the water shitty, we create distructive things in order to make our lives more comfortable. Space exploration? Get a grip, we can't even take care of the planet we have, why should we be so privliged as to get another one that we can destroy. Another thing, people complain about the hole in the O-zone, well every time a space shuttle goes out into space it just creates ANOTHER HOLE! Why do we need Space stations anyway? we have the satalites out there, why do we need another piece of metal floating around out there?
I've always wanted someone to write me a song or a poem. Do you want to?