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*MeL*

Summers of love fade into autumns of regret

About Me

DONATE to my tattoo fund. :)I like dirty, tattooed boys. The more tattoos you have-THE BETTER. I'm in love with the most amazing man EVER. I'm a sassy lil' thing. That typically makes for a good time. I LOVE to dance. I HATE Feet! LIVE off Vitamin Water-I have to have at LEAST 2 a day. I also cannot go without a smoothie in the morning before work. I love working out and eating healthy. Vegetarinism and Veganism makes me a happy girl. I always wear flowers in my hair. I LOVE Kurt Halsey. I sing all the time. Music is my LIFE-without it I think that I would probably go crazy. I even work around musicans all day (although my job is not as glamorous as it sounds!). It's a crazy industry and a lot of the people are rude and pompous-but I have already learned so much and met some amazing people. The minute I turned 25, I decided that I was going to do what makes ME happy as opposed to worrying about what others think. It was liberating. I'm a total fashionista. My wardrobe and make-up collection probably total as much as a nice car costs. This does not make me vain or high maintenance-I work hard for the money (So hard for the money) and if I want to spoil myself-then so be it. However, I will not allow others to spoil me. I love my family immenesely. I miss having a decent conversation with someone. Where has all the substance gone? I stand strongly by my beliefs and will not compromise them for anyone. I respect others for what they believe in and stand for even if I may not agree-and all I ask for is the same in return. I will not judge you-so don't judge me. I give everyone a chance (sometimes two or THREE chances which usually ends up biting me in the ass) and I will have nothing against you or dislike you until you give me reason to. I won't lie-I find it hard to trust people-especially guys. But that does not mean that I won't TRY. I'm not your typical female. I know ALL girls say that-but if you hung out with me for a day-you would agree. I am VERY independent but have come to the conclusion that most guys cannot handle being with a strong, independent female and that is unfortunate. I have been cheated on, lied to and knocked around-but I refuse to let any of that hold me down. ***I would rather be in Orlando then here for the simple fact that I miss my soulmate and best friend, Cuppy. If there was ever an amazing girl to walk this earth-it would be her. No one quite understands me like she does and without her around I feel like only half a person. Anyone would only be so lucky to even get a chance to talk to her for five minutes. Her and I have plans. And I cannot think of anyone I would rather waste my time with. You probably will never compare to her-but that is okay. I just hold her on a pedestal and always will.*** I also have two amazing guy friends in my life who I would die without-Corey and my long time friend for 10+ years, Tim. You could only be so lucky as to know these two boys also. I am seriously blessed having met them. No words do them justice. They never let me down. My heart belongs to the previous mentioned people. I am extremely witty-so if you can go round to round and match wits with me-you're golden. That's usually few and far between, so when I do meet someone who can do that-I'm beyond thrilled. I am funny and love to laugh and LOVE people who can make me laugh. I hear on a daily basis (sometimes several times a day) that I resemble a Tim Burton or anime character. I actually take that as a compliment. I want to restore my OWN '53 Bel Aire and '63 Impala one day. I love anything vintage. Especially anything from the 40's and 50's era. Most people think I am a bitch when they first meet me-but in truth, I am super sweet. Don't confuse me being really shy with me blowing you off. My BIGGEST pet peeve is when people misuse "your" and "you're". Now that I have written a short novel-if you have taken the time to read all of this-then you are obviously awesome. Do not message me if you have not read this and can actually think of something intelligent to say. The whole "Hey girl-you are hot" thing has gotten old. Although-my prediction is 99% of you won't take the time to read this and will still continue to message me with mindless B.S.
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APPARENTLY-this is who I "favor". I think it's cool. :)

My Interests

MUSIC, dancing, writing, singing, Vanilla soy milk and Special K red berries cereal with fresh bananas, fashion, psychology, independent films, MAC make-up, tattoos, getting tattooed, Zombies and Vampires, my friends, History/World war II and the Holocaust, Suburban Sprawl, Jenna Jameson, Vitamin Water, short skirts and spiked heels.

