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What started out as a revengeful retreat I tried my hardest to keep it discrete Both in relationships with mine in a mess Betrayal, dishonestly, with nothing but stress I knew in the beginning friends is all we’d be I never thought of anything more and I’m sure you’d agree After all the years of hurt, my relationship has finally ended But falling for you was never intended I never thought of how the situation could turn When I’d be free of my burden you were never a concern The peace I’ve found and the smiles back on my face All those bad memories I have happily erased Now I’m a little scared and don’t know what to do I find myself often thinking of you How could this happen? Where is the answer to my question? You must have left me with quite an impression It wasn’t your Car, Jewelry or money It wasn’t your Christmas gift that leaves me feeling funny Intelligence, style and the family values you posses Your sense of humor and personality never the less I’m single now and friends we will remain Anything more I’ll surely restrain You aren’t mine to want You aren’t mine to hold But you are my friend if the truth be told Still You are the best part of my favorite fantasies!


A Perfect Murder I watch you quickly destroy. I watch you slowly bury. A beauty that we seek to keep. But mostly impossible to... reach. Death is the solution. To kill is your intention. Death will be yours. Vicars of pain. Conveyor of filth. Spreader of lies. Now the game is over.
Another Day, Another Plague Another Day, Another Plague I Still See The Same Old Shit Like A Never-Ending Story Life's Passing By In Front Of My Eyes Everyday I Wake Up And Things Never Change It's Getting Hard To Have Faith In This World Everyday I Wake Up And Things Never Change It's Getting Hard To Have Faith In This WorldAnother Day, Another Plague It's Like A Cancer Taking The Life Out Of Me The Only Hope I Had Left Is Slowy DyingEveryday I Wake Up And Things Never Change It's Getting Hard To Have Faith In This World Everyday I Wake Up And Things Never Change It's Getting Hard To Have Faith In This WorldThose Days, Have Turned Into Years And I Haven't Gained AnythingEveryday I Wake Up And Things Never Change It's Getting Hard To Have Faith In This World Everyday I Wake Up And Things Never Change It's Getting Hard To Have Faith In This World
Bouc Emissaire When You've Done Something That Effects Me And The Life I Live The Hate In Your Eyes Was All I Could See Your Words Ignite My Hate Your Actions Fuel My RageFor Every Mistake You'ved Ever Made I've Always Took The Blame And Still The Anger In Your Eyes Was All I Needed To SeeYour Words Ignite My Hate Your Actions Fuel My RageYou've Got No Balls, No Claim For Actions You've Been Through So Many Times I Took The Blame For You But Not This Time Never Again
Cease To Suffer Diving head first into this hopeless world. I was born to breathe not to choke. Can you see my wounds. Can you feel my pain. Cease to breathe. Cease to suffer. I choose to face this fucking world. And hold it down until the end.
ChokeThe times we had shared the same ideals The times we had been holding hands Now come to an end Now my hands are crushing your neck. So quick to wash away everything we've built Now my memories fade to black Just like your face within' my grasp
Crucified By Fear You pray to a god that's dead. You just want to keep the faith. Fuck those things they're pieces of shit. Now face reality. You think you are the light of your actions. But you're nothing more that a shadow in our souls. You think you can save us from fear. But fear has been putting you on the cross. Stop lying motherfucker. You are fucking dead.
