I have been living this life like it's no bodies business, and I pretty much have an "I don't care what people think about me" attitiude. I will not do or say anything that I don't feel is right just to please anyone. I believe in honor and self preservation. I'm done apologizing. If you can't take the joke, then learn to laugh at yourself. I do. Yeah, I laugh at you. I am sarcastic, crass, witty, quick to stand up and defend a loyal mate, so I can deliver the truth. You were warned. Life is too short to look back and worry about what people think about you. As long as I can lay my head down at night and know I have not hurt anyone else or myself today, then I answer to no one, but my gods. So a job worth doing is worth doing well. For example, my daughter Audra Michelle
My pet peeves are having to repeat myself, so listen up. Being interupted, it is just plain rude. Other people not knowing how to confront a situation which bothers them, ugh, so passive agessive. My typing, it royally needs improvement. Ask any one I instant message, they will tell you I type a language unknown to man called Mollish. I loathe blithering drunk people who try to have rational converstions at the decibel of 1, especially when they use derogatory words like f*cking or call people god damned liars. It really is not attractive. I am sure I will think of more later as my anger rises in the next week or so.
I am a mother of a beautiful 15 year old daughter. The best accomplishment I have ever produced in my whole life. She's my pride and joy. I don't see her much as I would like because she lives in California. Last I saw her was June 2006. There were ups and downs, mainly we had fun when we had the chance to be together. Some call her Auddy Ann but I prefer to call her Electric Blue Eyes because she has my eyes only they are so blue they light up the room. There is a picture in my picture section. Her eyes are incredible. And no she is not over 20, see the opening line of this paragraph. Do I look old enough to have a 20 year old?
"So far in life I feel that if you do not know where you came from, then you do not know where it is you are going. So sometimes it helps to review the play book of life and reinvent yourself based on the assets you already possess and then take out the trash."
~Molly Atkinson
Push~Madonna
You push me to go the extra mile
You push me when it’s difficult to smile
You push me, a better version of myself
You push me, only you and no one else
You push me to see the other point of view
You push me when there’s nothing else to do
You push me when I think I know it all
You push me when I stumble and I fall
Keep on pushin’ like nobody
Every race I win, every mood I’m in
Everything I do, I owe it all to you
Every move I make, every step I take
Every thing I know, it’s all because you push me
You push me when I don’t appreciate
You push me not to lie and not to hate
You push me when I want it all to end
You push me when I really need a friend
You push me, all I wanna do is cry
You push me when it’s time for me to try
You push me when I do it for myself
You push me, only you and no one else
Keep on pushin’ like nobody
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Molly
Birthday: 3/3/1970
Birthplace: "Fredneck" Maryland
Current Location: Beaumont, Texas
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Redish Brown
Height: 5'4"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Both, Uh huh
Your Heritage: German, Welsh
The Shoes You Wore Today: My Black Doc Martens
Your Weakness: Ice Cream and Beer, not at the same time
Your Fears: Hospitals
Your Perfect Pizza: Tons o' garlic and onions
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get registered for school
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: OMFGs
Thoughts First Waking Up: I can snooze for 15 more minutes
Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes
Your Bedtime: When I am tired
Your Most Missed Memory: Any time spent with Audra
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Sonic
Single or Group Dates: Both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Coffee
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Mocha
Do you Smoke: Yup
Do you Swear: Way to fucking much
Do you Sing: Yes
Do you Shower Daily: YES, EWWW!!!!!!
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: See goal
Do you want to get Married: Yes
Do you belive in yourself: Mostly
Do you get Motion Sickness: Nope
Do you think you are Attractive: Hmmn, do you?
Are you a Health Freak: No I smoke and eat cow.
Do you get along with your Parents: Mostly
Do you like Thunderstorms: Not especially
Do you play an Instrument: Voice?
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yep
In the past month have you Smoked: Yep
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Have you?
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Nope
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: EWWWW
In the past month have you been on Stage: Nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Nope
Ever been Drunk: Yeah
Ever been called a Tease: Not me ;)
Ever been Beaten up: Hel no
Ever Shoplifted: As a teenager
How do you want to Die: Quick
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Who said I wanted to grow up??
What country would you most like to Visit: Germany
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Mikes
Favourite Hair Color: See above
Short or Long Hair: See above
Height: See above
Weight: See above
Best Clothing Style: Black shirt, jeans and Docs
Number of Drugs I have taken: No comment
Number of CDs I own: Not as many as I used to!!
Number of Piercings: 6
Number of Tattoos: 4
Number of things in my Past I Regret: None, I learned from them all.