I'd like to meet:

I already met him. 3

Music:

***In current rotation this week***-Esthero (yes, STILL and always),ALKALINE TRIO-ALKALINE TRIO-ALKALINE TRIO, Ladytron!, P!NK, Fiona Apple, Imogen Heap, MUSE, Ani DiFranco, Tori Amos, Front 242, VNV Nation, Coldplay, Peaches, PJ Harvey, Depeche Mode, The Smiths, Olive, Baxter, Royksopp, Telefon Tel Aviv, Lovage, 8mm, Everything but The Girl, Interpol, Hank III, Merle Haggard, Johnny Cash, The Chop Tops, Tiger Army, Bad Religion, Horrorpops, Mad Sin, Devil Doll, The Quakes, Three Bad Jacks, HIM, Sounds, Stars, She wants Revenge, Concrete Blonde, Rainer Maria, Bouncing Souls, Avail, H20, Hot Water Music, Propaghandi, Built to Spill, Goodspeed you Black Emperor, Acid Bath, Calexico, Head Automatica, Refused, Pretty Girls make Graves, Murder City Devils, Social Distortion, The Rev. Horton Heat, Fugazi, The Pietasters, Strung Out, Soul Coughing, BANE, Hatebreed

Movies:

Horror flicks-basically if it involves Vampires, Zombies, werewolves, blood, guts and gore-I will like it. If the movie has all of the above listed-then hell yeah. It's all Gone Pete Tong, Fight Club, Sixteen Candles, Love Actually, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Anchorman

Television:

Gives me headaches.....Except Sex and the City. I LOVE that damn show. And I admit-INKED and Miami Ink.

Books:

Probably beyond your comprehension.

Heroes:

I LOVE THESE LADIES MORE THEN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD.

My Blog

Why can you not be happy for me?

I mean seriously. You're SUPPOSED to be my friend. What the hell?
Posted by *MeL* on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 03:33:00 PST

Cupids Victim....

It's official. My heart is no longer mine. And he is amazing.   Isn't he gorgeous? Yes-I look like shit-but he's beautiful. CANADIAN BAR! Yeah-I dunno. And-because it's funny to me.....
Posted by *MeL* on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 10:36:00 PST

"Understand I'm accident prone"

I'm pretty much the most accident prone person ever. Today alone I have managed to slice my finger open and bleed all over myself, I was standing...not walking...STANDING in the grocery store today an...
Posted by *MeL* on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 09:04:00 PST

I REFUSE to give up...

...carbs. I just cannot do it. In fact, I probably consume WAY more carbs than any one human should. And I don't care. They are delicious. Bring on the carbohydrates. They make my mouth water. Fuck yo...
Posted by *MeL* on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 08:43:00 PST

*OBSESSION*

I have total and completely unhealthy obessions with all of the following:1. Smoothies. God damn.2. Vitamin water and green tea. It's pretty much my life source3. Cucumbers. I eat them EVERY night for...
Posted by *MeL* on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 08:50:00 PST

Star Bar and PBR

Good times with great people. So I figured I would do a picture share (thanks to Chris). Keep in mind-when these pictures were taken-I was probably eight deep. And for me...that's WAY too much.If you ...
Posted by *MeL* on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 04:33:00 PST

Things that are just NOT acceptable.....

....according to me. If you don't like it....go fuck yourself. :)1. Visors. Never WERE cool....never will be cool. They only make you look like a total douche.2. Backing into parking spaces. One of my...
Posted by *MeL* on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 07:08:00 PST

SO let me tell you...

* I am TIRED of my friends finding a significant other and then they disappear.* I am TIRED of when I do see/hear from them-all I hear about is how happy in love they are. *VOMIT** I am TIRED of givin...
Posted by *MeL* on Fri, 21 Apr 2006 07:50:00 PST

"Difficult not to feel a little bit-disappointed and passed over....you don't see me at all"

"I will ask myself, "How badly do I want this?"!!!!!!!I really want this!!!!!!!Well I can hardly wait until I get the sun and your lips both pressing on my skinWell I can hardly wait until I feel that...
Posted by *MeL* on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 06:26:00 PST

*I am officially on strike from the entire male population*

Before I start...I want to say that what I am about to say ALSO applies to the female population as well. However-we are coming from MY point of view. Deal with it or go fuck yourselves. K, thanks. So...
Posted by *MeL* on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 06:42:00 PST