Dead And Gone Dear drew You blew our flame away It passed by so fast I'm writing this song Despite knowing how it will end. I write blood covered words With tears and a knife in my hands My world is crumbling down Hammers nail me to the ground. I know I'm already dead and gone to you But this story could not carry on without you. Saying these three simple words Once again...I love you You ruined everything I cared for. Fuck you. But now these are my final words Sincerely, yours
Die With Regret Such An Innocent Face And A Wonderful Person You Took Her Last Breath And Now She's Missed In This World An Unforgettable Act, The Worst Possible Thing Playing The Role Of A God With Another Human Being Die With Regret, Die Guilty For What You Did Die With Regret, Die Guilty For What You DidWho Are You To Decide, Who Is To Live And Who Is To Die You'll Be The First To Die Of Better Yet Be Buried Alive We Will Never Forget Everything That You Did The Sentence Lies With Us, We Judge Hard And We Won't ForgiveDie With Regret, Die Guilty For What You Did Die With Regret, Die Guilty For What You DidI Know She's Gonna Wait For You In Hell I Know She's Gonna Save A Place For You In Hell
Disappear As long as I know you fucking leave me alone I no longer see your face You just disappear And I let you drown alone And I let you fall alone I've been escaping this fight for too long This time I'm not going to slip away Never, never again
Downfall Of The Human Empire My wounds are bleeding my hate for you. I'm sick of your destruction's benevolence. As you kill the earth you kill all of us. Downfall of the human empire. I suffer in this dying world. Destined to burn in the flames of hell. Warfare killing lives everyday. Environment's devastation still acts. The death of your freedom is coming. Prepare to meet your destiny.
Eye For An Eye I've Been Tolerating Your Shit For Way Too Long You're One Insult Away From It Going All Wrong I Will Take Back Everything You Took From Me I Will Take Back Everything You Took From MeNow Its All About Revenge Hate And Dedication To Bring You Towards Your Bitter EndI Will Take Back Everything You Took From Me I Will Take Back Everything You Took From MeSo Many Times, I Just Gave Up So Many Times, You Would Pull Me Down Too Many Times, I Let You Win Too Many Times I Handed You The CrownI Will Take Back Everything You Took From Me I Will Take Back Everything You Took From MeEye For An Eye Eye For An Eye Eye For An Eye Eye For An Eye
God's Worthless Promises Attributed to the essence of life. Assimilated to believe in one god. Silenced in what we don't wanna hear. Flesh and soul, are only mine. GO! God's worthless promises. ROCK! Only my mind can save me. From this fortified stronghold. Stronghold.
I've Lost I have seen everything I had. Slipping through my fingers. I sit back and think about. Everything I've lost. I've got nothing to stand for. I've got nothing to fight for. Loss after loss, deception. Grown stronger. Now there is nothing left. But the bruises and the scars. I've got nothing to stand for. I've got nothing to fight for. I've lost. Broken by the scars. Emptied by the tears. This life is never kind. I've got nothing to fight for.
Jaded Lyrics You Think You Are The Next Big Thing You Look So Cool Now. You're Acting Like A Superstar Telling Everyone About Your Bullshit So Long, And Never Come Back So Long, And Don't Cross Me AgainYou Can Say That You Grew Up You Can Say That You're Over This Now But I Can Tell Say That You're Fucking LameSo Long, And Never Come Back So Long, And Don't Cross Me AgainNever Cross Me AgainYou Were All About Being "Young Until I Die" Now You Laugh At Those Days Because It's So Cool To Be Jaded So Long, And Never Come BackAnd Now That You Can't Look Me In The Eyes I See Your Bullshit And All Your LiesSo Long And Never Come Back
Last Kiss Tonight the road home. Feels so long. So many questions. Without any answers. I lost you once again. Now miss you once again. This last night together. Meant nothing to me. Not anymore. You just killed me with that last caress. I even tried to be what you always hoped, tried to figure out what was wrong , was right. I still have no answer for this last kiss.
Laughed At My PainI was reaching for a hand to hold on to. And you threw me this stone. The first that killed all of my hopes. My despair, my misery. Now that I've grown up the roles have changed. My despair, my misery. You're the puppet and I pull the strings. You're the puppet and I pull the fucking strings. Now hang by one.
