Contradictor |
i say what i mean but i don't mean what i say.
i make my own rules to break them.
in the end, i'll do what i want.
it's my life.... and i've only got one.... Posted by RayOfLight on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 10:26:00 PST |
kissing me |
this is a pointless post... but i think it's worth posting...
from an earlier AIM conversation:
"boy"(4:13:16 PM): so when i like shoved my tongue down your throat
"boy"(4:13:24 PM): ... Posted by RayOfLight on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 04:23:00 PST |
Justifier |
i would change everything to make things better.
swalllow it all....
i'm going crazy...
i don't know if i can take it anymore.
... Posted by RayOfLight on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 02:12:00 PST |
Resolver |
to think that i am crazy and worthless is a common misconception i have of myself but a far stretch from the truth. while i do understand that i am anything but perfect, i have an acute capabilit... Posted by RayOfLight on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 11:59:00 PST |
the marraige of mind and soul |
The thoughts that run through my head in my medicated delerium are always entertaining. My drug induced overactive psyche take me on a roller coaster ride. so here i am, sick with some sort of cold/fl... Posted by RayOfLight on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 11:20:00 PST |
X-tremes |
October....
by far the worst and the best month of the year.
survived: gay day, relentless partying, boys, emotional trauma, halloween, car accidents, the slowest month in retail.
i think i'm ... Posted by RayOfLight on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 01:45:00 PST |
When everything else is gone |
if i turn into another...
dig me up from under what is covering
the better part of me.
sing this song,
remind me that we'll always have eachother
...when everything ... Posted by RayOfLight on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 01:24:00 PST |
All burns down |
The plan.... perfect
The pieces... in motion
The mission... accomplished.
Am i guilty of causing such a massive uproar? Of course I am. but as always, i am confident that it is all for the grea... Posted by RayOfLight on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 11:09:00 PST |
in the midst of the worst that i know of at the moment |
i love my fucking life.... Posted by RayOfLight on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 07:50:00 PST |
destructor |
is it enough that i destroy everything in my path to get what i want?
or is it more that i destroy myself in the process?
or shall i wait for you to destroy me first?
perhaps i should destroy you?
i n... Posted by RayOfLight on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 08:34:00 PST |