Lose It All My wounds are bleeding my hate for you I'm sick of your fucking plastic smile. As I bleed you dry You lose your shallow eyes As I bleed you dry You lose that fakes ass smile Lose it all. I've suffered for the last time Now you're destined to burn in the flames of hell Condemned to burn in the flames of hell. My hate is killing you piece by piece The death of your fucking world is coming. Prepare to meet your destiny
No Truce Known For Years The Trouble You've Been Causing And You Thought We Wouldn't Have Seen Anything Now That The Real Truth Is Resurfacing It Isn't Your Innoncence You Should Be Claiming Don't Wait For A Truce The War Is On, The War Is On Don't Wait For A Truce The War Is On, The War Is OnYou Try So Hard To Deny All The Mistakes And All The Lies We've Heard The Bullshit, We Know The Lies No Excuses Can Get You Off This TimeDon't Wait For A Truce The War Is On, The War Is On Don't Wait For A Truce The War Is On, The War Is On
Possessed Conditioning You To Fear Everything Everything, Even Your Own Life Whose World Are You Living In? What World Should You Be Believing In? Depression And Aggression, Surrounding You Opression And Suffocation Are Consuming YouIt's Controlling You, It's Possessing Your Mind It's Cutting You Down, Do Down To Your Spine The Torture Is Real As My Eyes Can See No Saving This Slave From The Violence And CrimeDepression And Aggression, Surrounding You Opression And Suffocationare Consuming YouIt's Controlling You It's Possessing You Over These Atrocities I Continue To Rise
Prophet On A Lie Spreading your lies And preaching like a prophet For all those gone beyond (For you) I'll never sacrifice my life. I should be in fear of your judgment But for now and ever I rise above them. I won't hear you Never feel you I don't bare your marks. I should be in fear of your judgment But for now and ever I rise above them.
Pushed Too Far Terrorize you for what you did before. I stomped on everything you said. The horror of all my fears are now gone. I'm crushing you. Pushing you. I'm crushing you. Punish you. Now you have to face my eyes. Now you have to face my fist. I'm crushing you. Pushing you. I'm crushing you. Punish you. I just hope you DIE.
Savior You're Not My Savior And You Never Will Be Blame Me, Because I Never Worshiped Your Lies Chanting Your Hymns To A Ghost It Will Never Save You You're Not My Savior And You Never Will BeCan You See That He's Slowly Pulling You In His Wrath? He's Sucking The Life From Your Heart So You Can't Ever Go BackHaunted By Your Demons You Feel So Alone Don't You Feel Alone?
Slave To The ClockGet In Line And Get Ready To Die To Die In Slow Agony It's Killing You From The Inside Wake Up And Open Your Eyes So You Can Feel Your Hell Your Nightmare Is Your Everyday Life Time To Say Goodbye, To A Life Of Self-Destruction You're A Slave To The Clock And Your Life Is Wasting Away You're A Slave To The Clock And Your Life Is Wasting AwayYou're Just A Rusty Tool Ready To Breakdown In Pieces You're One Of Those Workhorses And Your Condition Is Constantly Getting Worse The Pain, The Damage Is Harder And Digs Deeper Time To Say Goodbye, To A Life Of Self-DestructionYou're A Slave To The Clock And Your Life Is Wasting Away You're A Slave To The Clock And Your Life Is Wasting Away
Speak Without FaithWe Built This Scene With Nothing But Heart Real Kids Making It Better Than It Was At The Start Those Who Don't Feel The Efforts Put In Those Before Will Be The First To Be Led Out Of The DoorAct Without Heart, Speak Without Faith You Should Stay Away From Me [x2]Some People Just Get Into It The Wrong Way It's Time To Put These People Back In Their Place We Should Fight Together For The Right Things Fight To Keep What We BuiltAct Without Heart, Speak Without Faith You Should Stay Away From Me [x2]
The Burning Cross You have no conceptions of what the word hate really means. Spreading shit all over. This world. With unfounded dogmas. No (way we'll have it). You want to purify the world motherfuckers. Than slit your wrists. Spreading shit all over. This world. With unfounded dogmas. No (we ain't going to take it!)
There Is No Escape Welcome to my callous world. Where there is no escape. We are destined to rot until we die. Awaiting our treacherous death. Welcome to my wicked world. Where people kill each other. Dreadfully awaiting death. Awaiting our final judgement. There's no escape.
Time Bomb center It All Started As A Game You Said Lets Fucking Try It Just For Fun, Just Like Everyone Else Did But You Got Played In Your Own Game But You Got Played In Your Own Game Your Life Is A Time Bomb Your Life Is A Time BombIt Happened So Quickly It Took Your Everything And Now Your Life Is A Living Hell Your Heart Is Pumping Poison Your Lungs Can Barely Breathe And Now Your Sitting On A TimebombYou Got Played In Your Own Game You Got Played In Your Own GameIt All Started As A Game But The Game Is Over Now But Your Eyes Are Shut, Forever
UnbrokenYou Discouraged Us In So Many Ways Everyday Was An Obstacle, Everyday Seemed Wasted And You Kept Saying We Wouldn't Belong We Will Remain, Unbroken We Will Remain, UnbrokenWe Will Never Stop Chasing Our Dreams Your Efforts Are Useless And You'll Get What You Now Never ExpectedNow Your Cheap Shots Fall From The Target We Learned To Roll With The Punches And Never Forget The Life We Now Live And The Life We Might Have LeftWe Will Remain, Unbroken We Will Remain, Unbroken
Gods gift
Vengeance is the dish I serve to you, Compliments of the chef. Eat up, eat up! It's good for you, A quick and painless death.If you prefer, I can draw it out, Make blood pool behind the eyes. Let the organs turn to mush, Truly, I care not for how they die.Spices season even the most rancid meat, Poisons grace the sweetest confection. If eating their death does not please you, I can always administer an injection.Would you rather a hunting accident? Or a sweet end to a sordid affair? I can put poisons on the bed- Or brush them into the victims hair.Too late you may change your mind- Feelings of regret may haunt you. I care not for how you feel, Bare all and I will taunt you.Left alone to do my worst, I will plan the most chilling demise. They can die in private, Or right before your eyes.When you come knocking, knocking, To death's secretive door, I don't care who you are, Or what you were before.Just remember the price you'll pay, It is always very high. Try to skip out when the deed is done, And you'll see what my vengeance will buy.Think long and hard of what you do, Before coming to me with your wish. Or you may find yourself one day, Partaking of deaths delightful dish.
What started out as a revengeful retreat I tried my hardest to keep it discrete Both in relationships with mine in a mess Betrayal, dishonestly, with nothing but stress I knew in the beginning friends is all we’d be I never thought of anything more and I’m sure you’d agree After all the years of hurt, my relationship has finally ended But falling for you was never intended I never thought of how the situation could turn When I’d be free of my burden you were never a concern The peace I’ve found and the smiles back on my face All those bad memories I have happily erased Now I’m a little scared and don’t know what to do I find myself often thinking of you How could this happen? Where is the answer to my question? You must have left me with quite an impression It wasn’t your Car, Jewelry or money It wasn’t your Christmas gift that leaves me feeling funny Intelligence, style and the family values you posses Your sense of humor and personality never the less I’m single now and friends we will remain Anything more I’ll surely restrain You aren’t mine to want You aren’t mine to hold But you are my friend if the truth be told Still You are the best part of my favorite fantasies!
I Remember That Freak Bitch LYRICS altered REMIX
by:Cypress Hill
to: a loyal friend, "BYE NIGGA!"Aiy-yo! The victoria's secret, she give love I remember that freak bitch, up in the clubs You'll get shoved out the picture, now peep it No matter which way you keep it (you get the gloves bitch!) Had it all goin on, but it didn't mean shit I used to know this girl that slanged the green shit And all the fame that came my way i gotta say She wanted to be a star, with big cars With no seed, such a delightful weed That she was all that, and a bag of indo I wish she was still around but, no she's gone I guess she got blessed and she got put on Aiyyo i miss that girl, she had the bomb, was the Bomb-diggy bomb bomb, and nope, i'm not qu'ran With those electric eyes, hypnotized I never met another dealer with that appeal Had all the holy books, and notes to get still Any wise man surprised, the queen of the lye. Bee eyes, bouncin five deep, clicked of innocence Hangin with friends, all under surveillance from the government Meditatin with her camp, gettin damp While don want tights they floss rights, just chewin on ice She's a pimp or tile freak bitch, high maintenance She got her fuckin clit pierced, chained to her anus Til he bust, swallow nut, then she's quick to strut Professional for wettin it up, suck em first Right out the projects, been his mistress since ninety-six Suck that mans dick just for fun, holdin guns in her buns Type of chick tell you 'fuck me in the ass' talkin shit While she goin walla-walla-walla-walla-walla on your dick. I remember that freak bitch, up in the clubs The victoria's secret, she give love No matter which way you keep it You'll get shoved out the picture, now peep it (you get the gloves bitch!) Yeah since i seen the queen of green on the screen So i stepped up, to her screen door, like a dream She wasn't like other chicks, pullin tricks on the scheme for chips Or better yet like a fiend, who need a fix She was like, run-d.m.c., _tougher than leather_ Raw bitch, but then she was soft like a feather Never again will i meet a woman of her nature Skypager turned off, datin one of sisters homegirls Lucky-ass bitch with her blond hairShe He got that hot shit, all in her pocket on lock Damn i guess i'm jealous that a famale beat me and got with her Fuck it i'll do like my nigga smooth with the princess But her sister's, bangin too, what should i do? Plantin my seed in the next queen of buddha bless Fuck playin the second string, on the squad I'm blowin up, all in your face, word to god. to:competition of lack of... Yeah i fucked her in the hershey tunnel, deep inside It made her pussy bubble, aiyyo she told me that it loves you I told her 'arch that back, let me see that ass' And then i kissed it, licked it, stuck my nose all in position ? baby listen, can't you see my fuckin dick is throbbin She started slobbin and gogglin, spittin burblin burpin it I told her 'just don't matter baby, just don't bite it' No hold barred, my dick was hard enough to dent a car, i stuck it in Between to spread the red sea apart, the pussy fart Was a motherfuckin work of art, she rode my dick Just like a kawasaki til the pussy started soundin sloppy Like an old jalopy, time to nut Took off the condom slapped her on the but, then i bust On her face in between her lips Then she started lickin it, cause it was good shit, protein! High and rich.. damn i got my shit freaky,they call me muffdaddy, fuck it in this case call me muffdiver. No you cant have her nor can you see her, and if you wanted to see her, hell if i let her. to all you punk bitces, "I'M RICH BITCH!"I remember that freak bitch, up in the clubs The victoria's secret, she give love You'll get shoved out the picture, now peep it No matter which way you keep it
(you get the glove bitch!)
"oh and FuCk Yo CoUcH, nIgGa!"
Here we goOoh yeah yeah yeah yeahHey I'm the hitman Stand aside I'm the hitman I want your life Ain't no escaping Don't run and hide There goes the neighbourhood I'm gonna kill for your love Thats rightHitman Now don't you cry I'm just it man And you might get fried Gun in my pocket Don't get me wrong I'll be your hitman I'm a fool for your loveI'm a head shredder That's betterBaby baby baby I'm a hitman hitman hitmanYeah - trouble in the East troubled in the West Struggle with the beast - what a thief what a pest Come back mother Nuke that sucker Yeah yeah yeah Who knows what I'm talking aboutWaste that brother All right Ooh That's the way to do itI'm the hitman I'm your prize But this hitman can cut you down to size Love me (baby) Don't be so cool Love me love me baby I've been to the hitman school Yeah yeah You're gonna make my day Gonna blow you away That's when the fun begins (hitman) Are you ready for the sting Gonna waste that thing (hitman) Hitman is kingGo go Oh hitman hitman
Reminisce...
A glimpse of hell, A glimpse of bliss. Always dreaming of your kiss. Would one be enough maybe two. Could I return to a life without you. Kisses so soft killing so sweet. Knowing in my heart never again could we meet. Why in youth do we settle for less, Heeding others say this is best. Life’s final chapter life’s final test. Is this for the best?
by:Jeremiah stevens
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